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offline yoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2008-09-19 13:01 [#02238295]
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my mind wont let me have a good time.i am often filled with
anger and fear.when will the suffering end ?


 

offline recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2008-09-19 13:10 [#02238299]
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not a chance


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2008-09-19 13:14 [#02238301]
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c'mon.. there are whole families sleeping in the streets
with their children..


 

offline yoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2008-09-19 13:17 [#02238303]
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is that suposed to make me feel better ?


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2008-09-19 13:18 [#02238304]
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dunno, sometimes i'd just be a little grateful


 

offline yoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2008-09-19 13:25 [#02238305]
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that sound pretty selfish though.for exemple: thank god
there is other people having worse then me, now i can feel
better thinking about it.


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2008-09-19 13:27 [#02238306]
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u r right, ima selfish cunt, good luck.


 

offline yoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2008-09-19 13:33 [#02238307]
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sure i want the good life.but there is always something in
the way


 

offline plaidzebra from so long, xlt on 2008-09-19 13:37 [#02238311]
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fortunately, you are very, very wrong.


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2008-09-19 13:44 [#02238313]
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i'm sure there's also something good, not hugely good, but
something you can take some trust from. real life is a bitch
sometimes but you'll be able to figure it out only going
thru the rough times. mine wasn't a selfish thought you can
bet on it, i just wanted to say that we are so busy
sometimes to do not gather any positive feeling from things
that we think to be the most useless.


 

offline yoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2008-09-19 13:56 [#02238318]
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i think there is something wrong with my brain though.i
suspect ocd.i cant shake of things that bother me,thoughts
just become me and i see no way out.doing some thinking
ritual ease the pain often. and it happens almost every time
i get stuck on things/thoughts.this probebly makes no sense.



 

offline yoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2008-09-19 13:58 [#02238320]
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to put it easy its like i am in prision by thoughts


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2008-09-19 14:02 [#02238321]
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give a break to drugs if you do some, or if you think
there's something wrong go to the doctor. it's normal when
one it's young to have all the paranoias of the world
methinks, i hope that a day you'll get sick of torturing
yourself for someone else and give your brain a bit of
ease.



 

offline pulseclock from Downtown 81 on 2008-09-19 14:03 [#02238322]
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you have to feel whaatever you need to feel, just take those
thoughts in, then filter em out through som means, like
write some words down, just for some kind of release


 

offline Advocate on 2008-09-19 14:42 [#02238331]
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i feel your pain.

if i knew what i could do to cheer you up id do it.



 

offline Vin3islih from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 15:28 [#02238340]
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Barcode, are you a therapist? There is some seriously good
stuff being said in here.


 

offline Barcode from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 16:54 [#02238399]
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No, people don't need therapists. If you have a chemical
imbalance in your brain then go to the doctor and get the
drugs. Otherwise, ordinary people - the vast majority -
should figure this shit out for themselves.

Most of the people who piss and moan about their lot are
simply to lazy to get to the root of the problem - they
would rather play a CD or go to a movie. They're so lazy in
fact that eventually they pay a therapist to do all the work
for them. If they're clever enough to understand what the
therapist is telling them then they're clever enough to work
it all out for themselves. What can the therapist possibly
know that another person can't. All the information
available to them is available to you as well.


 

offline Cliff Glitchard from DEEP DOWN INSIDE on 2008-09-19 16:59 [#02238405]
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but what if the doctor advices therapy, because he /she is
too shit to spot the true advice needed?


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 16:59 [#02238406]
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I like him but....nah cos he's wrong about lots of stuff.
*DONT FIGHT ME IM TIRED.


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 17:01 [#02238408]
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i didn't even read in full. you are wrongs again.


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 17:06 [#02238413]
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When are you going to figure it out, we're just machines.
The mind is nothing more than a super computer. But
computers are limited to the knowledge that has been put in

there. The value system and your culture are the boundaries

within that information is shared, information that is
common to everyone. We are all automatons, you cannot
possibly be alone - your feelings and emotions are
replicated by everyone, your thoughts identical too - except

for which the order in which they are distributed by one's
memory. It would actually be nice if we did have some
individuality. Only the value system declares that you are
somehow unique, as it to justfiy its own paltry existence.

is there some way to express what this is? like a word that
sums up it's bummyness? It has to be good. Better than
bummyness

Sorry dildog you are lovely really


 

offline Barcode from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 17:07 [#02238416]
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I don't remember saying I was right. It's just a pity that
you're too thick to even offer an explanation.


 

offline yoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2008-09-19 17:23 [#02238436]
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what is your star sign ?


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 17:28 [#02238442]
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Yes you did. You always do. Youre not right. It's not a
pity. You didn't ask. Now you have.
Dildog is talking obtuse crap that dosn't really get at any
point other than we are robots dude face the music and
dance, which is a limited but seemingly broad view of
this subject. The reason, however, that i'm being a cunt to
you (which isn't really fair but it's happening) is that
this is part of a long line of similar drivel that (in an
attempt to separate yourself from humanities "vulgar" self
importance which constitutes an intelligent person that has
broken free from societies 'bullshit') is one massive wank.
It dosn't do society justice, it dosn't describe how things
are, it's masquerading as wisdom. It's awfully fashionable
to say what you say, it has been for ages.

Im sorry im just in a huffy happy hype mood. It's the juice,
too much juice.


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 17:38 [#02238453]
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Just tell me im a tosser tonight and lets luv. I keep trying
to html hearts but it comes out as ¢¾


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 17:39 [#02238454]
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fuck
<3
it's not the same...


 

offline Barcode from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 17:42 [#02238463]
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cobra


 

offline yoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2008-09-19 17:44 [#02238466]
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hey bitch thats not an star sign be honsest or are you
always bullshit?


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 17:45 [#02238473]
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ifeelbad


 

offline Barcode from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 17:49 [#02238478]
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To be honest, the whole concept of star signs makes me sick
to the stomach.


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2008-09-19 17:53 [#02238487]
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im begging for retaliation. to not give this to me is not
the superior thing to do. hurt me you sick bastard or i'll
melt away


 

offline yoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2008-09-19 17:56 [#02238494]
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hehe ok. your intresting though my guess yuor a capricorn
anyway you got an lady or wife or kids?


 

offline dethpeel on 2013-03-23 08:50 [#02452464]
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anyway you got DUBturbo?


 

offline detheel on 2013-11-07 18:19 [#02464212]
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ifeelDUBturbo


 


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