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offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-30 01:08 [#02434864]
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My doctor said i have problems gaining an identity. I don't
even know what that means. Something existentialist i
guess..


 

offline rad smiles on 2012-05-30 02:37 [#02434865]
Points: 5608 Status: Lurker



cool, sounds real good.


 

offline mrgypsum on 2012-05-30 02:51 [#02434868]
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what type of doctor was it? psychologist? a psychiatrist?


 

offline RussellDust on 2012-05-30 12:19 [#02434888]
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Don't be silly, you're Monoid!


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-30 13:01 [#02434896]
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I don't really know. I saw him the last time 3 years
ago....hmmm. I wonder what he was trying to say


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2012-05-30 13:40 [#02434903]
Points: 10789 Status: Regular



you have allowed yourself to be a muddied reflection of a
shitty mix of stuff that has nothing to do with your
identity. soon you will have no trace of what you actually
once were. it will be hell but without a tangible self to be
tortured so there is no relief. i hope you have the strength
to endure this kind of eternity


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2012-05-30 13:43 [#02434905]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



you spend more time with your own brain than anyone, and as
such, you, the brain-owner, are best qualified to
operate/service it. an external
perspective/brain/therapist/psychologist can help, but there
has to be some sort of extended mapping procedure where the
foreign brain attempts to simulate your brain. this,
obviously, is impossible to do completely. consequently,
therapy works best when the therapist is smart and the
patient is dumb as a box of rocks.

in the end, the doctor has some concept of brains, society,
and how these two should play together. by going to a
therapist, you're asking the therapist to bring you into his
reality, his brain. this is only desirable if your current
reality is unpleasant, dysfunctional, etc.

my personal reality is neither unpleasant nor dysfunctional,
simply odd. and i am smarter than most therapists.


 

offline Joney from Australia on 2012-05-30 16:57 [#02434910]
Points: 16 Status: Lurker



Wow, I can't believe this site (and you guys) still exist!

I was on here 10 years ago. As far as identity problems go,
I've resolved most of them. A third party might not agree,
but you do get that.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-30 19:57 [#02434922]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular | Followup to Joney: #02434910



Hello, yes we still exist, welcome back.
So tell me, how did you solve these problems?


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-30 20:09 [#02434924]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular



Im not trying to become my therapist! He was a bit creepy
anyway


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-30 20:11 [#02434925]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular



Im not trying to become my therapist! He was a bit creepy
anyway


 

offline YosepH on 2012-05-30 20:13 [#02434926]
Points: 179 Status: Regular | Followup to Monoid: #02434925



Are you attracted to him? Or is he more of a father figure?


 

offline Advocate on 2012-05-30 20:14 [#02434927]
Points: 3319 Status: Lurker



by going to the rapist, you're asking the rapist to bring
you into his
reality, his brain. this is only desirable if your current
reality is unpleasant, dysfunctional, etc.

my personal reality is neither unpleasant nor
dysfunctional,
simply odd. and i am smarter than most rapists.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-30 20:53 [#02434932]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular | Followup to YosepH: #02434926



I was not attracted to him cuz i am not gay! He wasn't a
father figure either. I think some of incongruencies made me
nervous.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-30 20:54 [#02434933]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular



I was not attracted to him cuz i am not gay! He wasn't a
father figure either. I think some of his incongruencies
made me nervous.


 

offline -crazone from smashing acid over and over on 2012-05-30 21:51 [#02434934]
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WHO ARE YOU MONOID?


 

offline JivverDicker from my house on 2012-05-30 22:02 [#02434936]
Points: 12102 Status: Regular | Followup to -crazone: #02434934



Concentrate on your daughter you sad waste.


 

offline -crazone from smashing acid over and over on 2012-05-30 22:15 [#02434938]
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she's fine..but do I see you care??? this is creepy..what do
you want?


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-30 22:24 [#02434939]
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Monoid ---> Monoid


 

offline -crazone from smashing acid over and over on 2012-05-30 22:37 [#02434940]
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WHO IS MONOID?


 

offline Cliff Glitchard from DEEP DOWN INSIDE on 2012-05-30 23:43 [#02434942]
Points: 4158 Status: Lurker



Have you considered fascism?

Maybe a perm, and insistence on wearing only Leather and
Denim.

If nothing else it's a strong look, that could lead to you
finally meeting 'the one', or failing that possibly 'some
one'.

Chicks dig a butch, angry look. And nothing say's butch,
more than a perm. Off set that to daring coloured
leather/denim and you'll be attracting crowds of respect and
awe.


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2012-05-31 00:40 [#02434945]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



how does steve albini dress? does he have a rapist?


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-31 00:53 [#02434949]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular | Followup to -crazone: #02434940



All dogs are mammals
Monoid is a mammal
-----------------------------
Monoid is a dog


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-31 00:55 [#02434950]
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I detest fascism. This a crowd of people i do not want to
belong to


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-31 01:00 [#02434951]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular



Seriously, is it really that important to asociate yourself
with certain things, ideaa or groups?
Of course i have a sexual, political, etc orientation, but i
never thought that this is important or that i 'need' to
tell people what books i read or what music i listen to.
No one really cares about this stuff, this is the impression
i got over time.


