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Do you everr sit in bed orr whateverr and rrememberr you have something to tell someone and so you say in yourr head... I'm going to tell Mrr X that I have to go to the gym and i'm going to tell him i was thinking about telling him and tell him I was thinking about thinking about telling him and tell him I was thinking about thinking about thinking about telling him and tell him i was thinking about thinking about thinking about thinking about thinking about telling him... Until you want to die because you have pissed yourself off so much with it? |
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I do it so often. I hate it. I should just stop myself in my trracks but no! I go on and on and on... and on and on. |
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Can't say that I do ... JERK. Muhahahaha ! |
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you asshole this is SERRIOUS |
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actually, yeah.. |
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hahaha! |
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yes |
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yeah the recursive thought thing.. or however to describe it.. thats what emotional freakouts are like in a way.. where you get locked.. ive got good control these days tho |
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yes sometimes, but not to that level of severity. |
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what i used to get is that id physically say something, and then id subvocalise it 3 or 4 times semi-(as i worked out)-deliberately.. bizarre echo thing it was fskin maddening! |
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no |
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I find myself repeating things to myself for some reason... just a single thought, over and over without noticing it. |
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I think everyone does, for some people it might be easy for you to tell them things while others its a bit harder. |
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repeat themself? thats a different thing :] |
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I don't, but I often have imaginary conversation with people I know in real life... |
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holy shit i do that too!!! except i walk around in circles when i'm doing it while smoking - so - am i legally insane yet? but seriously, i do. |
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sometimes yes ' _ ' and more often, i think of threads i could post in a messageboard (i must have dozens of thread ideas that got lost during sleep like that...) and more often too, i remind myself of some things i said, some things i did, and i regret doing them... THEN i want to die, more than when there's a recurring thought haunting me... |
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nah i do that when im being creepy :] |
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having imaginary conversations with people i know in real life... i do that very often too except that all these conversations take part after my life, when i'm reincarnated, in one of my fantasies... and they're all very similar, there is often sadness, loneliness and healing of this... love too... hope... etc... |
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....it happens every night before i sleep or almost. |
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I do it far too much but still forget :-/ |
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I'm glad I'm not the only one, not coz i thought i was a loony just because it makes it even worrse when it is such a (minorr)majorr thing, and no one knows. |
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we're all freaks, especially you Anus, but it's ok, cuz you're headed for 10k |
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everyone with enough personnality can be a freak, for some people who doesn't share the same personnality... : ) |
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beforre the 10K point comes i'm neverr everr going to post again orr my head will implode thrrough loserrness. |
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(and even for some who share the same personnality, at different levels...) |
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we arre literrally all frreaks, but it's only when someone passes a cerrtain level of 'norrm'ality, do we call them a frreak. |
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I'm fucking glad I'm not "normal", what ever the hell that means. What I mean is I don't concider myself normal, and no one I know concider me normal either.. |
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I'm norrmal. When I was youngerr my birrthmarrk (was darrkerr) and that kinda made me 'differrent', I had to develop a method of talking to people that would distance myself frrom trruth (in a way) so that things would not hurrt my feelings. I still have it and people can still see it, but when you grrow up things arre differrent. It is still a factorr howeverr, but therre we go. So I'm differrent to John Smith in one sense, but i'm still norrmal. |
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the only person who calls me normal is my doctor :) |
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well, yeah.. I don't even know what elements I put in the term "normal"... so what am I on about... |
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yeah youre right. haha the normal people are the ones who all look alike,they dress up to fashion,they look like everyone else-they're simple,normal looking,boring. hahaha "the only person who calls me normal is my doctor :) " haha |
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yeah i go over things. over and over and over, until i get deja vu again. i lay there in bed going over everything like a computer caught in a feedback loop. also i sometimes say something which sounds wrong, like using the wrong tense of a verb, and i mutter it to myself to try and justify it, to see if it sounds acceptable, then i think...hang on am i saying this loudly......sometimes i think i think to much, i think. |
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does it happen to you too, to start laughing/giggling, when walking in the streets alone, for absolutely no reason? sometimes it happens to me : ) |
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what may seem like no rreason to onlookerrs... yes. but it's a memorry that causes it orr something obscurre i see. |
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Its been happening to me a lot recently-and i know why :) |
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i ALLWAYS have conversations in my head .. like say i was thinking about someone , we'll use u anus as an example, id then think about u n something u did that made em laugh n then id tell you in my head and u'd reply etc etc etc its odd i know |
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haha. and i thought i was the only one ... but anyhow, yes, i have imaginary conversations with people all the time - that is to say, i think of what i would like to say to such and such a person (such as an ex-girlfriend, if i ever chance across her, for instance), but it's a waste of thought, really, because no matter how well i may have rehearsed a conversation in my mind, i usually always end up a babbling fool when faced with the situation in real life. |
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yes to both, I have conversations with myself and also laugh out, but normally surpress it for reasons of dignity, but end up walking along with a huge loony grin on my face. its nice to know im not the only one, cos i asked some of my mates and they thought i was mad, no i know i am if you guys do it too. ;) |
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haha. i'm not sure if it's a blessing or a curse to be different from the norm. as much as i relish pumpin' autechre out of my car stereo instead of, say, 50 cent, i sometimes wish i wasn't so cerebral in my going ons about life. everything would be so much simpler then - getting a date, actually enjoying watching TV and hearing top-40 music blasting in mall elevators, etc. ... not to mention not having imaginary conversations ... hehe |
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getting a date has nothing to do with what you arre into. you must just be an ugly cunt. (can we be best frriends and be ugly dateless loserrs togetherr) |
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Anus_Presley > "what may seem like no rreason to onlookerrs... yes. but it's a memorry that causes it orr something obscurre i see." i have that too! often! but sometimes i don't even know MYSELF what brings me to laugh... it's not even a particular thought i don't know why i find it funny, it's just - like this, i laugh and i don't know why : ) |
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if my brain had a switch to turn it down like a volume, so i could watch films and things and not moan that 'that wouldn't happen' and also so i could not try and get people into idm by playing fingerbib followed by 6ie.cr, etc etc. the list goes on. i dont care, i like my singleton brainy weird-break from the norm-life. and so should you xltronicers. i need some lager. night. |
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haha. no, i get told i'm handsome by women quite often, but somehow it doesn't translate to getting dates, because i'd rather converse on the meaning of existence and why 'lost in translation' is in many ways superior to 'the virgin suicides' rather than about whatever the last episode of some crap sitcom on the telly was about. having a brain gets you nowhere. mark my words! |
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but although i may not be an ugly cunt, i'm still a tosser, as far as the laydeez are concerned, apparently, so sure, let's hang out and throw dung at stuck-up ho's with only shopping & fucking on their minds! =) |
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"have a brain gets you nowhere.mark my words!" Not true cause I fell in love with someone because of his brain, I admired it before I even got to see what he looks like <3 |
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I'm an idiot, i quoted you wrong. ma bad :D haha |
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then when u saw him it all went down hill rright? |
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in fact i saw someone who was hot (an 'imo' hot, not to everryones tastes) and since meeting herr it turrns out she is quite smarrt and not in a geek way. |
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