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tolstoyed
from the ocean on 2006-02-10 17:53 [#01838464]
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you feel you vasted some of it? trying to change some things?
the older im getting, the less sense i see in it, so i pretty much came to terms i'll try and enjoy it as much as i can as there's really not anything more to it :)
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xceque
on 2006-02-10 17:56 [#01838466]
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Well I've not done very much with it, I'm not terribly well off and I can't see that changing very soon, but I'm pretty happy nevertheless.
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JivverDicker
from my house on 2006-02-10 17:57 [#01838468]
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C'mon Tolst! Live in the moment, Vlari is playing stuff live, Qrter is a lady in your mind and I'm off to bed in a bit. There's loads to live for!
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giginger
from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2006-02-10 17:58 [#01838473]
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Worse things happen at sea you know!
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oyvinto
on 2006-02-10 17:59 [#01838476]
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i would like to waste my life more. right now i'm doing what's "expected" and i can't stand it
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r40f
from qrters tea party on 2006-02-10 18:00 [#01838478]
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good grief
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xceque
on 2006-02-10 18:02 [#01838484]
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Y'know, that's a very odd expression. Grief isn't usually good, I'd have thought.
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ecnadniarb
on 2006-02-10 18:04 [#01838486]
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I very much feel like enacting the cessation of life in a fellow human being.
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giginger
from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2006-02-10 18:05 [#01838488]
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Can i put forward Geri Halliwell please?
Two in one with her.
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ecnadniarb
on 2006-02-10 18:06 [#01838491]
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"fellow human being"
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giginger
from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2006-02-10 18:07 [#01838492]
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My bad.
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QRDL
from Poland on 2006-02-10 18:09 [#01838497]
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How can you waste your life? i have no idea how it's possible.
Also check this out: Łoskot - Sun I will harass you with this link until you say what you think tolstoyed.
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r40f
from qrters tea party on 2006-02-10 18:19 [#01838507]
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this thread was Just What I Needed
yay
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tolstoyed
from the ocean on 2006-02-10 18:24 [#01838508]
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it occoured to me a couple of days ago that i totally lost my way and i've been forcing myself way too much. i can say i was an idiot wasting the bigger part of my 20's, hopefully 30's will be a change for better :)
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oyvinto
on 2006-02-10 18:29 [#01838512]
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Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got xltronic?
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evolume
from seattle (United States) on 2006-02-10 18:48 [#01838520]
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this thread is Monoidish.
ooh. new Zilty vernacular! "Monoidish."
As for my life thus far: I have a lovely wife; I'm a homeowner; I'm a daddy; I have a good relationship with my family; I've had the opportunity to play music for an audience; I still have all my limbs intact; I've seen other parts of the world and eaten their exotic fare; I've snorkled with endangered species.
I'm only 30 so i think i'm doing pretty good so far.
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tolstoyed
from the ocean on 2006-02-10 18:50 [#01838521]
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"I've seen other parts of the world and eaten their exotic fare"
this is pretty much what i miss the most atm..
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evolume
from seattle (United States) on 2006-02-10 18:54 [#01838524]
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go to rome and eat horse. you haven't lived 'till you went to rome and ate horse.
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tolstoyed
from the ocean on 2006-02-10 18:57 [#01838526]
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well, i've been in rome and ate a horse, just not at the same time yet :)
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evolume
from seattle (United States) on 2006-02-10 18:58 [#01838528]
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i heard of a challenging Chinese dish called "donkey pie." That's on my "to do" list.
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tolstoyed
from the ocean on 2006-02-10 19:03 [#01838530]
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haha.
personally i would love to try out argentinian beef steak!
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oyvinto
on 2006-02-10 19:27 [#01838533]
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fuck. i ate cow-legs the other day. nigerian restaurant. horrible!
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thecurbcreeper
from United States on 2006-02-10 20:30 [#01838546]
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i'm a miserable person
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Ophecks
from Nova Scotia (Canada) on 2006-02-10 22:38 [#01838581]
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Same here ^_^
My life's been too easy and it's warped me, I need some cancer that almost but not quite kills me or I know I'm not going to realize my full ''potential''.
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thatne
from United States on 2006-02-11 00:09 [#01838587]
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its fun but i could die i dont give a rats ass.
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sadist
from the dark side of the moon on 2006-02-11 01:15 [#01838592]
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i'm actually quite unhappy abput my life at the mo. since the 4th february i'm 20 but i still haven't got any real ideas for my life or any things that i want to make. i don't have such very useful things learned like resoluteness for example.
come on that's fucked - i mean i'm levitating between making somehting of my life and completely fucking things up. there is nothing i can focus on. isn't that pathetic?
the worst problem for me is still to be me actually. i always wanted to be someone else - every day i'm trying to but it's just don't working.
so actually i have to admit that i feel not happy about it really
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-crazone
from smashing acid over and over on 2006-02-11 01:45 [#01838598]
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finally finishing school is a big change atm....focusing on my music is the second change...and a lovely girl....these are the main reasons i've also changed my posting behaviour (wich nobody probably noticed)....here are some noisie songs i'm working on right now..feedback is welkom.
-peace
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thatne
from United States on 2006-02-11 03:17 [#01838628]
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i hope some other people die im so tired of hate and fear.
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obara
from Utrecht on 2006-02-11 04:05 [#01838654]
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i could complain almost everyday, but that would be unfair - as i can find lots of positive bits in my life so far and currently.
it always can be worse. life is a pointless bitch, so let's fuck it good.
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hanal
from k_maty only (United Kingdom) on 2006-02-11 04:07 [#01838656]
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life is awesome
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hanal
from k_maty only (United Kingdom) on 2006-02-11 04:08 [#01838657]
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i had a wank this morning and that was good
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esaruoho
from helsinki (Finland) on 2006-02-12 11:36 [#01839689]
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i think its on the up now but some of it, up until this year, has been wasted with various negativity loops and amygdala over-excitation (fear/defensiveness/paranoia) but its definitely on the up and getting better. the key seems to be to do things, and to smile.
and then everything else falls into place.
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tolstoyed
from the ocean on 2006-02-12 11:44 [#01839698]
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aw. very uplifting view that :)
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mortsto-x
from Trondheim/Bodø (Norway) on 2006-02-12 11:46 [#01839699]
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I give it 6.7 on the pitchfok scale
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