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Mine was alright. I wasn't very productive, I found out my girlfriend was cheating on me and my mum died. I did however meet Mos Def who was really nice, got a switch and there was some good music. Overall 6/10. What about you? |
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Oh I met umbroman this year! Revised to 8/10 |
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fucking disgrace of a year sorry to hear that! |
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I misread that you got a switch off of mos def |
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I think this year has been a mixed bag really, psychologically very hard, im pushing myself to improve, every day feels like an inexorable, torturous slog over infernal, endless dark Icey wastes of slush, and that even before someone sticks the bloody tv on |
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Self improvement is incredibly difficult, at least for me. I am definitely my own worst enemy. Sometimes I really fret over the things I can't change when I should be focusing on the things I can. Stupid really. |
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yes im in my own worst enemy camp, sometimes I feel like I actively sabotage my own life |
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I’m sorry to read about those events, indeksical. This year has been pretty hard for me, looking back. Marital and family mega issues, and a struggle coping with depression and CVS. Thing is, I feel I’ve “grown up” a fuckload. |
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hard |
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tonight the thing that puzzles me the most is seeing my sister gradually personificating my defunct mother, which is something sometimes i do for fun as well, like saying shit that my mum used to say and stuff like that, but the general feeling i have of her narrowing on to a childish persona dont make me feel very well. in fact god pushises me, he makes me brain screw up over dealable shit, if i have beef going with her on the back of my head. |
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Pretty good. I got a new job and earn more money now. I lost a few pounds. Life still sucks. |
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*punishes |
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best of today now i just lolled about it, was a joke made by the custiodian this morning to a couple of kids with the father going to school, i was going to work, about today being a good day to go the beach. possibly the coldest day of the season so far, between -4 and -1. and i left my boss 40 minutes outside in the cold waiting for me to arrive out of his decisions. |
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can't complain. I've no worries. I do need some extra cash. but that's just cash. cash to buy more excellent electronic music. |
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i'm a lot better than i was re: psychosis, just moved to a less locked-down place about a month ago. finances are tight but that's just money, got plenty of stuff to read and listen to. it's funny, my life has been on hold for these hospital years but i think i've really needed them sorry for yr troubles all ppl who are struggling, i'm sending out belbwaves of love 2 u all |
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Glad to hear you're doing well man, really! |
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I need cash too, I want to quit my job next year and start something of my own but need a fat wedge to do that |
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Mo I keep forgetting where you live, I'm in Naples Saturday night but that's miles away right? |
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Did he shag a prozzy yet? |
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Milano Naples is cool man never been there |
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yup quite far unless i had an helicopter at disposal |
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Sorry for your tough year mate, life is shite sometimes. Don't grow up too much or I won't be able to get manga reccs off you. Still no chiisakobe in English anywhere :( |
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I think belb's good humor in the fave of tuff times is remarkable and admirable. He may well be the only Englishman with the grit to survive no deal brexit. My 2018 was a bit of a mixed bag. Family member broke a foot, but it got better. I went body surfing in the ocean and read good books. Discovered a little place that makes fantastic banh mi sandwiches. Drank dark Belgian style ales and went for bike rides. Overall A-, can't complain. |
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Is body surfing with the smaller boards where you lie down? |
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Like that but without the little board. Just you and Ma Nature and a swimsuit (maybe). You Are The Board. I love feeling the churn and roar. |
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but wait... if you're...mermaid and man... who is...? DUPE!!! |
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No. |
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depression hit new levels this year, but tried to stay productive. work out, hike, engage in community stuff. 2 years sober now, good physique. some good music this year. didnt play many games but enjoyed the ones i did play (nioh & dragon's dogma). mostly just listen to bvdub and hack super metroid. hoping to finish up my game in the new year, and find a new hobby. |
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winter will just start tomorrow, would you believe it |
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Things have been pretty tough. Still getting over two horrible situations from the year before, and trying to help some dummies in the family with their debts for the sake of my nephew. Luckily i'm around better people now, who help me get through and don't put themselves first all the time. I hope 2019 is where the ship steadies itself. |
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It was a mixture of positive experiences and a complete kick in the balls. Overall it flew by in an instant. |
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im generally much less depressed and anxious but more annoyed. i hope its a good sign |
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was great in liverpool, my cousins had a great time too, was good to meet a zilty member in person and have a little play with the elektron digitakt too and gossip about other members and stuff lol. my year's been ok for the most part, got to play my first ever live gig, and my second ever live gig. met some wicked japanese people, but sadly they are going home soon. had loads of laughs with my cousins and the japanese people. :-D i sold my modular for £8000, which was great, got to buy a lot of equipment but sadly didn't make much music yet! there's always next year for that. bought my 6 year old nephew a switch which he loves almost as much as he loves football. got loads of messages and comments praising my music and stuff, offers from 5 labels (not that the offers will still be there by the time i get round to making more music) and an offer to play in italy that didnt pan out. anyway thanks to all you ziltians for being there doing your zilty thing zilty still has life in it and dont forget to donate to phobiazero if you want the site to survive. |
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i got bottom surgery |
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nothing too serious i hope? i've had trouble with my own back passage over the years, it's not much fun |
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n-no i'm fine, i just have a vagina now i'm sorry about your bum :( |
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and i made a thread joking about my anus sorry guys :( |
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ah right, sorry ima dumb. glad you have the correct bits now, my own bum gripes are minor really (and resulted only in a drugged-out endoscope journey that was was actually quite pleasant) |
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congs i guess also everyone take good bum care |
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donate your penis to mermaidman so he can have a transplant of head |
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oh mohamed, you elevate every thread you post in 🏛 🧐 🎻 |
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ha! u don't need a transplant you're a natural dickhead |
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also nice to see you |
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update: fleetmouse forgot his password, but no one really liked that guy anyway |
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Mohamed 666 post made me lol. As for your update, big, you’re so late I’m surprised we’re still alive. My advice is you buy a bike or something to keep up! |
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whats natural and whats not.... whatever you think i got, you're mistaken, its innatural |
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i'm updating Darius |
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Ah ok. The fact that you replied to yourself and failed to mention Tony Danzy meant your post was lost on me. Shame on me! |
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I’m fact your reply to yourself was to a reply to yourself. |
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i wish i could help alas the tissues were invaginated :( |
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