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what is an audio typist, man? |
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makes me think to one who makes samples and sells them, are you one of those? |
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makes me think to my first macintosh professor |
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makes me think to movable types |
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nothing to do with music lol, made nothing out of music outside some credits/royalties on other peoples' stuff.. pays for toilet roll and mars bars i guess but yeh um I convert lecturers, presentations and stuff into text.. pays okay :/ scared i'll be replaced by a robot soon though |
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i understand, must be quite a hard job to do in terms of mnemonic effort. do they still show my little pony though, i bet its all 3d gtaphics and doesnt have its original theme anymore. damn man, the good old dayz |
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i am a runner btw |
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boomg boom tsisch i am an audio typist |
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transcription. I managed to do it for a "living" when I was in China. It was only possible though cos at the time I was living in a cheap rural town, my rent was super low and groceries cost very little. Typically it's something one does on the side. Sometimes you get some interesting stuff. Had one about synaesthesia once. Still have it archived somewhere. |
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been around here 15 years. miss the glory days of xltronic. still peruse often. 31, unemployed, anxiety/depression always an issue, got myself sorted and quick smokes and alcohol, 8 months sober and going. lost 50lbs, into fitness lately. hi |
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we unemployed should form together and great a huge biological raft in the middle of the Atlantic ocean and just float around where ever the currents take us |
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I need another cat |
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to eat or to keep as a pet? |
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pet seriously though, bipolar + autism are a horrible combo |
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yes its fucking tough, because its a not a visible ailment people don't understand how crippling stuff like that can be. |
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I prescribe getting a pet cat from the shelter, and listening to at least two hours of acid house every day, |
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don't forget to get out of the acid house on occasion, too. |
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You guys must get some nice welfare, unemployment just not an option in ZA, unless you don't mind living in a shack with no internet. Please don't see that as disrespectful to your situations, just a fact. I will go, try to keep it vague as possible 34, school teacher 👨🏫, been here since 2002, pretty much full time member, on here everyday, refreshing, waiting for lovely new posts, all round saddo, chronically grumpy unless I'm having a spliff, best friend died of cancer, been hiding in my hole feeling lonely and sorry for myself, I'm sure you know the feeling, getting better, slowly becoming less pathetic with gfs help but she's not always around I notice a trend of anxiety and loss on here *pops a Rivotril |
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Same situation here Portnoy, had a couple of friends die in the last year and it really kicks you in the teeth. I'm claiming no benefits at the moment, but considering it.. Part of the anger of loss, is how people really don't give a shit about your situation.. they're very lost in all this social media stuff, they'd sooner google kim k's butt than give u a warm cup of coco or something this is why i choose weird people + cats |
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Sorry about your friend, my dad died of cancer that spread to his brain, I haven't been the same since, it wasn't the death it was the suffering he had to endure that changed me forever |
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i went mad after my mother died, in case someone on this site didnt know it already, so yes, i can picture myself surviving the loss of a friend, but wouldnt bet on myself if i survive with my sister as well. 'came back as a new person' actually making up myself every single day, |
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its weird after my dad died, I'm not scared of death or dying or getting hurt, it overloads your sense so much you really don't give a shit well I feel like I don't care too much if I live or die |
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that was the same for me during my mothers disease, a lung cancer that spread and killed her in the span of 6 months, i think its a bit of an arrogant disposition in regards to death, i illuded myself i was higher than that and ended up living a nightmare, taken a couple of good blows during this period, that helped me back with my feet on the earth and raise my sense of danger back to christian, as we use to say around here |
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yes I id still rather not die all things being equal, I just have no real fear of death or consequences, because ive seen suffering and felt suffering and it feels like nothing could possibly exist, you know that feeling when you feel your stomach drop out of you, that realisation its the worst feeling in the world |
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i felt no suffering when my mother died, i think it was a torture to be witness but me and my sister wanted her to be home, i was kind of icy, like you can be icy after a mike tyson punch |
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i cant recall if the stomach was invoved but it was surely a phisycal thing |
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yes, I try and be prosaic about it as I know people go through the same hardship all the time, my mates dad died when he was 13, I think that fuck his entire childhood up did you get on with your mother rather than your father then? |
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i can recall pain but subtle, ive been terrorized by seeing her convulsing on the hospital bed, like when the cancer attacked the brain or something |
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yeah, i was grown up entirely by my mum |
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yes likewise, helplessness of it all, |
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she was giving punches in the air like, prolly fighting or something ;) |
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Its good you had a good mother, you still have a sister? and mya? |
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my dad had an reaction to the wrong medicine they gave him, they basically tried to OD him on morphine but it wasn't working for some reason, he couldn't see and was shouting I'm going to die, I'm dying, fuck it was bad, I cant really even let it linger in my mind for long |
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sister and maya are still alive ;) |
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fuck |
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i was really angered when i noticed they didnt gave her any of her meds during a two days period in hospital near the end, when they freezed her brain up with a machine i dont know the name, anyways was really angered |
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yes sorry this is eminently depressing, I suppose that's why I try not to mention it, not that I have a problem with talking about my life, it has been 9 years after all, I just don't want the other person I talk to. to feel suicidal! |
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yes they don't give water to dying people either, basically its euthanasia , its like the elephant in the room, I just wish they would smother them to end the suffering its better for everyone |
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im not depressed, actual pain and suffering is premium membership posting |
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the personnel there, didnt look like they were good harted people at all, maybe thats the reason why they could bare working there |
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yes you have to be a bit numb to cope with it I reckon, its something I could never do, id hang myself after the first shift |
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he he |
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I think my dad had a phobia of hospitals, when he was a teenager he was run over by a double decker bus and had to spend 2 years in hospital |
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just think if it had run over his nuts I wouldn't be talking to you now, actually the way my brain is perhaps it did |
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i know you are full geared to make music by this thread and not the computer one ;) |
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how do you mean? |
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remember that pain when you make music, that's what i mean. now im out for some pasta, bye |
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oh yes I see what you mean now, enjoy your pasta mate! |
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god I'm really depressed now! its my own fault |
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i do squats, abs and push ups if that can help |
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