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offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:36 [#00809835]
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Jesus Christ. I'm hurting so bad right now. My g/f
basically broke up with me - it was more a breakup of
necessity rather than virulence. She HAS to move away and of
course I can't go with her. She said I was the only thing
keeping her going the last two months since her son was
taken from her. I guess that's worth something right?

I can't remember the last time I loved someone so dearly.
And I can't remember the last time it's hurt so bad. I
really can't describe how horrible I feel right now.

So someone cheer me up. Something. Anything. :*(
If not, I'm going to be bawling my eyes out all day.


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2003-08-05 09:37 [#00809836]
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Nout I can say rreally.. sorrrry Oddioblender.


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:38 [#00809837]
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thanks. '_'


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2003-08-05 09:39 [#00809838]
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Why can't you go with her?


 

offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2003-08-05 09:39 [#00809839]
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That's real bad, i'm sorry mate, if you need to chat you can
mail me or something hopefully that might help.


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:39 [#00809840]
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god, she was the sole reason i quit smoking weed. what's to
keep me from going back?


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:39 [#00809841]
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she's going to new hampshire. there's no way i can go with
her, or else i would.


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2003-08-05 09:40 [#00809843]
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What is stopping you?


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:40 [#00809844]
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i'm going to try to live. i'm just trying to cheer myself up
to get my mind off her.


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:41 [#00809848]
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no money. no way to get there.


 

offline afxNUMB from So.Flo on 2003-08-05 09:41 [#00809851]
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:(


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2003-08-05 09:41 [#00809852]
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Don't make excuses. If she is moving there and you love her
that much you could find a way to go. I know I would for my
girlfriend.


 

offline giginger from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2003-08-05 09:43 [#00809854]
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I'm sorry to hear that mate. Bury yourself in your music for
a bit. You have some inspiration to work off of. Releasing
in a creative output is the best thing to do...


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:43 [#00809855]
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the way she was putting it was that we were through anyways.
and that she didn't want me coming with her, but she'd miss
me regardless.


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:43 [#00809858]
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yeah i probably will.


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2003-08-05 09:44 [#00809860]
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oh right, in that case do what giginger said.


 

offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2003-08-05 09:44 [#00809861]
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Cool, cool it's good that your trying to stay positive and
stuff, Write some music and stuff.


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2003-08-05 09:44 [#00809863]
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Or just go out tonight and get you a new bitch, that's what
I would do in your situation.


 

offline giginger from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2003-08-05 09:45 [#00809866]
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Good man. I just wish I'd done that when my previous
girlfriend dumped me. Been a lot better than starting
smoking.


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:47 [#00809872]
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most guys would go out and find a girl, but on a night like
this i'd probably start crying before i had a chance to say
a word. i seriously can't even say a word now without
getting choked up. that's why i'm online - i can type just
fine. anyways, i'll try to make some good music out of this.


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:48 [#00809876]
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well anyways thanks people. i'm going to get offline and try
to recuperate.


 

offline giginger from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2003-08-05 09:48 [#00809879]
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It's the best way mate.


 

offline fleetmouse from Horny for Truth on 2003-08-05 09:50 [#00809884]
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sucks

sorry


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2003-08-05 09:50 [#00809885]
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I'llsee you in the drrunk tank tonight then ey...


 

offline plaidzebra from so long, xlt on 2003-08-05 12:50 [#00810226]
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just because she's leaving doesn't mean you have to let go
of all the good things she brought to you while you were
together. you quit smoking weed for her, and it's been good
for you, so keep going in that direction.

you've had the rug pulled out from under you, but you've got
a lot of people who will keep you from falling. don't
forget about all the positives in your life.

if you can love, you can love again. you'll feel better
soon! : D


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2003-08-05 13:00 [#00810238]
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go out with some of your friends,...

human contact is a good thing right about now


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2003-08-05 13:04 [#00810246]
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channel that energy into you music. it will encourage
catharsis. just don't write any cheesy poetry or anything
you will be embarrassed about in the future.



 

offline pomme de terre from obscure body in the SK System on 2003-08-05 13:05 [#00810247]
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sorry to hear man..

maybe you can do a Moon River breakcore remix? :\


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 13:47 [#00810335]
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thanks for your sympathy all. i'm feeling a lot better now
that i've channeled my depression into music. check it out.

ANTARCTIC POP



 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 13:55 [#00810350]
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can someone take a listen?


 

offline ambsace from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:01 [#00810363]
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the levels kinda suck. =\

all i can really hear are the drums & stuff. and even then
they get a bit repetative. maybe you could...uhm...fix that?
yeah, then it'd be a lot better. =]


 

offline ambsace from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:01 [#00810365]
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i'm really not that big of an asshole, i promise.

i'm just not captain hearfelt...that's all. sorry? that's
the best i can do, i think.


 

offline ambsace from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:02 [#00810366]
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damn. strike two.


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 14:03 [#00810367]
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well the levels are somewhat fucked because of the mp3
quality. but thanks for the good intentions. :-D


 

offline ambsace from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:03 [#00810368]
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yeah, i'm just gonna go away now.

best of luck to you, though. =]


 

offline big from lsg on 2003-08-05 14:18 [#00810400]
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smile with me for a bit
go here and click the drop down menu in the
middle in the top of the screen: there are all my happy
friends to cheer you up for a second.
if it completely doesnt work, deal with it: cry it out for
as long as it takes. write it down and off: every pain you
write down you dont have to think and hurt about anymore, if
another painful thought comes up work that out completely,
go on with that for as long as it has to take. besides that
we're here for you when you need company, as are your
friends...
good luck you nice guy, big



 

offline big from lsg on 2003-08-05 14:20 [#00810401]
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oh, you were feeling a lot better already. :)
use the advice when it comes in handy than ;)


 

offline ambsace from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:23 [#00810404]
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or there's always this this (make
sure to turn your volume up).


 

offline ambsace from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:24 [#00810407]
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i made a funny! hahahahahahha!

(name that movie for bonus points...)


 

offline pomme de terre from obscure body in the SK System on 2003-08-05 14:28 [#00810413]
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http://www.b-naive.com/images/magie/maagd.jpg

?


 

offline recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2003-08-05 14:30 [#00810420]
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thats sweet how you did a strikethough on a html !!


 

offline ambsace from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:34 [#00810425]
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MAd SKillZ!!!!!


 

offline Dannn_ from United Kingdom on 2003-08-05 14:36 [#00810430]
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You people are like a bath of twaddle which is overflowing
on my carpet.


 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2003-08-05 14:37 [#00810431]
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..what?


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2003-08-05 14:40 [#00810433]
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ninja turtles, the movie


 

offline pomme de terre from obscure body in the SK System on 2003-08-05 14:43 [#00810434]
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thanks! :D


 

offline tallyho from Vladivostok (Russia) on 2003-08-05 14:46 [#00810437]
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there's something more to get cheered up:

http://www.free-funny-pictures.com/pictures/animals/bigcat.
jpg



 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 14:53 [#00810449]
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thank you ALL for your support. btw, ambsace, you've got
your wish. i actually went back to the track and made the
melody much more dominant, plus there's a couple more
variants in the song, enough to make it less repetitive. I'm
uploading it now.


 

offline Oddioblender from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 14:55 [#00810452]
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i'm so glad there's a place i can go where every knows my
name.....

*cue piano*


 

offline ambsace from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:55 [#00810454]
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you heaping pile of love, you... ;]


 


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