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offline -crazone from smashing acid over and over on 2011-08-22 06:11 [#02419680]
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go see a doctor..


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2011-08-22 21:01 [#02419721]
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Today i went to a job interview with that filthy whore from
my temp work agency. I spent half an hour in the car with
this worthless piece of shit in the car to my new job
place.
Inbetween that it was fucking hard to disguise my disgust
with this whorish money grubbing bitch, but i managed to
make some small talk, which I did not find boring.
I still hope this person dies and her kids get cancer, get
fucked whore.


 

offline taking_the_piz on 2011-08-22 21:09 [#02419722]
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LOL

sounds like progression to me


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2011-08-22 22:37 [#02419725]
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I think it is. I just talk about things that personally
interest me now...i still fear that people think i am
strange. But it just works better than being silent...


 

offline jnasato from 777gogogo (Japan) on 2011-08-22 23:49 [#02419726]
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Being filthy is a bad thing for whoring. Really bad for
business.


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2011-08-23 03:50 [#02419746]
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monoid how are you feeling


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2011-08-23 09:23 [#02419763]
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I don't know exactly. I got a new job but i haven't had any
holidays this year. This is pissing me off to no end.


 

offline -crazone from smashing acid over and over on 2011-08-23 12:09 [#02419770]
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this worthless piece of shit....a lot of projection going on
in your post..


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2011-08-23 13:50 [#02419773]
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you hate people and things because youre actually really
really proud. but you are so ashamed as well


 

offline Steinvordhosbn from London (United Kingdom) on 2011-08-23 14:36 [#02419775]
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offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2011-08-23 16:55 [#02419776]
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Manufacturing screwdrivers


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2011-08-23 17:02 [#02419777]
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I don't hate anyone.


 

offline sadist from the dark side of the moon on 2011-08-23 17:07 [#02419779]
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MONOID THREAD


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2011-08-23 21:44 [#02419797]
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If i slit her throat with a screwdriver, she maybe will
learn to respect me? See, im just following the logic of the
capital and that shocks people, because suddenly i become my
own judge. The human loss does not interest anyone, or else
more people would think about our economic system, that is
responsible for the death of millions.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2011-08-24 11:15 [#02419812]
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fill it with cawk


 

offline welt on 2011-08-24 11:49 [#02419814]
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if your ego is the source of your problems destroy your ego
and be saved. .. everything else is nonsense.


 

offline yann_g from now on 2011-08-24 11:50 [#02419815]
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so does mine if you wanna know, but i don't blame the rest
of the world for it


 

offline welt on 2011-08-24 11:51 [#02419816]
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flagellate yourself to destroy your egoistic desires and you
will find peace and serenity.


 

offline yann_g from now on 2011-08-24 15:39 [#02419834]
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WHERE IS THE FUCKING WAY OUT


 

offline AphexAcid from Sweden on 2011-08-25 18:48 [#02419882]
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Who is saved from what? Do we have both an ego and a self,
and what is it that possess either? For whom do we have
either ego or self?

It sounds like a case of multiple personality disorder.


 

offline welt on 2011-08-25 19:11 [#02419883]
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i wasn't totally serious.

but it's an idea that can be found in various forms in
christian and buddhist traditions.

there's the christian idea that the human I is the product
of roughly two competing selves - the egoistic self and the
altruistic self. egoism is basically the source of evil and
altruism the source of good, so one would basically need to
overcome one's egoistic self to overcome evil, pain and
suffering.

or the similar buddhist idea that the ego is the source of
pain (because egoistic desires point to things one lacks and
thus suffers from) and the idea that one needs to realize
that the I is in fact an illusion and nirvana waits for you
once you understand that.

... while i wasn't totally serious (and the idea that the
self is a battle-ground of the forces of good and evil might
sound a bit naive) i still think the idea that a lot of
personal misery comes from egoism and can be overcome if one
looks at the world from a less egomaniac perspective is
true. ... one example of course is the pain of isolation:
it's not rare that isolation is driven by a "too large ego".
it happens quite often that people don't want to open up to
other people because they're afraid that they won't be
impressive and awe-inspiring to them. so they isolate
themselves and are miserable.

so it's not about multiple personality disorder, but about
accepting the idea that there are different parts of the
self and that some parts of the self have more value (the
altruistic or non-egoistic parts) than the others.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2011-08-25 21:43 [#02419887]
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I think cbt only works if you take yourself seriously and
show a bit of empathy. Yeah it is strange and sometimes
funny how we construct our reality, but in the worst case it
can lead to a lot of suffering.


 

offline jnasato from 777gogogo (Japan) on 2011-08-25 23:51 [#02419896]
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I'm still voting for e up the ass for this thread. "Money
can't buy one happiness.", but money can buy e, which can
result in experiencing of serotonin and other chemicals
related to happiness, so it's pretty close.

E UP THE ASS

dot com

It might give one the edge, to realize what is actually
important in life, to be able to live without using
chemicals, etc.

I think everyone in the world should try e once in their
life, especially bitter old people who shit their pants.


 

offline JivverDicker from my house on 2011-08-26 00:01 [#02419897]
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Happiness can't buy money jnasato.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2011-08-26 11:32 [#02419948]
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Ok, today was my last day at work. I left the building with
the rest of the people, who also got fired, singing the
'international'....
What i got now...a book about cognitive behavioural therapy,
dxm and a shitty new job


 

offline yoyoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2011-09-03 14:23 [#02420201]
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got to love monoid


 

offline robbie_eleckt from time to time on 2011-09-03 17:30 [#02420205]
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to be continued


 

offline jnasato from 777gogogo (Japan) on 2011-09-04 02:19 [#02420236]
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Monoid's life is like this.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2011-09-17 23:16 [#02420774]
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I miss the chatty fat guy who i gave the andrew weatherhall
cd.


 

offline -crazone from smashing acid over and over on 2011-09-18 08:33 [#02420786]
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we miss you too Monoid but do we whine about it?


 

offline robbie_eleckt from time to time on 2011-09-18 08:50 [#02420789]
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this board without Monoid would be like...like...music
without sounds


 

offline robbie_eleckt from time to time on 2011-09-18 10:12 [#02420792]
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or reggae without sunshine or laid without back


 

offline dethpeel on 2013-03-18 15:32 [#02451884]
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Or DUBturbo


 


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