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         |  Zephyr Twin
             from ΔΔΔ on 2018-07-10 21:22 [#02556418] Points: 16982 Status: Regular | Show recordbag
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 | Hey man, I'm sorry for the pain and trouble you're going through. This is all very shitty. If your family isn't there
 for you then don't be afraid to ask for help from your
 friends/roommates. I'm 100% certain no one wants you to chug
 bleach.
 
 If nothing else, look at all the people you've affected in
 this thread. SignedUpToLOL said it right, you have a cool
 brain and that makes you memorable. I'm glad you're still
 with us.
 
 Obligatory Hang In There Cat:
 
 
 
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         |  AMPI MAX
             from United Kingdom on 2018-07-10 21:42 [#02556423] Points: 10796 Status: Regular | Followup to Zephyr Twin: #02556418
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 | oh so everyone loves megatracks but literally no support when i was gonna throw myself down
 the stairs they all laughed.
 megatrax dont fall for it. these people they may worship you
 now but they will later delight in ur pain and suffering as
 they have with me
 
 
 
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         |  Zephyr Twin
             from ΔΔΔ on 2018-07-10 21:58 [#02556427] Points: 16982 Status: Regular | Followup to AMPI MAX: #02556423 | Show recordbag
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 | Well, I've "lurked" at best on this board for several years now and even then, only barely. So I've undoubtedly missed a
 lot. Had no idea you wanted to hurt yourself, and I'm sorry
 to hear it if that's the case. But I hope you're doing
 better now, Ampi. Are you still making music?
 
 
 
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         |  Indeksical
             from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2018-07-10 22:05 [#02556429] Points: 10672 Status: Lurker | Followup to AMPI MAX: #02556423 | Show recordbag
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 | brilliant post. 
 
 
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         |  EpicMegatrax
             from Greatest Hits on 2018-07-13 00:18 [#02556602] Points: 25602 Status: Regular | Followup to Zephyr Twin: #02556427
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 | oh, no, not quite. if you go back to that post, that was 2014, and i didn't want to hurt myself, i just wanted the
 pain to stop. then i realized that if i offed myself none of
 my projects would get finished, and if i was going to off
 myself, i may as well get up and work on them?
 
 things got better, but then plateaued. art projects will
 always be there to keep me from getting too bad, but art
 doesn't pay the bills, and i'm drowning in problems, reduces
 time for art, it's a conundrum i haven't really managed to
 solve yet
 
 right now i just need the bad luck to give it a rest. i need
 a solid job and stable living situation for a year or two. i
 figure i'll land that eventually, but it's going to be rough
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         |  mohamed
             from the turtle business on 2018-07-13 21:46 [#02556664] Points: 31593 Status: Regular | Show recordbag
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 | sorry to hear, i just read the title, i hope you werent wondering one of the crazy shit you post about when you're
 driving when it happened, in fact, also for driving, if you
 drive a lot, you have to think to absolutely nothing/less
 posible
 
 
 
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         |  freqy
             on 2018-07-15 22:33 [#02556768] Points: 18724 Status: Regular | Show recordbag
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 | Sorry to hear of your crash with air bags going off an all
 that. : (
 
 Glad you Survived!!
 
 I hope you get everything sorted very soon!
 
 
 
 
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         |  RussellDust
             on 2018-07-15 23:00 [#02556770] Points: 16155 Status: Lurker | Followup to AMPI MAX: #02556423
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         |  EpicMegatrax
             from Greatest Hits on 2019-07-16 01:39 [#02582515] Points: 25602 Status: Regular | Followup to Hyperflake: #02555960
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 | it was the first car i'd ever bought brand-new my whole life. i loved it very much. it still had three or four years
 to go before it stopped being a "nice" car and started being
 old. 2013 Corolla S. i'd sprung for sport tires last
 re-tiring and it added a nice edge.
 
 now i'm back to what reminds me of my first car -- shitty,
 used, ten years old. there are upsides to this, i suppose: i
 do not give a rat fart if someone spills something all over
 the seat. my corolla, i was quite OCD -- but, heck, this car
 is a shitbucket, and i eagerly await replacing it.
 meanwhile: your cigarette burned a hole in the seat? cool,
 whatever
 
 i look forward to having a car i care about again in 1-2
 years
 
 
 
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