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The adhd impulsivity is a great fit for live hardware music. my stabbing urges to flail out and do whatever comes into my head, fits like a glove |
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Eddie Murphy commented “I don’t do coke; I don’t need it” and that’s a comment I very much identify with. I’m not as quick as he is but I have a very fast brain …which makes it easy to go off the map and get yourself into a bad mental spot before you even know what’s happening All the meditation stuff — just training the thing like a dog so I can function better |
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It is funny at times |
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less funny, more… lynchian? |
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ive got to say |
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yes…: |
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you're not well dan but i hope you get help that u need |
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i have court again tomorrow it is stupid and confusing and dangerous as usual. never get a straight answer out of anyone especially the lawyers but even, like... court is not going to be like PAY $$ OR GO TO JAIL, right? seems like... right, i should be able to make the shelter curfew time so i don't lose my bed. or they'll send me to jail. but i take back what i said earlier, the shelter is definitely better than jail. but i can survive both. who cares what happens to me whatever rite. i have a lift there but if it takes too long i won't have a lift back because person has other fings -- i asked someone and she is like, "well i was waiting for you to specify the time and address in the next message and then i forgot about it" so apparently it's all my fault she can't because i didn't give a specific date and time when i sent a deliberately minimal barebones text floating the idea of giving me a lift back to establish if she was willing to do it at all but yes it's my fault for not providing a date, that caused her to forget, a lot of people are forgetting me recently |
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i actually find myself just wanting to get away from people, full stop. it's largely because i'm always surrounded by people now and i've always valued my alone time it's actually amazing how far i've come to tolerate it this well at all... but yes, on top of that, everyone building emotional walls of forget around me, the cask of amontillado. hahahaa very funny guys. uhhhh, guys? GUYS?!HJ#KERjdfkgjkdlfg and, well, i'm not saying NO ONE likes me, but so many people have treated me like shit on such a personal level, it's like.... eugh. people. get away from me. you disgusting shits ew ew |
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not sick since march; sick five times in september being homeless. having to blow $$ on boston laundromat prices spend 60% my day waiting for dinner showering transferring stuff in lockers getting scrubs checking in fdgjhkdfg i need to quit zigs but i don't want to get STABBY and i mean my mood, i won't stab anyone. and no i'm not suicidal, you shits. you'd like it to be that simple just lock me up and pull out the forget wand again |
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what a lift? an elevator? good to read you're kinda in the same mood as I, understanding you can't do much and just let shit flow, I admit I kinda wanted to stab my dad in a butt cheek tho |
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he was smiling when he said he was sorry the first time we met after my mother died, the kind of smile you have when you're high or retarded for some reason |
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glad to hear you're still rocking. hope you find an hook to pull you out of this, soon it's gotten pretty cold here lately |
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Germany 🇩🇪 = Michigan we are all praying for you mate! Talk to people and churches and find every opportunity to try and make your life better bud Connections and people |
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will there be spattered diarrhea all over the toilets today? maybe, maybe not. but there's always urine all over the floor and it's slippery leaving the bathroom always dangerous. i am sick constantly after never having been sick for months before being here. fuck your prayers. fuck you. god doesn't exist. you're a piece of shit |
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the guy i stayed with in indiana is talking about donating my clothes as i'm asking him to send some. because it's getting cold soon and tarrifs makes re-buying shit even more impossible for the casual homeless software engineer in trump america |
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why does everyone say they'll pray for me and not do anything actual to help? you pieces of shit |
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Do you want me to pray and hope for your doom and death? And I know you’re down and if treating others like shit makes you feel better… And why would someone want to help if they are being told to fuck off? TRY HARDER.make your life better!!! —-goes for everyone EP |
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Put good things out In the universe And good things happen But bad mojo out there and get fucked |
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saying one prays for another is dumb, you can only pray for yourself meanwhile if you go deep into it, maybe give thanks afterwards, god exists tho, but for what I acquired its more like an entity and not a living god, you can see it when you spot things joint |
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Some asshole here keep trying to show people some YouTube video of shitty computer graphics and saying, “this is what they say heaven looks like” Praying is selfish. So you can feel good about yourself. Case in point, all your prayers so far have done NOTHING my life has gotten worse and worse. Now you are just being condescending and telling me not to be negative. THAD U ARE A FUCKING PIECE IG SHIT FUCK YOUR PRAYERS TELL SOMEONE ELSE ABOUT YOUR WANKING HABITS |
