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my emotions inside, right now are really fucked up... i've been smoking some bud for about 4 hours right now... have access to my ex-girlfriends email & notice a lot of emails to other guys... i feel really small & sad. She gave up on me for herself... not wanting anything from me, but to just finally get away from me... sounds like some stupid shit probably but these are my chapters in my life & it's getting to the point where my life is reaching an ultimate low... i don't even know why i'm living anymore... no one wants or knows of my love for them. either they give up or i've never met them |
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wooah. woaah. slow down.. when u smoke (and especially when u've been smoking for the past four hours - slow it down there, cypress hill) you know that your emotions (9/10 your NEGATIVE emotions) are like your sensory perception while high: EXAGGERATED/heightened. you're paranoid right now. it's a good paranoia tho. because it gives you an in-depth perspective angle that you might have previously ignored (unconsciously) or never acknowledged. you get this all at once, and you think about it so intensely that it's a bit overbearing and frieghtening.. u suddenly start to think of what else you've been missing, uncovering other possible "hidden agendas" and all of a sudden you're paranoid. u need to either enjoy the rest of your high, use it as a problem-solving organic therapy-session, or goto bed, get up tomorrow, remember what you felt/thought tonight, and weigh-out which is reasonable and which should be disregarded as a by-product of dillusional, irrational paranoia. use what you've discovered/learned tonight to your advantage tomorrow. don't let it scare u.. ur better than that. proud of you. |
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I'm sorry to hear this, Quoth. :-/ *sucks* |
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theo said it perrrrrfectly, get some rest. |
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man, that is tough :( i kinda know what you mean, kinda went through something similar but what you gotta remember is that some people are like that, it's just a fact of life and yeah it's fucked up, but there'll be someone for you out there do you honestly think that you're the only person who could be pining after someone who doesn't know it? someone could be doing the exact same thing with you.....be loving you, but you don't know it i know you don't wanna hear it, but it's something you gotta think about man i hope things will be opkay for you |
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just do what I do, go round thier house and kill them >=o) Theo is right though, if you dont stop now you'll be acusing her of the co-ordination of al queida (s/p) |
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what did these e-mails say exactly? were they mainly in a friendly-type of capacity, or was it rooted in potential infidelity? u dont want to deal with a bitch like that, trust me. u didn't happen to steal her from someone else did u? I got myself into a situation that started from me taking a girl from someone else.. and I had to presume this girl would be a bit fickle if she would leave her boyfriend for me on something that was purely a superficial attraction (I really did not know her.. even 3-4 months into it.. once I got to know her, I realized my mistake haha ;) but I was really into her so I was sortof blinded by lov- err.. lust. either you're not giving her what she needs, or you're just not right for each other. work on it though. if not, play the field ;) ..believe me that can be a lot better sometimes. |
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"i don't even know why i'm living anymore... " don't say shit like that. come on. over a fuckign girl!? |
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yeah this is why i never make any drug or women decisions when i'm on weed i'm always like "oh let's not do all those caps tomorrow" or whatever, coz i turn into a bit of a pussy when i'm stoned. Also with women, you get paranoid that they don't liek you as much. RIGHT NOW you need about 3 beers to balance you out, you should be feeling better, just don't drink too much. coz you'll feel bad again ;-) Dude i think maybe you just need to talk to her or sumn i'm really sorry, man, wish there was somethign i cold do to help (but the same thing will prolly happen to me when i get a gf hehe) |
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them emotions |
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everything is fucked up... i went to sleep last night and slept great... i just woke up & am now replying to this thread... still confused as fuck i am NOT going to talk to my ex... b/c i do not want her to ever hear my voice EVER again... she doesn't deserve me i could fucking make her go mad if i only let her know how messed up she made my life... i guess it's self imposed though, she was just extra baggage and shit. she's got shit loads of things going for her right now, why would she need me? she decided she doesn't... i don't need to talk to someone who says they "love me" but when they could go for 5 fucking months without acknowledging that something's wrong |
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I wish women could experience the emotion damage that their games and other such shit cause we blokes. Ok enough or this will turn into a girl bashing thread and then we'll have LeCoeur's fury to deal with to ;) |
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guys could also think about their horrbile misdeeds sometime :( |
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no this is not a girl bashing thread... simply a thread where i tell you how i feel when i'm high... minor paranoia :( |
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what exactly do you mean by misdeeds? Quoth: Some of us get minor/major paranoia without the need for drugs :( |
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do you trust her enough to not read through all her e-mails? |
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im not trying to pass any judgements. i am only shining light on the "trust" issue many people have problems with or i dont know what im talking about i dont think i know what im talking about. *hug* -- i hope stuff feels better. sprinkle some ibuprofen on your green if you have any! it's a wonderful feeling when it works. |
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nothing. |
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Go make some of your great music. Couple years from now and you'll forget she existed. I hate seeing guys get all bent out of shape about chicks. |
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yes do nothing try to relax but basically dont show her any sign of life thats the only thing that could work if the stars are with you :) |
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Some of them are worth it! Mine for instance!!!! :) |
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eh? that doesn't make any sense. ho hum. |
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it was written in a brief moment of bitterness. |
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not bitterness... confusion and paranoia... she's definitely NOT worth it... especially if i'm sitting here telling you dudes & dudettes that she messed me up pretty bad... why the fuck do people act like other peoples emotions/feelings/well-beings aren't as worthy as their own? |
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"it was written in a brief moment of bitterness." Nelson :"i got it HAAAA ! points finger" |
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Love Boat, love exciting and new, Come aboard, we're expecting you. The Love Boat soon will be making another run, The Love Boat promises something for everyone. Set a course for adventure, Your mind's on a new romance. And Love Won't hurt anymore, It's an open smile, On a friendly shore. it's Love Welcome aboard it's love |
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both of you: :( |
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:C Love Boat, love exciting and new? |
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