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well apart from trying to top yourself with the pencils up the snozz |
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i was absolutely gutted to hear about that. there's no way i can seem more crazy than belb now |
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i get afterimages from bright lights way more easy than most. should i look at a blank wall, the afterimages have a sort of washed-out red-blue gradient to them. driving at night can be a bit of a snowstorm with all the headlights noising up my visual field. i also still feel conscious of depth in a way i did not before. if i could fix it, i'm not sure i'd want to. |
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sometimes my eyes move side to side really quick or I can see a vascular pulse, one I used to put pressure on my eyeballs with my hands to try and generate phosphenes, and I ended up seeing herringbone patterns for a while |
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Sometimes I'm really blown away by the mental images my brain can sometimes generate, it doesn't seem possibly I can see vey complex landscapes that you would imagine would need immense amounts of calculations to generate, makes you wonder how the brain actually works because its obviously doing something different than maths, well I assume so anyway |
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I don't really experience it now I'm older, being on antidepressants probably stops it as well, but when I went to bed and when I closed my eyes it was like experiencing a more intense Gantz Graf video |
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I know it sounds very self indulgent but this really happened to me, perhaps aliens were scanning my mind |
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Did you see these landscapes like one sees an afterimage? .. In other words: Did you actually experience a visual phenomeon vs. just having a really complex and clear image in mind? .... What regularly happens to me is that after waking up I see a wall of Letters, Numbers and Symbols on top of the normal visual phenomena. Sort of like "¥≈ç√∫~µ∂ƒ©ªº∆†®€ƒ ¥≈ç√∫~µ∂ƒ©ªº∆†®€ƒ©ªº ¥≈ç√∫(SDWDA)34823948 ¥≈ç√∫~µ∂ƒ©ªº∆†®€ƒ©ªº" The picture gets more intense when I close my eyes, but is still there when I open them. It lasts for about 5-10 seconds. It's a bit weird. |
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its a mental image rather than phenomenon, it becomes unbidden into my mind, but I can have some sort of mental control over it in some abstract way if I wish, like a kaleidoscope |
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what you're experiencing, definitely seems like a nth dimensional being is playing etch a sketch with your retinas |
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.... What regularly happens to me is that after waking up I see a wall of Letters, Numbers and Symbols on top of the normal visual phenomena. back in college, i first noticed: -if i study for a calc exam for six hours, when i go to go to sleep, i see a cloud of nonsense calc equations floating around. if i try to focus on any of them in particular, they evaporate. sneaky buggers -if i play DDR for three hours while stoned, when i go to the bathroom to splash some water on my face, i see a perfect regular grid of DDR arrows superimposed over my field of vision. like the calc equations, any time i try to look at one to see what direction it is, it drifts off. more recently: if i'm driving for hours and hours, when i close my eyes, i see nebulous afterimages of cars. unlike with past stuff, though, i've found if i'm following a white car for miles and miles i'll often be able to see that clear enough instead of having it wander off on me like everything else. i call these "afterimages of the third eye." catchy, no? it also happens to my ears when i'm writing music for hours and hours. flangers can be especially persist-y |
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if i'm unusually persist-y, does this mean i'm neuroplatic-y? |
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its a mental image rather than phenomenon, it becomes unbidden into my mind, but I can have some sort of mental control over it in some abstract way if I wish, like a kaleidoscope sort of like when you point a camera at a TV displaying the image the camera "sees"? |
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i thought it would be unbearable schizophrenia plus acid. what i might be missing is that not every trip has to be bad though, i guess, or hallucination. |
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are the hallucinations bad or good depending on the mood you are in? |
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set and setting broseph. if you're full of anxiety or fear about a bad trip the fear will feed on itself, self fulfilling prophecy. friendly environments make for friendly trips in general. i had never dropped acid until a few years after the diagnosis, they are probably the root of some visual components of the schizophrenia though. not that i regret it, i learned stuff about myself and had a grand old time, injuries notwithstanding |
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i liked it when it was snowing and it looked like a van gogh painting in motion. |
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i learned how to telepathically communicate with chimps and orang utans using a broken shortwave radio |
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it's all about phase-locked loops innit |
