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offline LuxExTenebris from ehh... tenebris? (United Kingdom) on 2003-04-25 16:32 [#00669099]
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I'm depressed greatly for absolutely no reason. What should
I do? I have noone to cheer me up so I guess I'll have to do
something myself :(


 

offline epohs from )C: on 2003-04-25 16:37 [#00669107]
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"I'm depressed greatly for absolutely no reason"

it could be a medical condition. go talk to a doctor soon.
serriously, don't kill yourself. the depression will pass
whether with the help of drugs and counciling or on it's
own.


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2003-04-25 16:37 [#00669108]
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eh..
hmmm....


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:39 [#00669112]
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exercise or ill cheer ya up .

why did the chicken cross the road?



 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2003-04-25 16:39 [#00669113]
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on the other hand, the truely depressed (in the clinical
sense) do not even have the sense to come onto a mb etc.


 

offline The_Funkmaster from St. John's (Canada) on 2003-04-25 16:41 [#00669117]
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if you kill yourself, you'll just regret it in the
morning... so don't!


 

offline epohs from )C: on 2003-04-25 16:42 [#00669119]
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i'd say there are varying degrees of clinical depression


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:42 [#00669120]
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what the??


 

offline The_Funkmaster from St. John's (Canada) on 2003-04-25 16:43 [#00669122]
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heh, I'm just playing... but I did say for him not to do it,
cause suicide is stupid!!


 

offline mylittlesister from ...wherever (United Kingdom) on 2003-04-25 16:44 [#00669124]
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talk to someone... talk about anything, you'll soon start
talking about what's bothering you.


 

offline Morton from out (Netherlands, The) on 2003-04-25 16:44 [#00669126]
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hey babey, i'm still waitin' for the answer here!



 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:44 [#00669127]
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well it can be. but if someone wants to do it enough to
actually do it, then fine for them . if thats what they
want.


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:45 [#00669129]
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huh? what answer?


 

offline X-tomatic from ze war room on 2003-04-25 16:45 [#00669130]
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visit dr. Phil, he knows what to do!


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:45 [#00669131]
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to each's own. mm hmm


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:46 [#00669133]
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excallent idea mr. x.

here ill give you his home number (i use him a lot but shhh
*wink*)


 

offline Morton from out (Netherlands, The) on 2003-04-25 16:46 [#00669135]
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why did the chicken cross the road?


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:49 [#00669137]
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ohh yess. silly me, forgot about my little idea there.

yes okay so he crossed the road to get to the other side.

think about it, then you wont wanna kill youself.

see there's many differetn endings to that little joke..
like.. i forget them but whatever. the point is the begining
is always the same. it's all about the chicken crossing the
road...


 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2003-04-25 16:49 [#00669138]
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yes, but the question is whether the lighter forms are also
called depression.

what I am saying is that is quite normal to feel shitty now
and then without a reason. it's part of being alive.
if it is constant, and I mean constant, then its
serious.


 

offline Morton from out (Netherlands, The) on 2003-04-25 16:50 [#00669141]
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it's funny


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:51 [#00669143]
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okay maybe that didn't make sense. but hey it stops me from
killing myself. hah okay wait.. i mean the theory not just
the joke. the theory of the joke makes me not have suicidal
thoughts, ever.


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:53 [#00669144]
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LexEx maybe if you explain your situation with more details
we could understand your wanting to die feelings. eh?


 

offline epohs from )C: on 2003-04-25 16:53 [#00669145]
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*total agreement*


 

offline Morton from out (Netherlands, The) on 2003-04-25 16:54 [#00669147]
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i understand, and i wasn't being sarcastic there, seriously
:)


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:54 [#00669148]
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yes, like the commercials say if it goes for everyday for 2
weeks.. then we'll give ya some pills to make ya all betta!!


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 16:55 [#00669149]
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okayyyy good, are you being sarcastic now? ???

hehe


 

offline aron from saskatoon (Canada) on 2003-04-25 16:55 [#00669151]
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listen to some vincent gallo


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2003-04-25 16:56 [#00669153]
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Kill yourself and fuck the body


 

offline Morton from out (Netherlands, The) on 2003-04-25 17:02 [#00669160]
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nooo,

i'll say so when i'm being sarcastic..
oh wait, then the fun of that is gone,
well anyway i was serious
and i'm not being sarcastic now, seriously

(boy this is getting difficult :\ )


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 17:03 [#00669162]
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hah

okay i believe you. :)


 

offline epohs from )C: on 2003-04-25 17:04 [#00669163]
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yeah! or, kill yourself and film it... then sell the tape
on ebay and get rich, then you can afford the best counselor
money can buy


 

offline hobbes from age on 2003-04-25 17:04 [#00669166]
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happens man....its human


 

offline X-tomatic from ze war room on 2003-04-25 17:11 [#00669174]
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or go here, see if it helps you out


 

offline w M w from London (United Kingdom) on 2003-04-25 17:13 [#00669175]
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reading non-fiction is a weird cure for depression. I guess
it provides a different but sufficient form of mental
stimulation that replaces the cause of depresseion (maybe a
lack of mental stimulation). Go to amazon.com and read
reviews about any topic. Depression is a good start since
you seem to be interested in it. The reviews are great at
amazon.


 

offline nanotech from Sukavasti Amitaba Pureland (United States) on 2003-04-25 17:15 [#00669178]
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i feel the best way for you to kill yourself is to act in a
snuff porn...might as well entertain the queen as we slaves
get sucked and fucked off into an orgasmic psycosis!

don't touch...

don't touch...


 

offline w M w from London (United Kingdom) on 2003-04-25 17:17 [#00669179]
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and it's a fact that physical excercize chemically reduces
depression.


