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My dad was fascinated when I cried. He said I released alot of repressed emotions. He also doesn't want me near the stuff again, I couldn't agree more. |
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hey, that's as good a reaction as could be expected really........ I wouldn't worry overly about the trip either...... if you take enough drugs, these things will happen...... i think people tend to overanalyse things...... drugs fuck with your mind, trying to "work things out" is a bit of a lost hope, as there isn't anything to work out, juat a whole lot of fucked up mind-shit......... Anyway, glad your ok now......... I stopped taking drugs (any drugs) when the negatives out-weighed the positives........ good luck on your journey |
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we had a class the other day on why we SHOULD do acid. weird. |
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how you feeling? |
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Never done acid, but I have done weed three times and had huge panic attacks two of the times. Last time (this was recently) I smoked after drinking 4 beers. It started off alright but I started sinking into an intense panic attack. And it's funny that you mention breathing because after a little bit that was all that I could think about. Breathe in...breathe out..breathe in...breathe out...it felt like I couldn't catch my breath. And it felt like forever. Meanwhile being disoriented and disconnected from everything. It really really sucked. Not on the level of your trip but enough to be one of the most frightening experiences of most people's lives. I agree with everyone...you're a very good writer. |
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i actually cried before a trip because of a death of my friends father, then once it kicked in it was euphoria...we played frisbee all night that night and i was doing tricks that i could never imagine being possible. |
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oh shit |
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You are playing with fire with these drugs. I think what you experienced was not enlightenment, there is no such thing - you were experiencing the manifestation of uncontrollable fear. Fear of being locked in fear. I would say that your subconscious was more aware of your predicament than you think, otherwise you would not have remembered anything to write down. You got burnt. There was nothing to learn from this experience, other than the obvious - not to mess around with the natural intelligence of your body, which is far more powerful than anything your mind could ever conjure up - the mind is uncreative, merely a reactor that responds to the stimulus already put in there by your culture. What you did is a bit like getting run over just to experience what it's like to get run over. Dangerous, futile, pointless and, well, fairly immature. |
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alright. |
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weed + tryptamines = smart realizations put through a stupid filter tryptaines = smart realizations, sometimes crazy |
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I haven't done mushrooms for 4 years about because the last trip was bad (I was the only one tripping, time dilation, puked) and I haven't been able to get any. I used to have a great time with some drinks and some weed, but I can't drink that much anymore and smoking seems to make the nausea worse- 4 drinks is my limit. This St Patricks day I had about 4 and a half drinks and then smoked-- I puked off the back porch and had to sit on the steps in the rain for a couple hours as I had a 'pins-needles' tingly sensation all throughout my body. This place is my old friend's parents, who are hippies with a trust fund so they don't have to work and have been vacationing in Hawaii for months. There were way too many under-age people there and before I went outside every one of them was incoherent and completely fucked up. This one kid had crashed through two screen doors already. I was worried about getting a citation since I had brought some alcohol with me- supplying minors, in the case that some neighbors came or one of those kids drove and died somewhere. Most of the doors and windows were open and Apocolypse Now was playing in the nearby living room so the sounds of the party and movie mixed together in a hellish Bacchanalian clamour. I haven't been back since. |
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fav+ story |
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I have had similar experiences like you and i also quited everything but alcohol. The last episode was horrible beyond horrible! I feel if i have an experience like this again my brain will never recover. You described it very well. That feeling of you just want to pass out and wake up fine again. Imagine how many who has killed themself while in that state of mind , horrible. |
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ya i don't do hallucinogens anymore either. that one real bad trip totally ruined them for me. |
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never had a bad trip myself. I have had nightmarish times on weed though. Total Panic |
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one time i was smoking weed in my car all by myself and just listening to the sound of planes flying over and the birds and what not. gradually, i started to perceive all that white noise getting louder and louder until it was absolutely deafening. I literally couldn't open my eyes, the sound was so loud and painful. then it subsided. This is the closest thing to a hallucination i've ever had on weed and it only happened that one time. dunno what the hell happened. |
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