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offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-26 16:16 [#02637320]
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"disability is lit"

would you trust the advice of someone that tells you this?
i'm not so certain. sorry, whoever it was that said that --
i don't mean to put you on blast. because whoever it was got
very emotional and upset about my problems and now i've
destroyed yet another relationship simply by letting someone
know this situation is, actually, a thing. my motherfucking
shituation. i have received multiple sets of conflicting
advice. the system has just fucked me over good and proper,
and most of the advice constitutes running into the arms of
the system, and, well, no?

people get so. upset. more than i am. because i've gotten
upset already, then i calmed down and... no, i have no idea
how to deal with this shit. halp. but i'm not freaking out
because that's exactly what got me into trouble in the first
place. and now the other person is freaking out. i'm an
asshole

tldr: yelling at me to get a storage locker to protect the
gear is ~lol~ when i do not have the cash for a storage
locker, and where am i going to live, etc. and this shit
happened so quickly i'm having trouble processing, frankly.
but it does seem to make sense to sell most of the cash to
raise the gear because i haven't don't any.
SO!
for CASH. LOCAL. NOW. etc because what am i to do, uber this
to fedex friendly store? leave it for landlord to sell
himself?

[good, boxes, manuals, etc. ++++ unless otherwise
blathered]
- moog grandmother
- behringer model d
- yellow behringer 303 [with all the mods]
- red behringer sh-1 with keygrip all fings
- korg wavestation EX with aftermarket sample loader
computer card widget ($300 new, i had a difficult time
getting it to work)
- korg x5d [just keyboard and a replacement supply]
- arturia beatstep
- arturia keystep
- boss dd3, dd8, metal master
- bug miff pi
- arturia microfreak [some contacts played out]
- elektron digitakt
- i'm running out of post characterz


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-26 18:08 [#02637323]
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- paia fatman with bunch of mods
- roland xp-10 with DATA BEND patchpoints
- drum jam casio
- magic casio [with dodgy glitch special wall wart friend]
- goblin box painted etc
- tricked out scanner [broken SQUELCH]
- oscilloscope
- one of those sony, um... the good trinitron tv studio
monitors
there's more


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-26 18:09 [#02637324]
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nektar pacer
custom spring reverv
ghetto modular [nice linear supply...

hell, i have another two good linear supplies. the ghetto
modular uses a power one. i have... hp test equipment so
beautiful and hermetic, shit you want if you want to
calibrate... oh, nevermind landlord can toss it or whatev


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-07-26 19:15 [#02637326]
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got any cds or tapes


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2024-07-26 19:36 [#02637328]
Points: 12410 Status: Regular



fine you can go live in the wood and worry about squirrels
being cameras if that's what you really want


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-26 19:48 [#02637329]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



this is not what i want?
i just want to work on my thingks all day. very hard. work
out a lot. stay away from other people's nonsense.

i have CDs, tapes, oh yes, a vinyl collection
it will probably go into the dumpster or be sold into
lardlord's pocket so speak up fast


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-26 19:49 [#02637330]
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people upset; why won't i get a storage locker to save the
gear?!
i talk with music people on the internet and go figure they
care about the fate of my equipment more than my person


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-26 19:51 [#02637331]
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i'm going to take a nap and fuss with my dope streaming
setup more

could i have the job of the elektron guy that died? no? fair
enough no one ever gives me anything sorry for asking


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-26 19:54 [#02637332]
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today my bowel is starting to lock down again because i am
out of bananas. i could walk 3 miles, the heat, the
humidity, people looking at me weird, maybe another truck
will wait and try to reverse into me? and do i have enough
money for bananas? fuck it. nap