 

offline Cliff Glitchard from DEEP DOWN INSIDE on 2012-05-31 01:05 [#02434953]
Points: 4158 Status: Lurker



How about Mormon?

You could work with that.

Mormon IDM could become the new Christian Rock.

If you don't take the opportunity, Madonna will reinvent
herself as such sooner or later.


 

offline mrgypsum on 2012-05-31 01:08 [#02434955]
Points: 5103 Status: Lurker | Followup to Monoid: #02434951



maybe your doctor considers identity to mean something
deeper, like taking everything aside, all worries, women,
politics etc.. who are you? your identity has more to do
with how you view and think about yourself than it does the
society at large. it reminds me of interviewing for a job -
both the interviewer and the interviewee know what an
interview is, but when you actually sit down and talk, what
do you want to say? what does the interviewer want to know
about the subject? what specific things do you want to show?


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-31 02:19 [#02434972]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular | Followup to mrgypsum: #02434955



I don't understand? I don't think much about myself. What I
think about myself is very subjective therefore it doesn't
have to be real.
Some people think they are creative or funny...tho they
never say or do anything creative or funny.


 

offline anirog on 2012-05-31 02:20 [#02434973]
Points: 762 Status: Regular



Really Monoid I'd figure you were to fucked up to care
anymore


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-31 02:27 [#02434975]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular



Also there are many people with an aweful taste in music,
yet they are not ashamed to blast shitty music out of their
car window. There lots of people who talk bullshit, why are
these people not ashamed of the things they say....why


 

offline w M w from London (United Kingdom) on 2012-05-31 05:12 [#02434985]
Points: 21423 Status: Regular



You don't need some 'psychologist' stealing your money in
some crazy indirect scheme pretending to help you. I can
give you an identity: a nigger-faggot. That is your new
identity. Do you feel better?


 

offline voxRfks from Afghanistan on 2012-05-31 05:53 [#02434986]
Points: 23 Status: Lurker



hey dawg, i agree. if your taste in music beats your
psychiatrist time to fire the bastard.


 

offline Joney from Australia on 2012-05-31 07:36 [#02434994]
Points: 16 Status: Lurker | Followup to Monoid: #02434922



Figured out that I'm bisexual. Bought some butt plugs too,
they help.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-05-31 19:09 [#02435024]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular



Im not gay


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2012-05-31 19:50 [#02435029]
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can we agree that sex is fun and stop sweating the details?


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-06-01 00:01 [#02435041]
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Ive never had sex.....so NO


 

offline Joney from Australia on 2012-06-01 00:45 [#02435042]
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I'm wearing one into work today, so turned on.


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2012-06-01 01:29 [#02435048]
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maybe you need another one to plug up the shit youre talking


 

offline larn from PLANET E (United Kingdom) on 2012-06-01 06:13 [#02435049]
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Have you ever considered that you are the only person that
exists and everyone in the world has been programmed to fool
you into believing that the world is real?


 

offline YosepH on 2012-06-01 07:05 [#02435050]
Points: 179 Status: Regular | Followup to Monoid: #02435041



Would you sex your therapist if that was the only chance you
get to have sex? Or would you rather die virgin?


 

offline Joney from Australia on 2012-06-01 09:33 [#02435059]
Points: 16 Status: Lurker | Followup to AMPI MAX: #02435048



I have three.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-06-01 11:11 [#02435062]
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What is a sex therapist? Another word for prostitute? I'd
rather die as virgin. It would make me proud


 

offline Joney from Australia on 2012-06-01 11:40 [#02435064]
Points: 16 Status: Lurker | Followup to Monoid: #02435062



That's for you - I say there is lots of fun to be had


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2012-06-01 13:44 [#02435065]
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maybe give the spare one to monoid.
you into that monoid? i think your sexy gay therapist might
like to see you go with this


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2012-06-01 14:33 [#02435069]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



clearly i've thrown down the dildo of eris in this thread


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-06-01 23:38 [#02435107]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular



As I try to dig deeper into myself, i finding out
that.....there is nothing at the bottom. No mystical truth
or feeling to be found.


 

offline YosepH on 2012-06-01 23:48 [#02435108]
Points: 179 Status: Regular | Followup to Monoid: #02435107



Not even a teeny weeny gay? At the bottom?


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-06-02 00:21 [#02435110]
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No


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2012-06-02 03:58 [#02435116]
Points: 11005 Status: Regular | Followup to : #02435115



You are right. I kinda lack discipline. And Im actually
seeing a doctor because of this.
However, i refuse to take full responsibility of this
problem.
In our capitalist society Discipline is very important. But
I primarly do this for myself and not because it is helpful
in finding a better job or whatever


 

offline anirog on 2012-06-02 17:04 [#02435133]
Points: 762 Status: Regular | Followup to Monoid: #02435116



Have you considered being a storm trooper Monoid?

I suspect you'll be assimilated quickly if haven't been
already.


 


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