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Fine thanks |
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nice one, and you weekend so far? |
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Quite fine thanks |
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my weekend is just vanishing before my eyes, perception of time is so different as you age, depends on what your doing though, when I'm reading it goes very very fast because I'm unaware of my surroundings, same with listening to music. Time only drags when your in a situation you don't want to be in |
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the perception of time is a much bigger effect than relativity which doesn't general come into effect as we all travel at the same speeds more or less |
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I’m ok, though January hasn’t been without drama. |
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post Christmas blues, hope its nothing too difficult! |
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you have the blues? Sorry to hear that! I don’t have them myself, when I said dram, I really meant drama! |
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oh no im ok thanks, i thought you have the post christmas blues, im glad you dont |
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weirdly this new year i felt pretty positive, every other year ive felt bad |
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I have, for the third and ideally final time, stopped drinking. It's only Day 4, but considering I have drunk heavily every single day for at least the last 4 years, it is progress. I am going for runs, eating better, drinking, hey, water, being calm, recognising unhelpful thoughts and letting them say their piece then allow them to leave, and enjoying feeling rather than dampening everything down with vile smelling cheap booze. I am living/enjoying the moment and hopeful for the future. 2018 will see a more considered, reflective, less judgemental SignedUpToLol. An ally, rather than an incontinent, toothless, elderly attack dog. I hope to make you proud of me, and in turn, I hope to add sparkle, rather than fizzy piss, to the lives of others. Cheers! *raises pint of Lime & Soda* |
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i drunk fine wine last week to a greek restaurant and a glass of beer yesterday night |
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nice |
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yes stopping boozing is vital, keep at it. The physical/mental difference from when my brother stopped drinking half a bottle of vodka a night was remarkable. |
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keep at it mate |
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I love greek food, Mediterranean food really is the best I have no problem saying, just fantastic. I went to an Italian restaurant this week, I had a 14th century style Tuscan salad, was well nice |
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this is the place I went too, came on lots of little platters like this |
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awesome |
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Are you starting to, like yourself??!!? |
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self appreciation is no bad thing, |
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been building a new pc for gfs dad, these new motherboard looks quite fancy, lots of weird LED lights like out of close encounters, bios is well swish. living |
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living room is a facking tip |
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I'm still doing quite fine, thanks |
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i'm alright thanks, getting fewer internal voice arguments lately and the visuals have pretty much subsided so i guess that's good, the meds are doing their job. got a way of just repeating things to myself (again internally) to block out voices and letting "real" thoughts percolate underneath in non-language stuff. hard to explain but it seems to work. and dan, glad yr doing well with the booze or lack thereof, i'm guessing the physical withdrawal is mostly over by now so stay well and all that, you're over the biggest hump. time will be going agonisingly slowly but you learn to appreciate music, films, books, etc without the drink turning you into a sloppy caricature with maudlin opinions out of a bottle. which is a bonus along with feeling like a functioning human in the morning. sobriety is forced on me at the moment but i'm glad it is, alkytimes are just depressing after a while |
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how bout now? |
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all aboard the wellness train, first class reserved ticket |
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waiting for an explore live stream.. sometimes is fun. |
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how do you find these things |
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dunno? lol |
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should start within 10 mins. |
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ok, i'll give it a watch, my brother used to climb the old abandoned cranes in the docs, I don't think he has a fear of heights like me |
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oh yeah, i forgot you go on explores. he has a text to speech thing the past few explores. So people can text him live as he walks and steven hawkins girl friend speaks to him. but there are trolls that mess it up big time. so it needs a filter program sorting. |
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where are they? |
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Lithuania i think |
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plenty of soviet bloc era stuff then |
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of course, they just hang on a train |
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lool bloody hell |
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maybe yeah. |
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they may die. |
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yes looks slightly unsafe I must say |
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that one in the middle i thought he'd die. |
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yes fucking hell, it was a very cool thing to see, are they going to get on the next one? |
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no, seems they going again tomorrow more prepared |
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They bus and train surf allot, but usually without ice all over the train carriage, crazy.. |
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ive never seen anything like it |
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he did this 4 hours ago just watching it now |
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