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i never had hallucinations but i had illusions when in a constant panic state and it was the most terrifying two days of my life. so that's why i thought if i took acid in that condition i would probably just die. but that's because the anxiety was the worst i've ever experienced. |
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once i got food poisoning in san jose, highest fever i'd done darn had on record, vomiting, dehydration, at one point i decided i was a factory and i had to keep my arms moving in a certain pattern in order to keep the assembly line moving. god knows how long i'd kept the assembly line moving before mum came over to check on me, and freaked out when i refused to stop moving my arms in esoteric, repetitive patterns. i didn't understand why she was flipping such a shit. seriously, mom? you do know the assembly line will stop, won't it? have you thought this through at all |
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haha poor woman |
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she eventually grabbed my arms and i reluctantly decided to stop given that she'd already gummed up the works, anyways. then i announced i was going to take a bath. i did, and more or less returned to reality. the incident has come back to puzzle me many times, throughout the years. it was an odd pre-echo of all those hours i spent doing hardware |
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are u nevenen ooohh very nice music |
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i am also and hahathhat and my mind |
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oh i saw your bandcamp before forgot the name nevenen |
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it is a middle-english verb meaning "to say, tell, express, esp. the truth" and i picked it in high school because i liked trent reznor. |
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I guess the closest approximation is something like this, but really its much like this, but yes I get the flaring from the vid you posted |
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I just hope it isn't Cthulu |
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actually that's quite a compelling start to a horror story |
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As I was awakening from my noctural slumbers, the moon shining a cold and sinister light, I looked beside my bedside. Strange mathematical formulas, floating around in visual space, were impairing my vision. ƒ(x,y)=ƒ(x)ƒ(y) ∑ k = m k = n µ~ºª As I opened the Necronomicon and the books of the mad arab Abdul Alhazred in order interpret the twisted science behind the formulas, I read a sentence which revealed a meaning so wretched it would have turned a weaker man insane. The stars were aligned in such a shape that Cthulu … |
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summoned by Cthulu Harvey Weinstein steadily opened the creaking door, his crooked manhood glistening in the quick arc of a moonbeam. "I want to put you in my latest PICTCHA baby" His bathrobe slowly cascaded over his corpulent frame. A sweltering mass of flesh, a white tumorous carbuncle in human form gradually resolving into focus. |
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lol |
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As I was awakening from my noctural slumbers, the moon shining a cold and sinister light, I looked beside my bedside. Strange mathematical formulas, floating around in visual space, were impairing my vision. that reminds me very strongly of Flatland. have you read it? |
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LAZY_TITLE I guess the closest approximation is something like this, but really its much like this, but yes I get the flaring from the vid you posted oh! the thing where you close your eyes and hallucinate a giant, cavernous room. then you open your eyes and it's just your bedroom. you close your eyes and an entirely different cavernous room generates this is like pointing a video camera at a tv, except it's your brain pointing its 3D raytracer at itself. have you ever felt like a sphere flying through a tunnel? that's what a tv-camera feels like all the time mang |
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yo i'm out, sorry to those who liked making jokes with me but yeah it's over.. can't deal with it anymore see yall soon, take care etc and save your money |
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they always come back |
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not always take care and love you all |
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damnit bye Tussle |
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take care tussle |
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hyperflake: tussle: wat |
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yeah thats another good one |
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Take care toss, come back soon! |
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i know that, its sqwee! |
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skwee |
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never heard of this skwee but i guess i get it nice bendy acid hip hop? not far off from my hardware moves |
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oscillator flourish blooms reminiscent of italo, but no, this is a roland pwm |
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it seems we started off talking about brutal, sexually-motivated homicides, but as usual, the thread has degernated into a discussion about rolands and ketamine |
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