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The racist thread has now become a supergiant sun-- not yet a black hole (sorry, african-american hole), but it's close. There are too many threads orbiting it, and this is the last one I will make. I'd *like* to talk about autechre or something, but let's face it no one replies to an autechre thread in 2024. The people have spoken and they wanna talk about politics and self immolation. Somewhere between 2004-2006 I had an interaction with you that has, in some ways, altered the way I communicate online. I don't remember the initial comment you made, and the memory of my reply is also vague, but I think I looked at what you said and typed: -- "dog_belch your reply was [ ] helpful [x] not helpful" -- *I think* that's what I said anyway. Either way, I'll never forget your 2nd reply, and this IS verbatim: "I don't know who you are so fuck whatever that's supposed to mean to me." I didn't take offense, I didn't stew over it... but what I did do was say "he's right." Ever since that day, I consider if my reply *means anything to the person I'm speaking with* and have aborted many, many posts on account of it, both here and elsewhere. I have also, generally, avoided replying directly to you for years; not because I'm afraid of a response, but because yeah, who the fuck is wolfslice. Compared to 2004-2006, there's way less of us now. You *probably* have an idea who I am, but does what I have to say mean anything? I doubt it. But today I'm gonna break my own rule that you helped design and say: |
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I don't agree with you on everything. I think you're relatively closed-minded when it comes to immutable physical characteristics (but so is big, on the other side), and are less inclined to recognize that not everyone will feel at home in their "home culture." Maybe you don't believe this is the case, or maybe you simply pretend it's not gain the upper hand in online exchanges. Either way, you are certainly bad at acknowledging what's certainly a strong % of outliers. When it comes to today's enforced ideologies, we agree. We both probably would acknowledge the progressive left's "woke initiatives" lack in their inception, as well as any sort of proven efficacy in their application. We both know that the wokeism is simply made-up, destructive, pointless, and there is no better way to say it: a completely fucking retarded method of self flagellation, culminating in the worst cases in setting your own stupid woke ass on fire. But when YOU'RE trying to make your case, I feel you resort to personal attacks and insults in a way that diminishes your point and ultimately makes YOU feel bad. I've seen you now genuinely apologize several times for going "a bit too far." Is this something you'd acknowledge? Are you capable of stopping it before it happens? The way "I don't know who you are so fuck whatever that's supposed to mean to me" worked on my end? |
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I know this place is phobiazero's corpse and we're all just having sex with his dead, swedish ass. It's not *really* important. But if you can manage to state your case in a way that doesn't single out other people, I think you'll carry less baggage and be happier for it. I hope you have a good day regardless, wolfslice P.S. I already know the best response to this thread: --- --- --- ""I don't know who you are so fuck whatever that's supposed to mean to me." |
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when I was like 16 my "rap name" was B Esquire I remember a verse "B Esq bury is face in your hairy fairy fuck a Virgin Mary I'ma quire my dairy truth me told I'ma go for the gold and hit the old LADY, coming up hard and shady want's me to put it in her butt but Esq rides the court case open and shut' |
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quire = squirt in 2nd line. maybe quire is better. quire: any collection of leaves one within another in a manuscript or book. "the scribe numbered the quires of his manuscript as well as the leaves" 25 (formerly 24) sheets of paper; one twentieth of a ream. "the package contained two quires of tracing paper" |
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typos and autocorrects really always take the wind out of my sails. routinely. i wrote this all pretty quick. |
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tldr |
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Dear Wolf. There is nothing I can say by way of reply that would give you value for money for your considered post, save that I greatly appreciate you taking the time, and if I could take back what I said to you, I would do so in a laboured heartbeat. At the end of the day, and this is not an excuse, I do have some kind of personality disorder and I make it worse by drinking too much. Day to day I don't recognise the person I was. My life is an absolute toilet, a textbook in what not to do. I say deeply stupid things and immediately regret it. My mind seems to flip between 3 or 4 witless personalities. All I would say to you, you who have a life and a proper job and the love of a good woman, is to ignore me. |
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let the wokie win |
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I just apologized to epic too the internet makes us all dicks. My advice? Take some shrooms. I bet you already know but their sole purpose is to give you a new vantage point and fill you with eldrich alien cthulu positivity. Postivity nevertheless tho. "Holy shit maybe im actually worth something" and all that. Doesn't come naturally to me either, its always a surpise to be filled with that idea. They're a good reset button, like restarting the computer after it's been on for 5 weeks. Take her easy. |
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i love you dan, even when yr a cunt. i too recommend some teonanácatl, 5 grams dry will give anyone a lifechanger. booze is such a shit drug in comparison |
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Thank you for your patience. I do need a reset, a new vantage point as Wolf says. I am in an ever diminishing circle, swirling round the drain, as they say... if anyone knows where I can buy these fungi ... I don't know anyone or anything really. |
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yr best bet short of knowing filthy hippies is probably the darkweb, i know there used to be a lot of dutch guys with the, er, "ill hookup for the mush" |
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bitcoin is a ballache tho |
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i could really use some shrooms. everything is so unsorted right now |
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The darkweb is probably the *easiest* place (short of knowing hippies) to procure most things, but tbh its sketchy and requires a lot of convoluted setup and interfacing with dodgy crypto and dodgy sellers. The easiest way specifically for p. mushrooms is just to grow em. Yes, the spores are probably illegal where you live, but they don't contain any trace of the active drug and aren't THAT illegal. I know they're legal in italy and spain. The spores are readily available online and lots of places will ship to you even if it's illegal in your region (again, they contain no active drug). The spores are illegal here in california, but I've been shipped some a few times. Labeled "for research purposes." To simply lay out the growing process ("pf tek method") 1. You inject some canning jars with the spores. The jars are full of brown rice flour and a bit of vermiculite on top. 2. You boil the inoculated jars to sterilize them 3. If you sterilized properly, the jars colonize within a month 4. You upend the jars into a little plastic terrarium (just a storage box will do), with a few holes for ventilation. Perelite layering the floor. 5. You fan out your terrarium a couple of times a day and spray your "cakes" with water to keep em moist 6. Couple weeks in you start to find the little guys pinning out. You let em grow until the caps start to turn upwards, pick em and eat em. Or dry them out completely and save them for later. If I can do it any one can do it. I promise it's easier than interfacing with the dark web. Check out the spore situation in your home country, but I know for a fact a lot of places online sell spores to whoever. |
