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wum dubya bum! finally going non-homeless again. moving back to the hometown with the studio, rap crew and all, but now i got some bad drum skills (not just programmin' skills) and i'm going to lay down some MADNESS ! hoopty doopty, gimme drumpads + pedal to change the programs and i'm gonna be a monster will post as soon as i get started |
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woah man! You know, I've seen you out drumming on several occasions by the QFC and I gotta say, you weren't looking very healthy and neither was your girl. Good to hear you are getting un-homeless. anyway, good luck to you |
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the topic title is literally about taking a shit. |
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do the humpty dance and maybe you'll be a monster. or perhaps - a man. DO THE HUMP |
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illfates, HOLLA AT UR BOY |
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yeah please do some more threads and say your life story everyones falls for that shit. |
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Once you see it you cant's unsee it. |
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dude, my life story just keeps getting longer, I stopped reading it. Could you post some of it so I can catch up? Okay, I will. SLAM WITH THE NEW MACBOOK DOUBLE SLAM WITH THE ANALOG WETWARE PHI RHYTHM SERIES MAKES MALSAMAWHA BACKWACKWARDS = . .. . . .. . . . ... . . . .. . . ----- |
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so-- 3 years after I went up to seattle and fooling myself, I'm finally done with the suboxone (after the methadone, after the heroin), and back in California. Yeah-- that's right, I lived in a doorway, drummed on buckets, abused drugs, and am now clean, thoughtful, and lovin' life. I tried so hard to ESCAPE-- society made me sick, for I was born into it, and it was born into me, but this need not be so-- i have found my differentiation, and have SEIZED MY POWER. I had a dream about julius caeser-- i didn't know it was him at first, he looked at tattered and broken-- we were standing on a castle rampart, and he ran around the corner and I heard wild zaps and zings, and all of a sudden these terrible banshees and medusa monsters came flying out from around the corner, moving in hyperspeed right by me! Then, chasing them, came Julius Caesar-- all spiffed up in shining armor, a trim haircut, and dark angular eyebrows!!! He chased the demons in the future out from around the corner, rode his chariot up to me, hopped off it, came close, and grinning ear to ear, indicated the edges of his eyes and mouth, and said, "You have wrinkles." Considering I hadn't had sleep without opiates in like 2 years, this was a very vivid dream! Well, I guess what I'm trying to say here, is, hello xltronic, i missed you. I am glad we can be friends again. I am sorry I was such a shitty interwebber for so long. Who wants a kiss? |
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I am glad you are getting you shit together. I saw a few friends go down the heroin ladder and it is a real acouplishment to get clean. I hope you have support to stay clean, you will need it. Is you girlfriend clean too? |
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hells yeah-- she still drinks, but she's a little younger than me and still sorting this stuff out. Man-- I'll tell you what, I got the psychological aspect of clean down while I was still living outside, now that the physical component is there too(and considering how long it took, and what it means)-- there is no way in hell I would ever clog up my pain receptors like that again. my head feels all crystal clear and fresh-- everything I experience is richer-- and the best part? I can take a shit any time I want, instead of trying to time it to the constriction of my inner tube -- working, going to school (better late than never), and its grrrrrreat. The best part is the drumming/music-- i couldn't think straight enough to work my way into good time signatures-- now I'm banging out septuplets and shiz. Every day I can stretch my loop a little longer, a little odder. Inner balance is the name of the game. Odd tuplets, baby. Thanks for the encouragement, btw. I'm lucky I haven't die, but then again, we all are. |
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good man |
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