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whatever i try. it doesn't matter what. it always ends up feeling like it was a big joke set up to make me look like a fucking idiot. and i always end up feeling that way. i see myself constantly from a critical perspective laughing constantly at the bitter mess i get myself into. i know exactly what i should do but find absolutely no control over myself. i fuck up constantly and it's always blatantly aware to me. i'm fed up of observing my life. observing the failures and miserable embarrassments. when i watch the news it depresses me. i look for hope but i see nothing. i look to the past and i see the world wars. i think 'jesus, what the fuck happened there?' and yet i see now and i can't help but think it never ended. the nazis never lost. we're being raped by them ever since. we've lost our souls and i pray for anything to end it all. the hadron collider is my only hope. lol |
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LOL |
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you just need a sandwich and a blowjob and some good comedy television. you'll be fine in the morning.... oh and if you don't druink, take it up as a hobby. |
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you can give me a blowjob. that fucking makes me hot. dirty xltronic girl yeah. fucking do it. mmmm yeah. that's right. seriously though. i'm turned on. |
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i dunno how many times i'm gonna say it, you need to read some sort of existentialist literature and get the fuck over it already because everyone goes through this sort of a phase at some point and everyone realizes IT IS FUCKING RETARDED. |
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see? turn that depression into something that will make you a dirty man who only works to go to strip clubs, whores, and booze. |
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you are not a victim and I seriously doubt you the creator of all your problems either. why let the world depress you - you have no direct control over any of it. nearly everyone's life is a bitter mess, that's the nature of life - constant conflict. every cell in your body is in conflict with another. it's how you deal with it. you either shrug it off, see it for what it is, or fold. but why fold? the odds are not stacked for you or against you, the only thing that differs is your perception. |
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i'm a fucking cunt |
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fuck a cunt and you'll be less of a fucking cunt |
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you speak the truth and i can't deny it |
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"seriously though. i'm turned on" |
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(YESMONOID) |
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ykt,hjg |
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all i know is that during pooping, if he feels sad it means that he's sick and can do nothing about it. eventually asks for help if he doesn't give a fuck, you didn't tell him not to do it when he was little. hth |
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why it called a blowjob? i don't think there is usually much blowing involved. |
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theres a pig farm in iowa that can do it for you. |
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I'm in this mood today but FACKIT. XLT moans on about the short comings of human nature: aren't we crap and evil and ants are probably nicer than us innit. HUMAN is the only beautiful thing, everything else is just a pathetic substance. It is the nature side of us that rapes and kills, the side of us that only eats shit. The goodness in us was passed down and is in the parts of us we hold most sacred, OUR HUMANITY!!! I think we should appreciate what we as a species have beaten and risen above despite our infinite weaknesses. All the goodness we have cultivated out of the chaos of life is not to be sniffed at, EVER. Misery is an ugly thing RAZOR, do not let it become a part of you. It is a demon i swear, everything that takes a human apart is this demon. It's an agent sent to destroy us, sent by an old old thing that cannot stand our noise, and our smell...like the dudes from the matrix. Anyway people are luvly really and your great, don't pick on yourself. You just MOVE to the next thing or die in the place youre sitting in right now. Cheer up it's all good. |
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blablah |
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"the nazis never lost. we're being raped by them ever since. we've lost our souls and i pray for anything to end it all. the hadron collider is my only hope. lol" ! seriously, I feel this way too sometimes, but it's OK. We are going through a depression period right now, in more ways than one, which is resonating with the nazi era and the nixon era, but we will pull through to the other side eventually, trust me. The Higgs boson is only the symbolic representation of Obama. |
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Sorry to hear you are not feeling well. I don't know how big a part this plays in your view of the world but humanity has not reached its peak, neither are we heading for doomsday anytime soon. This view is often associated with the output of modern day media, the atmosphere of a contemporary discussion and what is generally called "the bad world syndrome". We are led to believe that we have destroyed the world, become degenerated, eaten all the cows and crops and are now dying as a consequence of the bottomless warp that is our ignorance. One needs to realize this is a sad outcome of what happens when ignorant people are put in charge of elements that affect us and our view of the world both subliminally and more direct (media). There might even be a more sinister edge to this which would be well compartmented. It is interesting to think that there are people alive today that have lived through the ages of more primitive harmless devices, through the establishment of daily life electricity, the dawn of the atomic age, supercomputers, nano technology, pollution and the rising awareness of the consequences of our technology. We need to learn through experience. It is my belief that this is the only way we will truly move forward. We ARE taking huge steps toward a sustainable lifestyle and general preservation of the planet. It's just that headlines about raging murder sell more copies than information about fields of solar panels that are going to be installed around the globe, or a brand new system that can turn desert air into drinking water (recently developed at the university of my home town i might add!). There is a broad and beautiful spectrum to humanity and we should always aim to look outside ourselves and the bullshit we are fed, to get a glimpse of what we are actually capable of. Just my 2 cents.. *Hugs* |