 

offline ijonspeches from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2024-07-26 20:33 [#02637333]
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it was advised to save the stuff you love to spend your life
with, at some other place or person you know. a storage was
just one of a few ideas.
to me it sounds like you´re focusing on things to rule out.
furthermore it seems like a pattern i´ve seen too often
with other people and also with myself.
the last person i know who thought hes all chilled and he
rather does without the system, which has wronged him for
example by demanding a small fee to prolong his personal id
is now homeless in a tent.
hes not well at all and wont accept psychiatric help
either.
i dont know you very good, nor your situation,
but other people do.
if bascically the majority give the same advice,
which you keep ignoring,
maybe its worth thinking it over.
its not up for vote, i know, but its basic logic to
rethink your options.
ill be leaving the country tomorrow and wont be reading for
some time.
i sincerely wish you good luck with your current situation
and that things turn out well for you whatever paths you
choose.



 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-07-26 20:38 [#02637334]
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Mmmmm nap bananas 🍌

and who cares if they look at me weird
I’ll never see them again and they can look at mw weird
like I look T them weird


 

offline ijonspeches from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2024-07-26 20:43 [#02637335]
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this thread needs more music


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2024-07-26 20:47 [#02637336]
Points: 12410 Status: Regular | Followup to EpicMegatrax: #02637329



well that's too bad because that's where you'll end up
because you're too up your own arse being a manic golden god


 

offline ijonspeches from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2024-07-26 20:48 [#02637337]
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hey some guy around here does gardening in his latex sm
gear,
i dont give a fuck about that but more importantly
he certainly doesnt.



 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-07-26 22:19 [#02637338]
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Wierdo


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-07-26 22:20 [#02637339]
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I. Can I get a discount if I buy all your gear that your
shredding go? Can I trust you to pack it well and ship it to
me, my correct address? Bubble pop and pop corn shipping.


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-07-26 22:54 [#02637340]
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And what if I move in the meantime, it probably won’t ship
to the correct address. Or what if I choose to live in a
tent somewhere?
Well that would suck, the temps the next few days are
supposed to be in the upper 90s to 100 degrees


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-27 02:16 [#02637341]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



so i have to...
box it up
i guess... uber to a place that ships it? which costs
money?
or am i carrying a boxed up moog grandmother 2 miles in 90
degree heat?

then i had a health situation because i have to walk 3 miles
for bananas if i can afford them

i don't think my ego is the problem, here. i've just been
thrown in the economic trash compactor because i can't pop
out babbies for the upcoming world war


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-27 02:19 [#02637342]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



just a very mean vibe from all of you.
i've been having to have conversations with myself like:
well, hmm. this is a felony offense. i don't think i'll kill
myself over parole, but me in jail? yes i think i'd kill
myself at that point and who are you to stop me? what sort
of life did i have to look forward to before this anyways?
and i didn't complain. i just tried as hard as i could until
i'm out of money and having a health problem and society's
answer is to traumatize me with a swat team as i'm out of
the shower. and, i'm sorry -- that's not mental health, or
bipolar, or whatever. this is really economic


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-27 02:31 [#02637343]
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it's just so overwhelming
being in an intractable situation doesn't make me mentally
ill
but

ill be leaving the country tomorrow and wont be reading
for
some time.
i sincerely wish you good luck with your current situation
and that things turn out well for you whatever paths you
choose.


i'll probably be dead have fun going wheverthefuck yourre
goin


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2024-07-27 11:28 [#02637350]
Points: 12410 Status: Regular | Followup to EpicMegatrax: #02637342



https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_model_of_disability


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2024-07-27 11:32 [#02637351]
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tl;dr disability is only ever a socioeconomic problem, but
by all means feel free to die an idiot's death if you're too
proud to slum it with the dirty cripples


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2024-07-27 11:42 [#02637353]
Points: 12410 Status: Regular



let me guess you haven't even tried for food stamps either
have you


 

offline Roger Wilco from Mo's Beans on 2024-07-27 19:49 [#02637364]
Points: 1998 Status: Lurker



A sign that one is irredeemably mentally ill is expecting
anything of Xltronic.


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-07-27 21:08 [#02637368]
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I expect your posts to always…normally make me chuckle a
bit.