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2003-04-25 17:17 [#00669180]
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rreading surre helps. i rread alot and wrrite alot. nothing
i will want people to rread orr anything hearrtfelt and
meaningful, just stuff.

I'm tirred of living but scrared of dying, ole man rriverr,
da da da darr da.


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2003-04-25 17:20 [#00669184]
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i go therre sometimes its a comforrtable little den, but no
help in sorrting yourr prroblems out.

Elizabeth Wurtzel - Prozac Nation trry rreading that. (bit
drrawn out, drrags on too much, but its interresting if you
know how she feels)


 

offline corrupted-girl on 2003-04-25 17:29 [#00669198]
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exercise is good good good!!! yea exercise!!!

i exercise a lot, like twice a day now and im soo much more
happier and neergenic and stuff. it's soooo good.


 

offline manticore from London (ON) (Canada) on 2003-04-25 17:43 [#00669225]
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lex: i've been there myself (as in depressed to the point of
wanting to off myself). speaking from experience, only time
heals. eventually it goes away, but rarely on its own
accord. what helped me is first and formost meds (yes,
popping pills does work, though it may take a while to find
the anti-depressant medication which is the most affective
for you. each case is different.). cognitive therapy, in
conjunction with the meds has helped trumendously also.
spewing your problems to a shrink usually doesn't help as
much as it should, but getting pointers on what YOU can do
to change your way of thinking and lift your mood does -
hence cognitive therapy! also, knowing something about what
you are going through was quite helpful for me. i highly
recommend andrew solomon's (pulitzer prize winning) book
"noonday demon: an atlas of depression" - it's a heavy
volume, but well worth the read - i read all of it when i
was in one of my deepest depressive slumps. so to sum up:
hold on! you just have to realize that your blue mood will
pass, though it may take some time. often times there is no
reason for depression - it's a chemical imbalance in the
brain. what you need to do is take the proper steps to
prevent it.


 

offline manticore from London (ON) (Canada) on 2003-04-25 17:48 [#00669233]
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and for those of you telling him (or anybody else for that
matter) to go kill himself: why don't you go FUCK YOURSELF
instead, you retarded cunts! suicide ISN'T funny business,
you fucking retards!!! we're talking about somebody's LIFE!
I'm sure you wouldn't be too happy if your mommy or daddy or
partner went and offed themselves, now would you? put
yourself in the depressed person's shoes before you spew
such vile bullshit in someone's face!


 

offline nanotech from Sukavasti Amitaba Pureland (United States) on 2003-04-25 17:52 [#00669241]
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*yawn*


 

offline manticore from London (ON) (Canada) on 2003-04-25 17:53 [#00669243]
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here's a link to the www.depressionforums.com messageboard:
click here . you might want to go through some of the
info and topic posts on there (or even talk about your own
experiences if you're so inclined).



 

offline Morton from out (Netherlands, The) on 2003-04-25 17:54 [#00669244]
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i agree with you


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2003-04-25 17:57 [#00669251]
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I have sufferred frrom deprression, and i still lapse into
it, and its too perrsonal (forr me aleast) forr otherr
peoples advice to help. no matterr what they said orr did it
made no differrence, telling me not to kill myself was like
auto-rresponce and it got me rreally mad.


 

offline LuxExTenebris from ehh... tenebris? (United Kingdom) on 2003-04-25 17:58 [#00669253]
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Best post here.

And hey, I don't really wanna die, I won't ever kill myself,
I just feel like decomposing and drowning in the products of
decomposition. Nothing to do with suicide. Although that
Self Harm link was TOTALLY RIGHT. Thanks, I liked the
shoreline photos there.

I don't really think it's because of my life. My life is
running quietly and smoothly. It's just that I've got noone
to talk to. No, I think it's that I've got noone to express
my feelings and thoughts - I even have some friends, but to
think, they're all stupid and worthless. Man, I don't have
friends. And I've run out of things to read and to listen to
:(

I feel like I'm gonna implode. I feel my mind chewing me up
yum yum. I'm so tired. This is going on for months. The
longest bad time I've ever had. And if a motherfucker asks
me "WHY DON'T YOU GET A GIRLFRIEND?" once more, I'm gonna
bust his face with a metal chair. If it's so easy, then why
don't you do it for me?

I need someone.

meow.


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2003-04-25 17:58 [#00669254]
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a MB would be no help


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2003-04-25 18:00 [#00669257]
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"And if a motherfucker asks me "WHY DON'T YOU GET A
GIRLFRIEND?" once more, I'm gonna bust his face with a metal
chair"

Haha I know


 

offline LuxExTenebris from ehh... tenebris? (United Kingdom) on 2003-04-25 18:06 [#00669264]
Points: 478 Status: Addict



Btw, thanks for all your comments, regardless of content,
they were all good.

Manticore, a sweet contrast with everything else around me.


 

offline mylittlesister from ...wherever (United Kingdom) on 2003-04-25 18:08 [#00669267]
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i feel like that a lot, especially when im walking home from
school. When im walking back home, on my own, i plan out my
whole suicide in my head. I go really indepth, and plan
everything to the finest detail.

when i get near my house i find that i cant hold those
thoughts and i end up just laughing at myself. I dont really
think I've got any friends near me that i can open up to,
but i do have a friend up in birmingham, who i fone or talk
on the internet to a lot.

its hard tho... but then saying all that, dont compare ur
life to other peoples' - that never works :-/

I've not really made any sense, but who says any sense needs
to be made? infacts im off to bed, so no sense is needed.
errrr, yeah?

was that all good? :-/ *scratches head*


 


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