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my grandmother is in hospital, she's 88 years old, got a chest infection and had water drained from her lungs, she had a minor heart attack at some point, just hoping she comes home for christmas. my dad went to visit her last night and i spoke with her over whatsapp video chat, she said shes coming home soon, but my dad said later shes not coming soon shes going to be stuck in hospital for a while. yesterday i went to the psychiatrist with my dad, she said a blood test or scan or something was bad and i have a problem with my heart. my mother also has a problem, an enlarged heart, i went to see her yesterday, she seemed in good spirits though, complained about her job a lot. looking forward to christmas. the other night i had a dream and God was talking to me in the dream, literally talking, a different voice to usual, and i asked who he was and he said "I am God", then i felt an implement pressed into my chest, i could really feel it, thought it didnt hurt, i made some excuses and God said "You're trying to influence me." what are your problems? |
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I’m sorry to hear about your problems, mate. Hold on and hang in there! I know you know a lot and will not be shaken by your beliefs, but I believe God loves you, and forgave you long before you did anything you deem wrong. Much RD warmth and love sent your way! Word is bond! |
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Shaken off* |
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i hope there is nothing wrong with your heart that your grandma and mom can spend time w you over the holidays. meatime enjoy your ps5 gaming try not to stress! |
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Thanks doods |
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umbroman3, u need to become cardiobroman3. that this is not about the gym -- fuck that. instead, very determinedly take walks, rain or shine, three times daily, with each walk simply being about how much you can stand. if you keep this up for a year, along with whatever the doctors say about diet... well, body recovers, you can reverse course. if you are already doing all of this, forgive me. feel better in any case i am trying to find a new job, and it doesn't feel hopeless or whatnot, it is just so. confusing, especially right now. where no one is where if the economy will take a shit, fart, haul ass, what. working in [tech], now flooded with workers that mark zuckerbird cast aside... but no, mostly, juggling like six ongoing "maybe"s combined with a bunch of appointments and such. pure adhd nightmare overwhelming my usual mechanisms; i should call this guy (i did), maybe i should kind of cold call this guy (i didn't), maybe i should write an article on medium.com, i should go do yoga, my bum itches but on the upside: i've just suffered through a covid booster, then a doctor's appointment that ended in a flu shot, then down to the lower floors where they extract vital juices from my arm, and, well, not bad: i'm not obviously dying, i don't have HIV, i haven't nuked my liver, that my numbers even garner adjectives like "good" and obviously i've been driving them nuts with technical questions now that they've emailed me, like, a 7-page spreadsheet of numbers |
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