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if you can do it, you can do it for me |
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You boil the jars AFTER you inoculate them?? |
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insouciant |
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sorry my guide was written in like 3 minutes. You boil the jars and THEN inoculate. AND you have to sterilize the spore syringe with open flame too, before injecting. I guess you just have to believe me that I didn't make that mistake when actually growing them ;p Either way that was intended as a basic overview to make the process look about as easy as it is. If you actually do it, read a pf tek guide and don't follow my instruction lol. |
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from the most recent grow, late 2021. All the cakes popped off eventually but I don't have a pic saved. |
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the pinned 2 or 3 times, i dunked the cakes to rehydrate them and they just kept giving. |
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lol ok, I was thinking, daaaaamn those spores evolved to be tough |
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they probably are. I've heard some crazy theories like spores could survive the vacuum of space and are exteterrestrial in origin. But I think their process of evolution (how they arrived to where they are now was mushrooms) is pretty well understood so that's likely bullshit. |
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*as mushrooms. |
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This place was my first internet message board experience (mainly 2002-2007), since here I've moved to other various communities (mostly around romhacking and shit), anyways.. I've had interactions here that has altered the way I communicate online. I became a cunt, but a confident cunt. I think it was jivverdicker or someone that no matter what I was talking about, I'd get my shit packed. RIP LFO |
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I can't believe I'm close to 40 and joined here as a teenager.. time flies. |
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ohhh yeah the Terence McKenna stuff. He was such a sweet little man I can't get mad at his bullshit. |
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Gwely back in like 2005-2006 you were the first person EVER who said "hey wolfslice I like your style can you make me a .zip of your tracks" It really meant a lot to me dude, it really did. I'm still making music today because of little confidence boosters like that. Whatever you're doing now, 2007 era wolfslice appreciated the fuck out of it. I still have your "Horsehead and the Tea Time Sippers" album saved and "8 -The Teapot Tilts, The Tension Thrusts" still fuckin knocks man. legit. |
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it's got my head bobbin right now @1:15 |
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kegel phalanx |
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toasty kairos |
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i have nospore |
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I still have your tracks man. Step off, Rolf and Route 152 East are forever engrained in my mind! I stopped making music around 2014, was satisfied with the albums I did and moved onto other things. I used to have a website with all my albums that Coax made for me but that expired awhile ago, got a soundcloud if you have one too. Man I miss old xlt, it was like years of straight up music talk, and there was always dozens online to chat about new and old releases alike. |
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maybe i should start another forum |
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damn, yeah I miss cx. He got a lot of shit for spamming too much, but that guy was better than almost anyone else here at sound design. I hope he's doing great. one of the few old tracks I kept on my soundcloud. Thx for remembering it man. <3. I still think it's a good track. I remember a pretty hot chick I knew put that as the song that would play on her myspace when you opened a profile, left it for months. I shoulda banged that chick back then! fuck. Anyway man even if you stopped making tunes I hope you're doing well. You made an impact on me personally. The old days of XLT were something. |
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Looks like I'm already following you! |
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well even if you peaced out musically, ima listen to every single track there tonite! I have 3 albums you posted in my xlt folder and always enjoyed your stuff. my fave i've made in the past few years was . but that's enough spam It was *genuinely* good to see ya on and chat with ya for a sec. You're one of a few people here I won't forget. everyone else grow some shrooms and ease up! |
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You know im thinking about it right now and taking stock. I have nothing to complain about. I'm 40. I'm cooking dinner; yeah i poured a touch of vodka and a diet energy drink. I had a nice chat with an old xlt friend. I'm in a long term relationship. I have the day off work. We're going to watch some x files with dinner, I am kind in love with Scully and my wife thinks mulder is sexy. It's all good today. But when I think about the idea of a smokin hot 19 year old chick putting my track on her myspace back when I was 19-20 myself. I mean does it compare? It's like that part of my life was lit up like an x-mas tree and I'll never get it back. I'm extrapolating to the rest of you, but fuck. We're all just getting old. Either we can find the path forward or keep becoming disgruntled as we look back. That's all, peace! |
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gwely it's a shame you hung up your hat because your music is a lot of fun. enjoying these a lot, and you got better too! gyda's ambiguous, confused vocal pop up "mmm here and there...?" 2 valhalla is nice and dark. I'm always looking for that. the vagina song is fun i want more expansive vecture is extremely solid ambient would listen on psychedelics any day off those crumpets is A+ still more to delve into later if you ever make some more @me here or on soundcloud i wanna listen |
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Thanks for listening man, I dived into several of yours this morning. Still got lots more to dig into. Great stuff! I put a real mixed bag up on sc new and old and dated them. I try to show up every now and then and say hi to anyone still here, nice going down memory lane with you. We're getting older that's for sure. |
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