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a stable, valid reference reflects the source and the law that flows from the source, as i see it. and off i go! |
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I... I think so! |
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I am listening, but i do not really understand it. Or maybe I do....I don't know. What I know for sure, is the immense fear..... |
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nothing to say... ENJOY THE LIFE! |
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:D |
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lol. That's just mean! :-| |
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its ok ive had my medication,the doctor said relax a while and things will be yust peachy-but not to get excited again. |
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I am going to kill myself now, and it is your fault |
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oh man, haha |
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Here, have some chicken soup. You'll be reet.:) |
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Tut tut. Enciting Tridenti hatred. |
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nooo! don't do that! there are a lot of beautifuls girls that are waiting you on the world. belive me. :) |
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Do you remember when you first joined this messageboard? Remember how you felt about yourself then? Honestly, has anything changed? |
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i'm an enabler. :'( |
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Sure you are. You mean trouble maker. |
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Monoid, be happy with the way people are helping you. If I did a thread proclaiming how depressed I was, I think I'd be mowed down. ;-) |
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I honestly do not know. But I can tell you when it all started to go downhill. That was when I was 14. I lost all my friends |
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You should have tied bells round their necks |
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How long ago was that? |
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10 years |
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No new friends since then? |
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No |
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You need to move, go somewhere anywhere, go |
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holy cow,were do you live |
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In a fairly big city. We even have a McDonalds here |
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maybe just one more clue,just a helper |
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Please explain how you came to have no friends. |
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I simply stoped caring. I found it "exhausting" ..so I stayed at home |
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What's a soul? |
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go out!!! leave your home! |
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belongs to david |
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You're not alone, anyway. My spiral of negative thoughts on pointless subjects are also a problem. |
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Why did you stop caring? |
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monoid wrecked on his bike when he was 14 and dislocated his emotions. it has gone undiagnosed to this day. |
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I'm so much like monoid except I'm still clinging to my shitty friends |
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monoid.... you need to begin thinking positively. it would appear that you are addicted to thinking negatively; because i think if i told you to think positively, you wouldn't even want to try, or you wouldn't see a point, and you'd go right back to being unhappy and depressed again. you need something to stimulate you into thinking your life is worth fighting for and living. like getting the shit beaten out of you, or, meeting some cool people and having alot of fun with them do you know what the hypothalamus is? its the part of your brain that distributes emotions to your body. like chemicals. and you can become chemically addicted to certain emotions. so you really need some sort of dramatic difference made in your life dude and quick. |
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I don't know. I matured a bit I guess |
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maybe youve become too complex of a person. all it takes for me to be happy is some laughs with friends or to listen to some phat beats. or checking out hot girls and hoping one day id get to bang one of them, or watching some boring ass science video off the BBC or PBS..... keeping my brain stimulated and learning about the universe i exist in do you know that you are basically made up of nothing? youre pretty much empty space. and the substances that make you up, they are not actually always there, they are constantly coming in and out of existance like vibrations. for the most part, that YOU that YOU know, does not exist. you only have the perception of how things are at the current moment in time. think of it as a very fast camera. so dont be afraid to change your perception entirely. on an atomic level you really just do not exist. |
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It seems like I can not change my perception, it is something in the back of my head that I can not control. |
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you don't seem to be trying, at all. |
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Something in the back of your head that you "cannot control". That is an addiction. That is all of your negative feelings built up into an unstoppable addiction. EMOTIONS; they are distributed from your brain like chemicals. You need to begin distributing positive chemicals. If you can't do that yourself, then you need outside assistance. |
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No, he is trying. He would be dead if he were not trying. The fact that he is posting here is sign of the few happy emotive his Hypothalamus is trying to pump out but are dominated by negative chemicals/emotions. They are reaching out through the middle of all the negativity and despair that he is addicted to. |
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So basically; An ADDICTION; something out of a users control. An EMOTION: A Chemical. So you are addicted to negative emotions. It is the same as a heroine addict who has to have his fix. He may be ok when he wakes up, but when the times comes, he's got to have his fix. Just think, Monoid, if you were erased of all your negativity, would you be happy? Or would you feel completely empty? It is impossible to just erase emotions like that, so you need to balance them out with other ones. You need to stimulate more chemical reactions in your brain by using it for more than pondering your current state of being and thinking that it is shitty. You don't have control of yourself right now. So you need to TAKE control. Only YOU can fully command yourself, and when you do, you are unstoppable and not even the fear of death will scare you. |
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who is that chick, hanal? |
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i did of course not read this entire thread but i just wanted to say monoid has good taste in music, which is awesome. |
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monoid i advise you to take an 8+ grams dose of psilocybe mushrooms, and a walk in your city. If that doesnt change something, nothing will. |
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Wow, you've just helped some of my beliefs. Liked what you said about the atoms. Thank you, cygnus! |
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He trips on DXM al the time |
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KILL YOURSELF YOU FUCKING LOSER! |
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