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offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-18 15:20 [#02565971]
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Mine was alright. I wasn't very productive, I found out my
girlfriend was cheating on me and my mum died.

I did however meet Mos Def who was really nice, got a switch
and there was some good music.

Overall 6/10. What about you?


 

offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-18 15:23 [#02565972]
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Oh I met umbroman this year! Revised to 8/10


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-18 15:53 [#02565973]
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fucking disgrace of a year sorry to hear that!


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-18 15:54 [#02565974]
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I misread that you got a switch off of mos def


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-18 15:56 [#02565975]
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I think this year has been a mixed bag really,
psychologically very hard, im pushing myself to improve,
every day feels like an inexorable, torturous slog over
infernal, endless dark Icey wastes of slush, and that even
before someone sticks the bloody tv on


 

offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-18 16:18 [#02565976]
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Self improvement is incredibly difficult, at least for me. I
am definitely my own worst enemy. Sometimes I really fret
over the things I can't change when I should be focusing on
the things I can. Stupid really.


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-18 16:26 [#02565977]
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yes im in my own worst enemy camp, sometimes I feel like I
actively sabotage my own life


 

offline RussellDust on 2018-12-18 18:06 [#02565982]
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I’m sorry to read about those events, indeksical.

This year has been pretty hard for me, looking back. Marital
and family mega issues, and a struggle coping with
depression and CVS. Thing is, I feel I’ve “grown up” a
fuckload.



 

offline mohamed on 2018-12-18 20:46 [#02565987]
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hard


 

offline mohamed on 2018-12-18 21:16 [#02565989]
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tonight the thing that puzzles me the most is seeing my
sister gradually personificating my defunct mother, which is
something sometimes i do for fun as well, like saying shit
that my mum used to say and stuff like that, but the general
feeling i have of her narrowing on to a childish persona
dont make me feel very well. in fact god pushises me, he
makes me brain screw up over dealable shit, if i have beef
going with her on the back of my head.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2018-12-18 21:17 [#02565990]
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Pretty good.
I got a new job and earn more money now.
I lost a few pounds.
Life still sucks.


 

offline mohamed on 2018-12-18 21:17 [#02565991]
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*punishes


 

offline mohamed on 2018-12-18 22:25 [#02565992]
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best of today now i just lolled about it, was a joke made by
the custiodian this morning to a couple of kids with the
father going to school, i was going to work, about today
being a good day to go the beach. possibly the coldest day
of the season so far, between -4 and -1. and i left my boss
40 minutes outside in the cold waiting for me to arrive out
of his decisions.


 

offline -crazone from smashing acid over and over on 2018-12-18 22:57 [#02565994]
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can't complain. I've no worries. I do need some extra cash.
but that's just cash. cash to buy more excellent electronic
music.


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2018-12-18 23:40 [#02565995]
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i'm a lot better than i was re: psychosis, just moved to a
less locked-down place about a month ago. finances are tight
but that's just money, got plenty of stuff to read and
listen to. it's funny, my life has been on hold for these
hospital years but i think i've really needed them

sorry for yr troubles all ppl who are struggling, i'm
sending out belbwaves of love 2 u all


 

offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-19 21:48 [#02566016]
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Glad to hear you're doing well man, really!


 

offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-19 21:49 [#02566017]
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I need cash too, I want to quit my job next year and start
something of my own but need a fat wedge to do that


 

offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-19 21:51 [#02566018]
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Mo I keep forgetting where you live, I'm in Naples Saturday
night but that's miles away right?


 

offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-19 21:51 [#02566019]
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Did he shag a prozzy yet?


 

offline mohamed on 2018-12-19 21:55 [#02566020]
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Milano

Naples is cool man never been there


 

offline mohamed on 2018-12-19 21:56 [#02566021]
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yup quite far unless i had an helicopter at disposal


 

offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-19 21:57 [#02566022]
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Sorry for your tough year mate, life is shite sometimes.
Don't grow up too much or I won't be able to get manga reccs
off you. Still no chiisakobe in English anywhere :(


 

offline Tony Danza from Haribo Peaches on 2018-12-19 22:41 [#02566023]
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I think belb's good humor in the fave of tuff times is
remarkable and admirable. He may well be the only Englishman
with the grit to survive no deal brexit.

My 2018 was a bit of a mixed bag. Family member broke a
foot, but it got better. I went body surfing in the ocean
and read good books. Discovered a little place that makes
fantastic banh mi sandwiches. Drank dark Belgian style ales
and went for bike rides. Overall A-, can't complain.


 

offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2018-12-19 23:10 [#02566024]
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Is body surfing with the smaller boards where you lie down?


 

offline Tony Danza from Haribo Peaches on 2018-12-20 00:20 [#02566029]
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Like that but without the little board. Just you and Ma
Nature and a swimsuit (maybe).

