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wayout
on 2002-01-24 05:48 [#00074349]
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hmm..i never realized so many people on this board were a slight variation on myself...
..im not sure why im still so shy...i've been this way since like 5th grade...when all my elementary school friends kinda abandoned me to hang out with other kids and play sports..then i moved which didnt help...
all through high school i did a pretty good job of blending into the background..which was good in a way since my supposed weirdness kept most of the people i didnt want to have anything to do with away ...but it also kept everyone else away...except for the occasional nice person who took the extra effort to be nice to me..
so being like this has been both good and bad...i've been able to develop myself without much 'outside interference'...and have been kept away from the bad things kids tend to fall into...but at the same time...im 19 and have never had a relationship...and have the life experience of a 14 year old (i look like one too...:/ )
now that i go to art school...and dont have to deal with all the caste system of high school..i figured i would open up more...which i have a little...but not that much...so i've been kinda disappointed with myself...but its not that i lack confidence...and im not as intimidated by people as i was...maybe its not all me...maybe the fact that i still live at home..and am not really as independent as most of my peers..separates me even more from the whole college social scene..
the internet is a good place for me too.. i would never be able to ramble like this in person...though sometimes i feel like i could if given the chance to...heheh..its sad when most of your daydreams of girls involve having a personal conversation..
though dont get me wrong...im not trying to have a pity party for myself...there are a lot of things i like about being this way...
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wayout
on 2002-01-24 05:57 [#00074350]
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heheh...think thats incoherent...try talking to me in person...
and another thing that i just thought about...most of you have said that theres no one like yourself to hang around with...what if there actually is?
being an introverted person...means that anyone like you would be just as shy..
so you could see people you have a lot in common with everyday...but you'll never meet them...since youre too shy to go up and talk to them...and theyre too shy to come up and talk to you...
its seems that most of the people i've become friends/aquainted with in the past have been extroverts...
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Xanatos
from NYC on 2002-01-24 06:22 [#00074355]
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"think thats incoherent...try talking to me in person... "
I didn't read either of your posts yet, but that's a fucking genius line. I might quote you at some point.
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Alf Strudel
from Here on 2002-01-24 15:59 [#00074456]
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You filled up my Inbox you BASTARDS
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Winged Freak
from Gotham City on 2002-01-24 18:23 [#00074507]
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This is creepy. I'm just like everybody here. I'm nodding to everything you guys say. I know what everybody is coming from.
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JOB
on 2002-01-24 19:08 [#00074516]
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and in the corner of a vast space they all met, and discussed, but they never did meet, but rather discused on the matter of meeting others.
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hevquip
from 45.697 bits of electricity on 2002-01-24 19:12 [#00074518]
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no, no, no...and on a messageboard, they convened. they nodded, but it was enough for them to know what was going on.
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