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https://twitter.com/Chachmaster3000/status/8210884422936453 Mine's bittersweet. Thanks for asking 13 |
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you killed a coyote? |
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my day today is today, because today is always today. sometimes tuesday, yes, but always today is the day 13 |
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got up after a nice dream of kissing girls, levitation and ice cream. meds, cigarettes, watched some john oliver, meds, veggie kiev and chips, cigarettes, watched some mad men, meds, listened to the infinite monkey cage on radio 4, more mad men, played a few games of chess. more meds, cigarettes, came here, sleep |
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oh and a nice mushroom risotto for lunch |
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Day was alright. Man who Fell to Earth, Grand Budapest Hotel, nice food, two baths, shrink, fun with the wife, it snowed, walks with the dogs, not in that order. Got this comic book I had ordered, Lost Girls. Pretty unique, a bit much at times. Good art. |
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^ oh yeah looks a bit pervy it does, Alan Moore isnt it. I highly recommend getting world of edena by moebius if you can find it, new reprint end of last year, fantastic i though. good films as well |
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Yeah Moebius is a bit of a legend. Yeah, Alan Moore and his wife Melinda Gebbie. Took them 16 years to finish it. |
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i have the house to myself for the first time in.... a while. i needed this badly |
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^ to indulge in your hobby of extreme ironing? |
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yes he is, his stuff makes my eyeballs flip like fruit machines. 16 years facking hell |
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ironicly, yes. extreme ironing my back against the edge of my bed. dancing up and down the hallway. no one has a problem with me doing any of this stuff, really, it's just kind of hard to do it properly with other people slamming around and asking if i want to smoke a cigarettes |
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i just wish i had it to myself under better circumstances. someone put on "the shining" and i think it did the whole darn house in. arguing. both my roommates are good friends and it sucks. fucking january |
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you should get one of this divers helmets with a little led screen on the front to watch the shining in peace |
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i didn't want to watch it at all. i was already miserable, at that point. then things got far worse |
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I hope you have a better day tomorrow, mine was the most average day ive ever had really but i sort of like that |
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Squirrel curry. Coyote would be hard to kill with a bow and arrow. They see everything. |
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you ate squirrel curry? whats it taste like? |
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i'd imagine squirrel curry tastes like squirrel curry. |
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Kinda like chicken curry. If it were less seasoned I might taste game |
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today is not terribly good, so far. people do this thing when i'm pissy, crabby, and want to isolate myself: they decide it's time to bother me relentlessly. are you ok? are you ok? yes, if you want to get stabbed in the face, keep asking me then for flavor an ex pops up and says "you owe me three grand" and i really fucking don't. we broke up over a year ago. you didn't decide i owed you money until you pissed off your landlord and had to move and needed money and now suddenly it's like i signed some fucking contract in your mind. fucking fuck off. i don't even have three hundred you cunt |
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at least you're not getting tortured by the jews they're gonna torture me and my family dude |
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the ex in question is half-jewish you fool |
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hate fuck |
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i'd prefer an isolation tank make a withdrawl from the blood bank or any number of other foetus song lyric things from "nail" |
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thanks for asking 13 |
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A bit of work, a lot of the Sandman. I don't mean I was asleep a lot, I mean the comic book. Mrs Dust is already in bed, and I'm worried that like the past two nights I'll end up falling asleep by five. Bindu is keeping me company. He doesn't like it when I don't got to bed at the same time as everybody else. Often, before eventually cozing up to my fee, he just sits there and stares at me. He can do that look from the Zoolander movies, for a few seconds, before reverting to fuzzy cuteness, Andy pretend shyness. I'm bored actually. Could have a spliff, could write. Could go through endless hours of music I need to sort out and clean up. could read the Sandman some more. Could open that Lost Girls book. That Scorsese movie about some Wall Street freaks, with diCapriot, is on in the background. I should stop doing this. One thing at the time. One thing at the time. Now wonder I can't fucking sleep lately. |
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Additionally, Levitin reveals that the phrase "paying attention" is scientifically true. Multitasking comes at an actual metabolic cost: switching back and forth between tasks burns a lot more oxygenated glucose (the fuel the brain runs on) than focusing on one task does, and can lead quickly to mental exhaustion. |
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I like it when your more 'human'. Sorry to hear. Maybe we'll see you on Judge Judy! |
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you're * Or: when your more human side comes out. Of course you're always being human, technically. |
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what i mean is does it taste nutty like acorns or something like that |
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today, so far, has been a nightmare. it is my fault. i'm doing what i can not to make it worse, but, as i'm doing my best, i'm sure i'll still be making plenty of small mistakes will culminate in other disasters down the line. it is a fractal representation of my life. squarepusher is the joke. i am squarepusher |
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i ate a cheese and mushroom ciabatta and watched the pilot of westworld, excitement eh |
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i don't have any clean pants, but my pants do fit. and i'm doing laundry now |
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do they seriously not have clothes dryers in europe? seriously? i swear to god, i am not going to be totally convinved this is truly reality without a plane ticket over to see for myself |
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^ I have a clothes dryer, but went most of my adult life without one, the houses are small over here so space is of a premium its much better than hanging your clothes out to dry in a country that rains quite a lot |
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Clothes Dryers sound needlessly decadent. I live in a flat and can still get my clothes dry... in under two days... |
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im convinced damp clothes caused the plague of mold we have had in our kitchen, also had a cough for about half a year a while back so clothes dryer has really helped alot, i do worry about the build up of lint as a fire hazard though, and it is noisy i rather not have endless utility bills and bits of electronics everywhere, cant deny its convenience though, nothing better than getting a warm pair of long johns out of the dryer on a winters morn |
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today has been quite good. yesterday was relax, the day before yesterday was relax, and today has been relax. this is exactly the sort of thing i used to guilt-trip myself about: i have so much stuff that is actively melting down. i really should be attending to it. however, i have learned that i cannot attend to much of anything when i am angry, depressed, and burned-out. i have a long history of cycling through: [panic, over-exertion, collapse, depression, gluttony]. see on this subject. panic and over-exertion are actually rather productive stages, but the rest are somewhat counterproductive. knowing thyself and getting older have meant the cycle has tamed down. gluttony means eating a pint of ice cream. it used to mean getting plastered and eating a pint of ice cream. it's still no good, though... so, yes, my new strategy: life can fucking wait. i need to repair myself. the idea is to bust up the whole stupid cycle: spend six or eight hours a day exercising. another two driving. take care of myself thoroughly: sleep well, go to bed early, shower, trim my nails. all the things i typically neglect. do laundry, catch up on housework with whatever time is left... i'm figuring i'll do that again tomorrow and move into monday with an aim to stave off the onset of panic for as long as autisticly possible |
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