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I want to kick Thad’s ass so bad. Pray we never meet buddy |
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Cool, come find me Hahahaha MAKE LOVE NOT WAR prayers |
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Again do you want me to prey for your death Or success? I’ll do either You’re in a shitty place and are being mean. I hope you figure out life |
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i don't care what you think about while you're jerking off; jerking off is not constructive it does not help me i would like someone to get me somewhere where the bathrooms are clean. even not a public bathroom too? please? |
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Do you want me to give you half of my IRA? I mean it would taxed heavily but it would help you out. Someone mentioned somewhere about you should do gay porn to get back on your feet. It was kinda funny and kinda possibility. Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do to survive. And while I jerk off: I think of the teacher I’m with or any other numerous ladies or the porn I’m watching at the moment. I’m also thinking sometimes, I wanna cum, it feels like a good release. Release the demons remix lol KEEP WORKING HARD YIURE A SMART MAN |
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YOU’RE A SMART MAN!! |
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I’ve told you 100 times to go to a church and ask for help…Have you? Go to a small out of town church, might be more formable then the city ones? YOURE A SMART MAN. Ask around. Keep fighting Epic!! |
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I’m a smart man I’m a talented musician You take away all my stuff and now my music output slows stops then you tell me I am SMART!! as I almost slip on urine on the floor vomit on the wall Donating my clothes so I have to buy new stuff with tariffs |
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steal don’t kill |
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imagine someone dumped a pile of manure on your driveway and you have to shovel it all before you can start your day and it blocks the driveway every day at the very least so you have to but more often than not you get an extra helping and it really really blocks the driveway and that is my life now. i have to poop — is it past curfew; am i allowed to go poop at whole foods? will all the stalls at whole foods be occupied and i have to stand in a stinky bathroom waiting for ten minutes, because, why yes, someone else has gotten on line behind us after two minutes — or am i not allowed to go outside? the downstairs toilets are always destroyed 100% every day but the ones upstairs on your dorm floor are okay FOR A WHILE until it gets later in the cleaning cycle and broken window theory once it gets a little filthy everyone says fuck it and shortly later it’s a superfund site sleeping in a sea of open beds and sawing lumber snoring and the fucking earplugs i just got off amazon DO NOT ACTUALLY BLOCK SOUND? my review will be like ~ it is amazing how well i can hear with these earplugs in ~ to replace the one-use earplugs i’d been using for weeks they’d turned brown so i thought i’d spend a few bucks and threw them out didn’t sleep at all last night some creepo walking around in showers with suds all over him doing… well, i’m doing my best not to see some asshole saying "i might make $100 today" and that’s a good day. my fucking rent before all this blew up was $3k a month how would i feel about a job in customer service? would i like to work at dunkin? oh, SURE, i’m treading water here —not drowning; but gradually running out of energy — that’s a GREAT IDEA why not shuttle donuts and coffee from one pier to the next instead of just treading water? otherwise, what, am i lazy don’t want to work a job like everyone else? now let's donate my clothes to charity and force me to buy new ones while selling off all my stuff for profit over in indiana |
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I like aphex twin |
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I can’t take this I’m dying. I’m dying Motherfucking HELP |
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Asshole from Indiana just messaged me asking if I could pay shipping on my clothes. Bastard has been talking about how Eric wants to buy my cameras and he’s already sold my new pax 3 vape and more |
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If you liked my music too bad I don’t know if I will ever be able to write more I’m dying Motherfucking help Help Help :( |
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I bought a pax vape some years ago that's completely shit, you have to buy isopropyl alcohol to clean it up lol |
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😢😢😢😢😢 |
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This thread is 9 years old!! Keep fighting Break through mate!!!’ |
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tell me what i can do to help |
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Let him crash on your couch Honestly |
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The system is fucked!!!! We have millionaires and billionaires who have NOTHING BUT MONEY while we still have a huge homeless problem Does anyone (do I) have to give anyone my money? No. But I help out when I can, in the ways I wNt. Again THE SYSTEM IS FUCKED I pray for you mate!!! |
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the atlantic ocean is in the way |
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death is the way |
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nope |
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:( What’s going on? |
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Russell, he’s been homeless for a while now and beyond extremely struggling to live near the Boston area. Shelters are shitty, food and finding clean clothes and a place to shit. Very sad 😢😢😢 |
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epic thad works at fedex can't you also work at fedex |
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