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DARE ME TO FINISH IT |
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it's done |
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oh! you dasn't |
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my synapses are tingling |
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oh no i posted this a week ago looks like i'm gonna have to finish it up. i think tomorrow i might just do that. |
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right, the old "first thing tomorrow" that never comes im sitting on a couple of remixes, a shmup, a brawler and & their osts, but then threres work, gf, the handyman task hydra, porn, paperwork, meeting with friends etc.. one day ill get back to being a jobless hermit and get shit done, but then ill be all depressed too. there is just no way to make it right. and then i want to have a kid/s too. when is there supposed to be time for all that? |
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im gonna log in tomorrow and check up on ya,-) sometimes friends need a little help and a spanking |
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its saturday, lets see some finishing moves |
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i've run into this problem where now that i've learned to arrange & compose songs rather quickly, it makes me put them off knowing i can finish them at basically any point. i've actually been on a dopamine fast the last few weeks though, so it's killed a lot of motivation to work on music in the meantime. i've got to reset my levels before just the act of making music in itself is the reward. usually weed motivates me somewhat to work on music, so i'm waiting to get back some natural motivation without it. |
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I think you have to avoid the internet outright for a dopeamine fast. You probably have to just sit in a dark room and do nothing. Seeing a reply to your topic would probably elevate your levels on it's own. |
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yeah the internet is definitely a factor; i'm basically using it in the meantime while my body goes through the horrendous caffeine withdrawal symptoms (far worse than lack of sugar, sleep, calories, thc) i've been dealing with and to keep myself distracted from every other craving, though lately i've mostly been using internet to put movies on in the background. i just bought a bunch of books to read over the course of the next few weeks though to keep me distracted & away from the internet once my body adjusts to the brunt of these physiological changes; about the only thing i can give my attention to right now is the ceiling and my thoughts. once i get a little more of my mind back, i can just go read a book or skateboard or whatever; something that produces a more natural & rewarding dopamine response over artificial, technological bullshit. |
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IT IS DONE |
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cant hear anything yet ears wide open trying to make out a sound somewhere |
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