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I'm 24, have high cholesterol that my doctor has said puts me at risk of a heart attack; I'm ashmatic, but I chainsmoke at least two packs a day, and I never leave the house. I have lost all will to live. I've never enjoyed a moment of my life; I'm clinically depressed and borderline schizophrenic (halleucinations, body shocks, developing complicated, in-depth personalities in my head that I spend most of my day bullshit back-and-forth with). |
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good luck to you then |
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When was the last time you felt 'normal'? |
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I'm 18, I smoke 1 pack a day, I'm a diagnosed schizo effective manic depressive and my bones crack easily. I've been depressed 3/5 of my life and at this point in time I have no will to live. |
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I WIN! ahahah because im younger than you. |
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Do you get your cigarettes mail order? |
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You lost all will to live? When did you ever have will to live? |
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I waste my time here voluntarily |
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im a diagnozed schizophrenic and im loving every minute of it! |
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Can I get the link to this website where I can go get myself "diagnosed" with schizophrenia? |
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your meds must be working well then |
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have you tried any treatments? |
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Try hugging your daddy. |
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It seems like the planets gone mad ,what you stairing in my face for, i told you dudes i cant save ya , we the freaks with the strange behaviour ........ with the strange behaviour. |
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I have no friends. I used to post all day to a message board where my only online friends posted. I was thrown out of the private message board for being an asshole so I plotted revenge for a year, rather than doing anything useful. Now I have been banned from the message board that was my entire life for threatening the administrator |
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That doesn't have very much to do with her post. |
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good quote |
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Yeah..however, I was trying to explain what caused me all this misery, and no, I did not seek any treatment |
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that doesn't answer me you schizo fool. |
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;) |
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ouch |
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did you fall? |
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whaha no not really, it's just a state of mind, you decide how you want to feel. |
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and I've been on the verge of financial crisis pretty consistently over the past four years. |
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why dont you do something about it. you arent special. |
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if i was a moderator on this board, the ONLY thing i would ever have done as one would be having you banned. |
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i'm 18 and i desperately need to get laid. how do i solve MY problem?? |
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Why ? Why arent I special ? |
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:( I thought you are my Friend.... |
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I left University and now I'm going into a different field. I better not get bored of it otherwise I will need to drastically change my lifestyle to keep things interesting. Possibilities include: Teaching English in glorious Nippon Joining a strange commune based on absurdist principles |
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"Joining a strange commune based on absurdist principles" You're thinking of moving to Milwaukee? Excellent! |
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goto vegas and get a hooker. |
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Goto Vegas the notorious livestock salesman? |
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IF YOU'VE HIT ROCK BOTTOM GUESS WHAT? YOU HAVE TWO CHOICES: 1. KILL YOURSELF 2. GO NUTS AND DO SOMETHING CRAZY BECAUSE YOU CANT SINK ANY DEEPER. I prefer #2. Monoid, you actually think people here give a shit? All we can due is humour you. If you've sunk as low as you can go, why the fuck would you think you have to make an honest living, or care what you say to people in public. Go sell drugs and walk up to every female you see and ask "wanna fuck?". Whats the worst that could happen? |
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You're doing a good thing by staying indoors, who the hell would want to be confronted by you? Hahaha, no one. Think about the positive things, like that, that you're doing. |
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YOU THINK THIS IS A GAME? ITS A FUCKING DREAM. LIFE IS A CROCK OF SHIT, STOP BEING A SLAVE TO IT> |
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fucking hookers aint cool. but i figured out my problem: i aint interested in other people, i'm bored after 20 seconds and i aint emotional. but the basis for sex is always sympathy and a vibe between the PARTNERS. |
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you know what? everyone in this thread is invited to come over to my place today and we'll go to the bowling alley. you don't actually have to bowl if you don't want to - you can just chill and eat nachos. let's go. |
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I just want nachos, YES. |
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I'm so there. Where do you live? |
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new new york |
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for shizzle? I have a house out there my folks rent out. Long Izland. I was born there. |
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then there's a possibility i may know you or someone you know. |
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possibly. But its a huge state. Do you live on long island? I've been away for about 11-12 years, only going back to visit family and stuff. |
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i don't live there, but i know it well. what town do you visit or are you from? |
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Huntington, Long Island (i forget if its suffolk or nassau county) I used to live in Greenlawn too. Its a small suburb. Nowadays when I go out, I'll visit my family in Pelham, Brooklyn, and my moms uncle who manages the Western Union in Manhatten. Plus random other peeps that I cant remember at the moment. |
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haha... you should e-mail me. |
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keep to the subject here, monoids problems. |
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time for an early night. |
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