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hi there - I was informed that some of you thought I was dead, due to my final few messages - I was suicidal, it is true, but fortunately I resisted suicide. Ironically, some of you claim that I am in the USA, when in fact one of the reasons for my suicidal feelings was that my Visa Application had disappeared from the Embassy Database, which means I will probably have to reapply again, if I do not receive a reply from the US Embassy in London, to whom I have written - I applied one year ago, so I may be facing another year of waiting - in which case it will have been THREE YEARS of waiting to Reside in the USA. Anyway, much love to you all - I hope you are doing well and fighting against the tyranny that plagues this planet. FIGHT THEM |
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Paul! :) |
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david icke speaks the TRUTH! :) |
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marlowe I am glad to see you here... and sad to see you couldnt get what you wanted |
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hope things will turn for the better for you. :) |
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Great to see you again Mr. Savage. =) we shall oppose tyranny by any means possible. |
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and the crowd rose to their feet, cheering and saluting to their hero as he galantly returned home. |
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well put |
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You came back! :) *brushes previous marlowe related posts under the carpet* I always knew you would! |
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aww :) |
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are you still suicidal? glad to see you back... =) |
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"oh no i knew! now he's gonna kill himself for sure! nooooo paul dont do that" |
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I'm suicidal...I always am...I am happy and suicidal...Paul is like me except we are different if you know what I mean. |
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what a completely LAME an insensitive publicity stunt. You should feel ashamed you fucking loser. |
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Oh be quiet you fucking spud. Paul, sorry I haven't replied to your mail yet :/ |
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i don't think this was a publicity stunt or whatever, pomme de terre... i do believe he was serious - it's easy to say nothing happened to him!! ' _ ' if people don't believe other people's feelings, there is no hope for communication... i'm not saying trust everyone for everything, but don't take all of it lightly. after all he didn't come to the mb for quite a long time! |
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:-D |
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Glad to see you back, Paul ! |
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Dunno how you can smile with a face like that. |
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aw, my heart has been broken |
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everybody is a fuck but me! |
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And probably all your mirrors too! :-D |
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As I said in the other thread...at what stage did Paul say he was leaving to commit suicide? All I read it as was that he was leaving the board...it was you lot who read into it that he was about to snuff it. |
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oh damn, now im just lost in a deep state of depression. please spare me oh witty one |
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great to see ya !! |
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welcome back! and jarworski, you made me laught out loud :) |
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yeah, ANYthing Jar says, makes me laugh out loud |
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It's a shame that Pomme de Terre reacted the way he did, but I guess since he doesn't know me at all, then it's unsurprising - some people think in those kind of terms unfortunately. It's a shame that things to them are reduced to such a fatuous degree. I found it humourous to see Usnick's first post in response to Pomme de Terre. Humourous yet mundanely predictable. Thanks to all the rest - I'm not back or anything, but since some people told me what some of you thought, I thought myself duty-bound to clarify the things. When I did leave, I was still hovering, and didn't know what I was going to do. Thankfully, my wife is coming back to live with me in less than 3 weeks, after six months apart, so with her with me, life will be much better, and the wait a lot more bearable. |
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hi paul! don't let the world get you man. there's plenty other stuff to (not) worry about |
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why, because Pomme is actually an intellegent guy, worth talking to, who sees past the BS? |
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FIGHT FIGHT FIGS FIGHT |
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Your spelling makes me laugh out loud. And you go to college? |
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haha making fun of peoples typing mistakes. truely a valid way of judging a person. |
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lastest music talent scores just coming in.... tubular bells 5 confield 0 |
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IF I was bullshitting, then I might agree with you - but you and Pomme are just being presumptious - BIG difference between presumption and truth. |
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Yeah, fight figs, those are evil fruits. |
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oh, Im not saying you are BSing about the suicide etc... but it doesnt mean that you werent trying to get some attention. |
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Suicide is for quitters. I pondered it often in the past, but i realized that living in a shitty situation is better then no situation at all. |
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See you two do have something in common :D |
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Attention? I came here to set the record straight. If I wanted attention I'd run through the local high street naked. It's awful rash to say I'm attention-seeking just because I'm posting to this messageboard. I mean, what about everyone else? Are they attention-seekers, or is it just limited to me? And wasn't Pomme de Terre seeking attention when he made a thread saying he made $80.000 in the real-estate business? Were you not seeking attention when you started a thread advertising kcinsu.com? I don't see why this was singled out, not at all. (Job a boj, I don't think we can say suicides were better off staying alive - each case is separate, and I think it's misplaced to apply a general rule to them.) |
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Fuck yeah Marlowe! Good to see you back man! I can't wait to hear new tracks similar to the "Drug induced rampage" one. (note: not actual name but i always refered to it as) |
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I agree. I hate when people try to compare their shitty situations..... but to be alive is such a wonderful thing in itself, why would you ever want to take that away?Bobby Mcferrin - Dont worry be happy. Thats wut u need to listen to. |
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dude, don't kill yourself. hang out here and talk about stuff. but, still, it's hard to argue that making a bunch of dramatic posts, then making a dramatic thread about how you are leaving us forever, bye bye loved ones, and then switching your avvy to some sort of an angel isn't attention seeking. |
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I put three new tracks up on zebox - I've been working quite hard on making music - eMail me your address and I'll send you a CD of my latest stuff, along with eBooks and some software. |
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To explain the avatar change - I didn't want to leave behind some nazi avatar - even in the state I was in, little things fussed me - I did some research at the time to try to think my way out of the way I was thinking - it talked about suicides paying attention to little details, straightening things out - kinda freaked me out to read it discussing that. But my final post wasn't intended to be some kind of suicide note; it was just to let those people know that I cared for them and respected them. I didn't really expect the thread to be so mammoth, to be honest. But anyway, who cares, I'm just glad that I didn't do anything rash and terminal; I'm just happy that I sweated it out, even though the mental and physical pain were tortuous. Being called an attention-seeker or a fucking loser are totally insignificant. I'm just glad I'm alive and that I have some real good friends who mean a lot to me. |
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soo.... your not dead right? |
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No, but I was suicidal, so I was displaying suicidal tendancies, one of which being that which I previously detailed as way of an explaination. |
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dammit i said hi to you paul, say it back !! |
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marlowe, hi. |
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marlowe, hi. |
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