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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:36 [#00809835] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | Jesus Christ. I'm hurting so bad right now. My g/f basically broke up with me - it was more a breakup of
 necessity rather than virulence. She HAS to move away and of
 course I can't go with her. She said I was the only thing
 keeping her going the last two months since her son was
 taken from her. I guess that's worth something right?
 
 I can't remember the last time I loved someone so dearly.
 And I can't remember the last time it's hurt so bad. I
 really can't describe how horrible I feel right now.
 
 So someone cheer me up. Something. Anything. :*(
 If not, I'm going to be bawling my eyes out all day.
 
 
 
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         |  Anus_Presley
             on 2003-08-05 09:37 [#00809836] Points: 23472 Status: Lurker
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 | Nout I can say rreally.. sorrrry Oddioblender. 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:38 [#00809837] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | thanks. '_' 
 
 
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         |  ecnadniarb
             on 2003-08-05 09:39 [#00809838] Points: 24805 Status: Lurker | Show recordbag
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 | Why can't you go with her? 
 
 
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         |  Skink
             from A cesspool in eden on 2003-08-05 09:39 [#00809839] Points: 7483 Status: Lurker | Followup to Oddioblender: #00809835
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 | That's real bad, i'm sorry mate, if you need to chat you can mail me or something hopefully that might help.
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:39 [#00809840] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | god, she was the sole reason i quit smoking weed. what's to keep me from going back?
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:39 [#00809841] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker | Followup to ecnadniarb: #00809838
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 | she's going to new hampshire. there's no way i can go with her, or else i would.
 
 
 
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         |  ecnadniarb
             on 2003-08-05 09:40 [#00809843] Points: 24805 Status: Lurker | Show recordbag
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 | What is stopping you? 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:40 [#00809844] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker | Followup to Skink: #00809839
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 | i'm going to try to live. i'm just trying to cheer myself up to get my mind off her.
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:41 [#00809848] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker | Followup to ecnadniarb: #00809843
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 | no money. no way to get there. 
 
 
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         |  afxNUMB
             from So.Flo on 2003-08-05 09:41 [#00809851] Points: 7099 Status: Regular
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         |  ecnadniarb
             on 2003-08-05 09:41 [#00809852] Points: 24805 Status: Lurker | Show recordbag
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 | Don't make excuses.  If she is moving there and you love her that much you could find a way to go.  I know I would for my
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         |  giginger
             from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2003-08-05 09:43 [#00809854] Points: 26335 Status: Regular | Show recordbag
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 | I'm sorry to hear that mate. Bury yourself in your music for a bit. You have some inspiration to work off of. Releasing
 in a creative output is the best thing to do...
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:43 [#00809855] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | the way she was putting it was that we were through anyways. and that she didn't want me coming with her, but she'd miss
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:43 [#00809858] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker | Followup to giginger: #00809854
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 | yeah i probably will. 
 
 
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         |  ecnadniarb
             on 2003-08-05 09:44 [#00809860] Points: 24805 Status: Lurker | Show recordbag
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 | oh right, in that case do what giginger said. 
 
 
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         |  Skink
             from A cesspool in eden on 2003-08-05 09:44 [#00809861] Points: 7483 Status: Lurker | Followup to Oddioblender: #00809844
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 | Cool, cool it's good that your trying to stay positive and stuff, Write some music and stuff.
 
 
 
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         |  ecnadniarb
             on 2003-08-05 09:44 [#00809863] Points: 24805 Status: Lurker | Show recordbag
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 | Or just go out tonight and get you a new bitch, that's what I would do in your situation.
 
 
 
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         |  giginger
             from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2003-08-05 09:45 [#00809866] Points: 26335 Status: Regular | Followup to Oddioblender: #00809858 | Show recordbag
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 | Good man. I just wish I'd done that when my previous girlfriend dumped me. Been a lot better than starting
 smoking.
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:47 [#00809872] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | most guys would go out and find a girl, but on a night like this i'd probably start crying before i had a chance to say
 a word. i seriously can't even say a word now without
 getting choked up. that's why i'm online - i can type just
 fine. anyways, i'll try to make some good music out of this.
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 09:48 [#00809876] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | well anyways thanks people. i'm going to get offline and try to recuperate.
 
 
 
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         |  giginger
             from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2003-08-05 09:48 [#00809879] Points: 26335 Status: Regular | Followup to Oddioblender: #00809872 | Show recordbag
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 | It's the best way mate. 
 
 
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         |  fleetmouse
             from Horny for Truth on 2003-08-05 09:50 [#00809884] Points: 18042 Status: Lurker
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 | sucks 
 sorry
 
 
 
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         |  Anus_Presley
             on 2003-08-05 09:50 [#00809885] Points: 23472 Status: Lurker | Followup to Oddioblender: #00809876
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 | I'llsee you in the drrunk tank tonight then ey... 
 
 
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         |  plaidzebra
             from so long, xlt on 2003-08-05 12:50 [#00810226] Points: 5678 Status: Lurker
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 | just because she's leaving doesn't mean you have to let go of all the good things she brought to you while you were
 together.  you quit smoking weed for her, and it's been good
 for you, so keep going in that direction.
 
 you've had the rug pulled out from under you, but you've got
 a lot of people who will keep you from falling.  don't
 forget about all the positives in your life.
 
 if you can love, you can love again.  you'll feel better
 soon! : D
 
 
 
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         |  Refund
             from Melbourne (Australia) on 2003-08-05 13:00 [#00810238] Points: 7824 Status: Lurker
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 | go out with some of your friends,... 
 human contact is a good thing right about now
 
 
 
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         |  evolume
             from seattle (United States) on 2003-08-05 13:04 [#00810246] Points: 10965 Status: Regular
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 | channel that energy into you music.  it will encourage catharsis.  just don't write any cheesy poetry or anything
 you will be embarrassed about in the future.
 