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poor razors. dont give in... eat well and be patient a while longer, something nice will happen. |
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i think you should take a break. take a break from the internet, from drink, from drugs, from partying. go for a walk in the country, have sex, read a (happy) book, cook a meal. do some constructive stuff. if you're really that bad go get some therapy. remember that how we se others is a reflection of how we see ourselves. yes, this is a cliche and it doesnt explain all the injustices in the world, but it is important to remember we often project our own failings and insecurities onto others. life isn't fair, but you can't carry the weight of the world on your shoulders. what you can do is make your own small contribution to making things a bit better. |
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wise words, although i think that nowadays therapy can hardly help |
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i dunno, talking to an impartial stranger can be useful, helps you get shit of your chest without feeling judged. a lot of the time just saying out loud what you're thinking is enough to clear your mind. sometimes this is hard to do when you don't think anyone wants to listen or there is no one to listen or you think those who would listen would take the piss. obviously talking to strangers on the internets isnt very productive. |
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true. being here, and somewhere else in the past makes me wonder how many people like me has no one to talk to, trustfully and without fear of judgement . typing shit makes one watching oneself from the outside and say something like razorblade uk said earlier 'how pathetic is that'. the lone fact that you realize it means that you are aware of it, so you can move on and do some kind of self healing. |
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therapy can help, maybe/maybe not by talking to someone (each case would vary) but doing things theraputic, such as exercisinig, doing a journal to get out your feelings, painting, whatever you need to do to make your life better/happier Holy Shit S M Pennyworth hit it right on the head !! read it three times! |
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chr2 |
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bein' alive is rad |
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raw horse with lemon |
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kill me kill me one more time my loneliness is killing me annnnnnd iiii i must confess i still believe i still be lieve |
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The little cupid - his bow lips, too, will know the punch of time. - George F. Butterick |
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death by sex. (no homo) |
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You gotta let people do homo things if they are homo. Doncha thinks. |
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mos def, i was speaking strictly for myself. |
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ahahah, yor a closet homo then All YOU need to do, if fuck a dude and you'll be happy w/self. |
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but i'm already happy? lets cut to the chase, you are trying to get in my pants aren't you, you saucy bugger? |
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voyeur eh? kinky. |
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went camping with a couple of friends. walked around some fields and found some magic mushrooms which we ate and then sat around a fire laughing all night. the comments here though have surprised me. i always expect people just to say fuck off and what not, but a friendly response makes me realise that maybe a lot of the time we're all thinking the same thing a little bit. understanding each other feels good. you guys are good. i like you guys. |
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Hello there, my name is Joss... I live in the UK in a village which contains one newsagent and one train station. |
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yeah you see i've got a weird name too |
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oh my god that page is ridiculously gay. jesus that's embarrassing. how the fuck do i delete it |
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mate you are well good at the internet |
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If you are any kind of self respecting experimental electronic fan then you would not be saying any of that. Of course it's down to taste but clearly you are wrong!!!? |
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i have no idea. i'm not even going to try and defend myself my past self or whatever. that thing was years old and i guess i was just a lot more of an idiot back then plus i'm not sure at all if i consider myself as any kind of self respecting anything |
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Youre happy now. I'm sure everybody helped but we all know that it was me that really saved you. When do i get my saving razor three tier cake. |
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lol have you seen fonejacker? it's pretty funny |
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When are you going to figure it out, we're just machines. The mind is nothing more than a super computer. But computers are limited to the knowledge that has been put in there. The value system and your culture are the boundaries within that information is shared, information that is common to everyone. We are all automatons, you cannot possibly be alone - your feelings and emotions are replicated by everyone, your thoughts identical too - except for which the order in which they are distributed by one's memory. It would actually be nice if we did have some individuality. Only the value system declares that you are somehow unique, as it to justfiy its own paltry existence. |
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post #99 |
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Today is my day, Kill me. [post #100]. |
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