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...is not fun. :( Sorry. Pretty gratuitous, thread really. Consider it my scream into my own little virtual e-paperbag. |
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I'm with you.. Just take a look at my tree. |
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Christ how lame. What do I expect? Loads of random people asking me why I have the blues? Like that would help anything. Fucking pathetic. Sorry about this. One of those posts you instantly regret. Don't answer the thread. Someone kill it. |
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recently I found out (though my psychiatrist) that I have had an ongoing depression for ruffly 10 years :( the reason why I recently quit my job compiling the xltronic vibes and making music in general makes me happy though :) some day there will be some help for us that really works. I'm too tired of falling back into drugs again. some day we'll rest and wake up rested. I'm too tired of spending my life in a artificial world of dreams and anxiety. some day... |
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I too am depressed, and im seein a psychatrist soon.....Ive been thinking about suicide a lot lately, not THAT I actually would kill myself, but it nice to know that there IS "someway" out....oh yeah fuck.... |
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Why not listen to some funny music ?! The "Benny Hill Theme"always cheers me up... |
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everyone is in some ways depressed. some people are more depressed than others. when i think that everyone else is depressed too, it makes me cheer up a little cuz (this is selfish) at least im not alone. its okay for you to post stuff like this, cuz everyone can empathize with you and its always nice to talk to people who are going through the same thing. |
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Had the same thoughts for ages, but the death of a guy I knew redently, changed my perspective. I dunno - I think I imagined that when you died people would relly think about you, I mean, like really think. But they don't. And those people that REALLY know you, just get sad. So I leave death to fate from now on. |
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Damn - everyone's down at the moment! Even me and I never normally get depressed. I get anxiety myself - Got all these quirks since I stopped smoking - Can't stand in line at a store, don't do traffic jams, etc... It's pretty bad! Being down sort of balances me out a little to be honest. |
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no cos it reminds me of how he died. alone and neglected for ages. i went to a film menorabilia auction at christies (not to buy anything) and they were selling off his prop clothes. depressing. didn't go for much either. |
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I love Beat Takeshi's movies cos they make death look sort of beautiful and artistic - Helps a me a lot when I'm down/contemplative. |
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some day there will be some help for us that really works. I'm too tired of falling back into drugs again. some day we'll rest and wake up rested. I'm too tired of spending my life in a artificial world of dreams and anxiety. some day... that's beautiful |
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i'm ashamed to say that for me the reasons aren't nearly as drastic. a natural depressive tendency triggered/enhanced by not enjoying my long distance relationship (the long-distant part of it, obviously). :( |
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i was in a car accident a little over a year ago, and a lady was killed. i was speeding and went off the road onto a gravel driveway and went through a building. the building was made of aluminum siding so i went through it pretty easily and hit a lady sitting at a desk. for six months i seriously wished i would die. i didn't want to kill myself cuz that would be ultimate disrespect to that woman, but i just felt like i deserved to die. im still not the same person, but ive come to realize that no matter what you do bad things will always happen, but also good things. i decided that this woman could be the reason for me to turn my life around and become an awesome person. i stopped feeling like shit and picked myself up and dedicated my accomplishments to this woman. it wouldn't mean much to someone else but at least it gives me a reason to want to go on. you should look for something like that. theres gotta be something that you can hold on to for inspiration. |
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" become an awesome person." That made me smile. Thanks. My problems seem insignificant. Sorry |
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nobodies problems are ever insignificent. don't compare your life to others, cuz then you'll get confused on what kind of person you are. |
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"you'll get confused on what kind of person you are." already am. I think I'll just go to bed |
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i get despressed by reading about depressed people, when the weather is bad im despressed. but it won't kill me. |
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Depressions are strange... I've been there, but never to the point of wanting to die. I really hope you guys start to feel better, however far away it seems right now. |
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The beauty of this is that we have each other for comfort, and thats a great thing. You're never alone, especially in this day and age. |
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Shit, that's me all over :( |
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It would be hypocritical of me to say cheer up, so I'm just going to join you in being miserable, I don't know any other way. Immerse yourself into music. |
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can't. i'm missing a cable for my hifi and they don't sell biwireable cable in this fucking country (i love france really) so I'm waiting on an international mail order. Headphones don't quite hack it really |
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Is it you with the Greek/half-Greek girlfriend? |
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wow I'm impressed. |
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TonyFish i get deprressed and end up posting about it and like you i feel fucking stupid. i hate myself forr doing it. but sometimes it does (kinda help, not that it changes anything) help in a way just to rrelieve some of the building prressurre. i hope you get back on trrack soon man, deprression is the worrst. |
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it's not fun no.. I'm there right now. |
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I never get depressed...I am forever happy, and seeing you lot feeling sorry for yourselves just makes me even happier :D |
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yay!!!!! |
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Naw seriously. I`ve been a wee bit down myself. But yaknow, if you are naturally an upbeat person, it`s difficult to wallow in that sort of pity for too long. Feeling much better now. And so should you people. Things aint that bad yaknow. |
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Depression this, depression that...blah blah blah... I have an alcoholic girlfriend :D! |
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yeah, I get down lots... I wouldn't say I suffer from depression cause it ain't that bad, but everyone gets down... |
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It's just girls man, they fuck you up so bad.. |
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*whispers* kill yourselves. |
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find someone to fuck thats kindof a magical thing really |
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i think you guys just need some hi-c and turkey. |
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*whispers* Fuck you. |
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xanatos: you are so right |
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You live in the UK!!! Everyone's an alcoholic! ;) |
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i second that |
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dude, you need to listen to some Mike & Rich :D and if you wanna talk or something, you know how to find my profile |
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"when the weather is bad im despressed" > like me..... i realized i'm very sensitive to weather... today was a bad weather day, and university starting day is getting closer and closer (i just can't bear it)... i have nothing to do (at least nothing i want to do), all can do is wait and get sadder and sadder and more and more anxious while still being bored °_° i just cannot accept it like that... but there is nothing to do... only ways to escape this reality which makes me feel bad are to die or to change myself (changing yourself... you can do it... but never completely though...), my "problem" is not a "real problem" it is just life how it is... i wish i had pills to make me feel good, i'd take them all day!! |
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when the weatherr is good i'm desprressed. fact. |
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talk about symbolic value :D |
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yes... the flower is crying... (s)he is all alone, there are only dead leaves surrounding him/her... (s)he cannot take this anymore, (s)he is drowning in tears, is closing her/himself, slowly bending, slowly dying, joining all the dead leaves around... and with this last flower, all hope in the world will be gone and we will slumber into darkness and pain forever... is that it? : ) |
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but apart from that, nature is beautiful. |
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true. One needs to share it though. |
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look at the stars, the sky, the trees...... it can be so beautiful and yet lots of people just don't seem to notice it... |
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