 
 
 
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         |  pomme de terre
             from obscure body in the SK System on 2003-08-05 13:05 [#00810247] Points: 11943 Status: Moderator | Show recordbag
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 | sorry to hear man.. 
 maybe you can do a Moon River breakcore remix? :\
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 13:47 [#00810335] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | thanks for your sympathy all. i'm feeling a lot better now that i've channeled my depression into music. check it out.
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 13:55 [#00810350] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | can someone take a listen? 
 
 
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         |  ambsace
             from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:01 [#00810363] Points: 6326 Status: Lurker | Followup to Oddioblender: #00810335
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 | the levels kinda suck. =\ 
 all i can really hear are the drums & stuff. and even then
 they get a bit repetative. maybe you could...uhm...fix that?
 yeah, then it'd be a lot better. =]
 
 
 
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         |  ambsace
             from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:01 [#00810365] Points: 6326 Status: Lurker | Followup to ambsace: #00810363
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 | i'm really not that big of an asshole, i promise. 
 i'm just not captain hearfelt...that's all. sorry? that's
 the best i can do, i think.
 
 
 
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         |  ambsace
             from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:02 [#00810366] Points: 6326 Status: Lurker | Followup to ambsace: #00810365
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 | damn. strike two. 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 14:03 [#00810367] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | well the levels are somewhat fucked because of the mp3 quality. but thanks for the good intentions. :-D
 
 
 
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         |  ambsace
             from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:03 [#00810368] Points: 6326 Status: Lurker | Followup to ambsace: #00810366
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 | yeah, i'm just gonna go away now. 
 best of luck to you, though. =]
 
 
 
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         |  big
             from lsg on 2003-08-05 14:18 [#00810400] Points: 24091 Status: Lurker | Show recordbag
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 | smile with me for a bit go  here and click the drop down  menu in the
 middle in the top of the screen: there are all my happy
 friends to cheer you up for a second.
 if it completely doesnt work, deal with it: cry it out for
 as long as it takes. write it down and off: every pain you
 write down you dont have to think and hurt about anymore, if
 another painful thought comes up work that out completely,
 go on with that for as long as it has to take. besides that
 we're here for you when you need company, as are your
 friends...
 good luck you nice guy, big
 
 
 
 
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         |  big
             from lsg on 2003-08-05 14:20 [#00810401] Points: 24091 Status: Lurker | Show recordbag
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 | oh, you were feeling a lot better already. :) use the advice when it comes in handy than ;)
 
 
 
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         |  ambsace
             from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:23 [#00810404] Points: 6326 Status: Lurker
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 | or there's always thisthis (makesure to turn your volume up).
 
 
 
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         |  ambsace
             from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:24 [#00810407] Points: 6326 Status: Lurker | Followup to ambsace: #00810404
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 | i made a funny! hahahahahahha! 
 (name that movie for bonus points...)
 
 
 
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         |  pomme de terre
             from obscure body in the SK System on 2003-08-05 14:28 [#00810413] Points: 11943 Status: Moderator | Followup to big: #00810400 | Show recordbag
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 | http://www.b-naive.com/images/magie/maagd.jpg 
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         |  recycle
             from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2003-08-05 14:30 [#00810420] Points: 40935 Status: Regular | Followup to ambsace: #00810404
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 | thats sweet how you did a strikethough on a html !! 
 
 
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         |  ambsace
             from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:34 [#00810425] Points: 6326 Status: Lurker | Followup to recycle: #00810420
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 | MAd SKillZ!!!!!
 
 
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         |  Dannn_
             from United Kingdom on 2003-08-05 14:36 [#00810430] Points: 7877 Status: Lurker
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 | You people are like a bath of twaddle which is overflowing on my carpet.
 
 
 
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         |  qrter
             from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2003-08-05 14:37 [#00810431] Points: 47414 Status: Moderator | Followup to Dannn_: #00810430
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 | ..what? 
 
 
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         |  Refund
             from Melbourne (Australia) on 2003-08-05 14:40 [#00810433] Points: 7824 Status: Lurker | Followup to ambsace: #00810407
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 | ninja turtles, the movie 
 
 
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         |  pomme de terre
             from obscure body in the SK System on 2003-08-05 14:43 [#00810434] Points: 11943 Status: Moderator | Followup to Dannn_: #00810430 | Show recordbag
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 | thanks! :D 
 
 
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         |  tallyho
             from Vladivostok (Russia) on 2003-08-05 14:46 [#00810437] Points: 1300 Status: Lurker
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 | there's something more to get cheered up: 
 http://www.free-funny-pictures.com/pictures/animals/bigcat.
 jpg
 
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 14:53 [#00810449] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | thank you ALL for your support. btw, ambsace, you've got your wish. i actually went back to the track and made the
 melody much more dominant, plus there's a couple more
 variants in the song, enough to make it less repetitive. I'm
 uploading it now.
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-05 14:55 [#00810452] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | i'm so glad there's a place i can go where every knows my name.....
 
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         |  ambsace
             from canaDUH. on 2003-08-05 14:55 [#00810454] Points: 6326 Status: Lurker | Followup to Dannn_: #00810430
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 | you heaping pile of love, you... ;] 
 
 
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