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-27 22:29 [#02637371]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



thank you, darius, for basically explaining that even you
know this is fucking horseshit. and i'm here after my
abusive family has made it clear they aren't doing anything,
and the system has just completely fucking railroaded me.
and run back to... what was it? a different hospital? and
tell the bullshit story you were saying to tell them? you've
already actively, directly, maliciously... etc. and hope
you're happy. i certainly can't do crap except ask for help
as best i can and ask certain people to look themselves in
the mirror right now.


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2024-07-27 22:42 [#02637372]
Points: 12410 Status: Regular



I'm sorry I honestly have no idea what it is you're trying
to say here.


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-27 23:14 [#02637373]
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i believe i said i needed someone to buy my gear locally. i
don't have a car; shipping that sort of crap is impossible.
then the fees for everything for ebay to money transfer.

i had health problems because i live in a fucking food
desert and combined with financial problems... well, i'm
going to go off and walk three miles for bananas now because
the last thing i need is fecalith again amidst all this. i
can already tell i'm starting to get jammed up

now who wants to buy some perfectly good gear or the
landlard gets it


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-27 23:52 [#02637374]
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so it's 1.5mi round, looked it up. i have bananas.
now i'm going to [google] a 2 mile round trip for a jug of
water at a cheaper store

i don't know what to say other than i'm probably too
earnest, honest, whatever for my own good. i'm looking up
the mileages and correcting myself

bbiab. i'll stream later. but it'll be another chillout
session and no whining, tune in


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-28 00:33 [#02637375]
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i'm streaming myself eating a banana and scanning some
recipts. i'll reiterate i'm recovering from a physical
health problem that could come back [see hospital for
documentation] and essentially just trying to take care of
myself admist all this. i need to scan some documents soon,
a lot actually, since that'll be too much to physically take
with me. because ultimately, i'm not going to cause a scene.
i'm just going to walk and do the best i can


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2024-07-28 10:06 [#02637379]
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Food stamps and SSI are means-tested but they pretty much
only look at money so you should keep your gear. Have you
applied yet?


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-07-28 12:51 [#02637380]
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You should apply for the aphex twins, there’s only one
person in the band and a twin means there needs to be a
second person : hense apply.


 

offline mermaidman on 2024-07-28 13:05 [#02637381]
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it's called aphex twin bro not the aphex twins


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2024-07-28 13:28 [#02637382]
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well yeah because he hasn't hired epic yet


 

offline mermaidman on 2024-07-28 16:22 [#02637383]
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juju randy joined thediscord even epic joined the discord
it's your and russell's turn


 

offline mermaidman on 2024-07-28 16:22 [#02637384]
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don't be little cry babies and make me angry


 

offline Tony Danza from NAFO Suicide Hotline on 2024-07-28 16:50 [#02637385]
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we're getting the band back together


 

offline Tony Danza from NAFO Suicide Hotline on 2024-07-28 16:52 [#02637386]
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juju if you rejoin I promise not to hatecrime you (e.g. by
saying that the venn diagram of you and donald rumsfeld is a
circle)


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-07-28 18:14 [#02637387]
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the band


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-28 23:21 [#02637388]
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you what's actually lit?

...OBS on OSX


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-28 23:23 [#02637389]
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sorry people need to be arguing more about whether i should
worry about the criminal trial vs. homelessness and there's
two weeks in between


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-07-28 23:27 [#02637390]
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i said it

if you can hear it


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2024-08-04 22:39 [#02637491]
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this is the most american way to deal with a crisis

isn’t there anybody in the physical world you can talk
to?

any buddy? call em. maybe an old school mate?

you still seem to have net


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-08-04 22:58 [#02637493]
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talking to humans is sooooo 2019


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2024-08-04 23:01 [#02637494]
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and dying home alone is the new black


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-08-05 22:59 [#02637543]
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someone told me to keep the digitakt
privately i had thot the same thing
in an insane world...


 


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