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Where you feel fucking awful? Everything seems crap. You can't be happy about anything and can only see the negative in everthing. Things said to you seem like shit and you just want to hide away until everything is alright. At the moment I feel like that and want to sleep until August when everything should be fine. Hide away somewhere or go into stasis or something. That would be nice. I could do with that. Is it the headache making me feel like this or something else? I don't know. I just want to go home and get into my bed or something. |
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where you dont wanna wake up, everything is fucked, everybody sucks! you dont really know why, but you wanna justify, Rippin' someones HEAD OFF!!! |
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Yesterday. Im moving into a new place on my own in a month, and i got all depressed thinking i'd be lonely and i'd go mad. I changed my mind soon after. Also my girlfriend was giving me shit, but that's sorted too. Back to happiness. |
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Well I wasn't thinking Limp Bizkit but basically that is what I'm feeling. |
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I think I'm going to blame my girlfriend for it. |
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haha, its always a good option. No wait, that's terrible advice... |
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Every once in a while things come to boil and it's a particularly shit day, but in generall every other day is either ON or OFF. |
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Well she has fucked off to New Zealand for the best of a year and has extended her stay. mappatazee: Admittedly, but some days it's just really fucking worse than others. |
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Yeah, when things come to boil. Like, "Why am I wasting my life? This is a bunch of shit." |
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extended her stay? That bites. My girlfriend wants to do VSO for a year, but she also wants to marry me. She knows i wont go with her, she really wants to go, but doesnt want to be without me, etc. It doesnt look good. |
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This is part of life; now you learn to appreciate life more when things are going well; keep up things will turn up right in the end :) |
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its monday ....tuesday witll be better friday you'll be in top form! |
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Yep. aphextriplet: She's told me I'm the only thing she's looking forward to coming home to but that she's bascially not looking forward to coming home. She's also said she wants to go back out to do her masters and that she'd want me to go. That didn't help. Man, why are girlfriends so fucking demanding. I should probably lay down the law. -crazone: I was appreciating but today I'm just pissed off and depressed. |
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I hope so mate. |
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that FUCKING SUCKS mate why on earth did she extended her stay then? |
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Supposedly to get more work done. Now she's informed me that she's going to Fiji for a week and seeing a bit of Australia. It makes sense while she's there but it's pissed me off. Probably me being selfish. |
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That's wrong, particularly this far into the trip. If she'd said it in the first month or so it'd be okay, but now, when she's near "coming back" time :( |
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or, she not thinking of you and being a cunt |
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Dump her, and dump her quick, for the love of GOD! |
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yeah what ceri said |
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take care giginger. |
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That's fucking tough. I would have serious thoughts about ending the relationship if it were me dude. |
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hm id hate to sound harsh but maybe shes dating some kiwifruit eater from new zealand :\ |
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She said it a while ago but she didn't mention Fiji till I was out there and it's only because her sister can afford the trip that Australia is happening. It's not a sudden thing but as someone said before. These things just boil up. Jaroen: She's said she knows she's being a bit selfish but she said she thought about it properly before. Mapp: Can't do that man. I just can't. Hobbes: Thanks I'm turning into Monoid. My first depression related thread. I vow it's my last too. Sorry peeps. |
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Now that's just silly. You'll never be as bad as Monoid. |
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It crossed my mind but I couldn't end it. I love her too much. Jaroen: I know I can trust her. Plus having been there I know there's a lack of competition. This is a bit one sided as i can't really give it from her point of view. |
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You've got a point. I do stick to my vow though. |
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heh that was kinda harsh of me anyway, as long as yer not drinking nail polish remover to get your depression away youre nowhere NEAR becoming a monoid |
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did he ever try that anyway if he did im sure we wont see him again acetone down your throat = baaaaaaad |
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You can only read what I've typed and I've typed it quite badly and it puts her in a harsh light. I don't doubt for a second that she's thought about it or that she loves me. I know that she misses me like I miss her and she doesn't know if she'll go out. It's just an idea she's had. I'd follow her to the ends of the earth if I had to. It's only an extra 6 weeks that's she's staying but at the moment it feels like 6 years. There's things that I can't explain (Not because they're private but because I'm not good enough with words) that make me sure of all these things. The look she gives me on the webcam, her voice on the phone, the words she texts me or e-mails me. I can't explain what it is about them but I don't doubt her but it doesn't stop it getting me down. |
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hey, sure it sucks... but you have to be understanding I think... if I was down there, and suddenly found out I had the opportunity to travel more, I'd have to take it... and I'd just hope my girlfriend would be understanding... |
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Ha ha, your breath smells of acetone when you fast for a couple of days :D |
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I hope he didn't but if it fucked him up but didn't kill him it should stop him acting like such a twat. |
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You have a 69 at the end of you post number. Congratulations. I'm trying to be understanding. |
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its the lack of sugars that make your body go crazy (i think). people with diabetes have acetone in their breath too, which fucks up cheap alcohol checking devices (dont know the word) the cops use :D anyway, i think you can get high of acetone vapours drinking it is just plain silly though |
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Diabetes is fucking harsh man. Can really make things difficult. I think it's Ceri whole me something about all the insulin being only a bucketful. IT's actually diluted down so much. I've probably fucked that right up. |
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Yes, I told you about the years supply of insulin for the UK is actually only around a bucketful of pure insulin, it is just diluted to almost homeopathic quantities for doses :) |
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One of these days I'm going to cut you up into little pieces! |
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P3N0S! |
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