You Are The Board. I love feeling the churn and roar.


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2018-12-20 00:24 [#02566030]
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but wait... if you're...mermaid and man... who is...?

DUPE!!!


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2018-12-20 00:27 [#02566031]
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No.


 

offline Gwely Mernans from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2018-12-20 07:07 [#02566032]
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depression hit new levels this year, but tried to stay
productive. work out, hike, engage in community stuff. 2
years sober now, good physique.
some good music this year. didnt play many games but enjoyed
the ones i did play (nioh & dragon's dogma). mostly just
listen to bvdub and hack super metroid. hoping to finish up
my game in the new year, and find a new hobby.



 

offline mohamed on 2018-12-20 21:14 [#02566047]
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winter will just start tomorrow, would you believe it


 

offline Tussle Toss on 2018-12-20 23:10 [#02566048]
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Things have been pretty tough. Still getting over two
horrible situations from the year before, and trying to help
some dummies in the family with their debts for the sake of
my nephew. Luckily i'm around better people now, who help me
get through and don't put themselves first all the time. I
hope 2019 is where the ship steadies itself.


 

offline Portnoy on 2018-12-20 23:52 [#02566050]
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It was a mixture of positive experiences and a complete kick
in the balls.

Overall it flew by in an instant.


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2018-12-21 00:44 [#02566051]
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im generally much less depressed and anxious but more
annoyed. i hope its a good sign


 

offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2018-12-24 21:57 [#02566197]
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was great in liverpool, my cousins had a great time too, was
good to meet a zilty member in person and have a little play
with the elektron digitakt too and gossip about other
members and stuff lol.

my year's been ok for the most part, got to play my first
ever live gig, and my second ever live gig. met some wicked
japanese people, but sadly they are going home soon. had
loads of laughs with my cousins and the japanese people. :-D


i sold my modular for £8000, which was great, got to buy a
lot of equipment but sadly didn't make much music yet!
there's always next year for that.

bought my 6 year old nephew a switch which he loves almost
as much as he loves football.

got loads of messages and comments praising my music and
stuff, offers from 5 labels (not that the offers will still
be there by the time i get round to making more music) and
an offer to play in italy that didnt pan out.

anyway thanks to all you ziltians for being there doing your
zilty thing
zilty still has life in it and dont forget to donate to
phobiazero if you want the site to survive.


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2019-01-07 01:28 [#02566645]
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i got bottom surgery


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2019-01-07 08:55 [#02566647]
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nothing too serious i hope? i've had trouble with my own
back passage over the years, it's not much fun


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2019-01-07 14:41 [#02566649]
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n-no i'm fine, i just have a vagina now

i'm sorry about your bum :(


 

offline mermaidman from the indian ocean on 2019-01-07 14:56 [#02566652]
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and i made a thread joking about my anus
sorry guys :(


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2019-01-07 16:32 [#02566657]
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ah right, sorry ima dumb. glad you have the correct bits
now, my own bum gripes are minor really (and resulted only
in a drugged-out endoscope journey that was was actually
quite pleasant)


 

offline big from lsg on 2019-01-07 19:36 [#02566663]
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congs i guess

also everyone take good bum care


 

offline mohamed on 2019-01-07 19:58 [#02566666]
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donate your penis to mermaidman so he can have a transplant
of head


 

offline Tony Danza from Haribo Peaches on 2019-01-07 20:34 [#02566668]
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oh mohamed, you elevate every thread you post in

🏛 🧐 🎻


 

offline mermaidman from the indian ocean on 2019-01-07 21:10 [#02566669]
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ha! u don't need a transplant you're a natural dickhead


 

offline big from lsg on 2019-01-07 21:27 [#02566671]
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also nice to see you


 

offline big from lsg on 2019-01-07 21:28 [#02566672]
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update: fleetmouse forgot his password, but no one really
liked that guy anyway


 

offline RussellDust on 2019-01-07 21:40 [#02566673]
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Mohamed 666 post made me lol.

As for your update, big, you’re so late I’m surprised
we’re still alive. My advice is you buy a bike or
something to keep up!


 

offline mohamed on 2019-01-07 21:49 [#02566674]
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whats natural and whats not....

whatever you think i got, you're mistaken, its innatural


 

offline big from lsg on 2019-01-07 21:53 [#02566675]
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i'm updating Darius


 

offline RussellDust on 2019-01-07 22:08 [#02566676]
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Ah ok. The fact that you replied to yourself and failed to
mention Tony Danzy meant your post was lost on me. Shame on
me!


 

offline RussellDust on 2019-01-07 22:09 [#02566677]
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I’m fact your reply to yourself was to a reply to
yourself.


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2019-01-07 22:20 [#02566678]
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i wish i could help alas the tissues were invaginated :(


 


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