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offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-07 22:00 [#02524210]
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what is an audio typist, man?


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-07 22:03 [#02524211]
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makes me think to one who makes samples and sells them, are
you one of those?


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-07 22:12 [#02524212]
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makes me think to my first macintosh professor


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-07 22:15 [#02524213]
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makes me think to movable types


 

offline Tussle Toss from United States on 2017-07-08 02:22 [#02524230]
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nothing to do with music lol, made nothing out of music
outside some credits/royalties on other peoples' stuff..
pays for toilet roll and mars bars i guess

but yeh um

I convert lecturers, presentations and stuff into text..
pays okay :/ scared i'll be replaced by a robot soon though


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-08 11:12 [#02524261]
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i understand, must be quite a hard job to do in terms of
mnemonic effort. do they still show my little pony though, i
bet its all 3d gtaphics and doesnt have its original theme
anymore. damn man, the good old dayz


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-08 11:33 [#02524266]
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i am a runner btw


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2017-07-08 20:15 [#02524297]
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boomg boom tsisch i am an audio typist


 

offline Portnoy on 2017-07-08 20:41 [#02524302]
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transcription.

I managed to do it for a "living" when I was in China. It
was only possible though cos at the time I was living in a
cheap rural town, my rent was super low and groceries cost
very little.

Typically it's something one does on the side.

Sometimes you get some interesting stuff. Had one about
synaesthesia once. Still have it archived somewhere.


 

offline Gwely Mernans from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2017-07-10 04:13 [#02524469]
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been around here 15 years. miss the glory days of xltronic.
still peruse often. 31, unemployed, anxiety/depression
always an issue, got myself sorted and quick smokes and
alcohol, 8 months sober and going. lost 50lbs, into fitness
lately. hi


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-10 11:51 [#02524475]
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we unemployed should form together and great a huge
biological raft in the middle of the Atlantic ocean and just
float around where ever the currents take us


 

offline Tussle Toss from United States on 2017-07-10 13:18 [#02524487]
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I need another cat


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-10 13:23 [#02524488]
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to eat or to keep as a pet?


 

offline Tussle Toss from United States on 2017-07-10 13:28 [#02524489]
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pet

seriously though, bipolar + autism are a horrible combo



 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-10 13:32 [#02524490]
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yes its fucking tough, because its a not a visible ailment
people don't understand how crippling stuff like that can
be.



 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-10 13:38 [#02524491]
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I prescribe getting a pet cat from the shelter, and
listening to at least two hours of acid house every day,


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2017-07-10 18:39 [#02524496]
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don't forget to get out of the acid house on occasion, too.


 

offline Portnoy on 2017-07-11 15:18 [#02524589]
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You guys must get some nice welfare, unemployment just not
an option in ZA, unless you don't mind living in a shack
with no internet. Please don't see that as disrespectful to
your situations, just a fact.

I will go, try to keep it vague as possible

34, school teacher 👨‍🏫, been here since 2002, pretty
much full time member, on here everyday, refreshing, waiting
for lovely new posts, all round saddo, chronically grumpy
unless I'm having a spliff, best friend died of cancer, been
hiding in my hole feeling lonely and sorry for myself, I'm
sure you know the feeling, getting better, slowly becoming
less pathetic with gfs help but she's not always around

I notice a trend of anxiety and loss on here

*pops a Rivotril


 

offline Tussle Toss from United States on 2017-07-11 17:23 [#02524599]
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Same situation here Portnoy, had a couple of friends die in
the last year and it really kicks you in the teeth. I'm
claiming no benefits at the moment, but considering it..

Part of the anger of loss, is how people really don't give a
shit about your situation.. they're very lost in all this
social media stuff, they'd sooner google kim k's butt than
give u a warm cup of coco

or something

this is why i choose weird people + cats


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 17:40 [#02524600]
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Sorry about your friend, my dad died of cancer that spread
to his brain, I haven't been the same since, it wasn't the
death it was the suffering he had to endure that changed me
forever


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 17:56 [#02524608]
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i went mad after my mother died, in case someone on this
site didnt know it already, so yes, i can picture myself
surviving the loss of a friend, but wouldnt bet on myself if
i survive with my sister as well. 'came back as a new
person' actually making up myself every single day,


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 17:58 [#02524609]
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its weird after my dad died, I'm not scared of death or
dying or getting hurt, it overloads your sense so much you
really don't give a shit well I feel like I don't care too
much if I live or die


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:04 [#02524610]
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that was the same for me during my mothers disease, a lung
cancer that spread and killed her in the span of 6 months, i
think its a bit of an arrogant disposition in regards to
death, i illuded myself i was higher than that and ended up
living a nightmare, taken a couple of good blows during this
period, that helped me back with my feet on the earth and
raise my sense of danger back to christian, as we use to say
around here


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:07 [#02524611]
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yes I id still rather not die all things being equal, I just
have no real fear of death or consequences, because ive seen
suffering and felt suffering and it feels like nothing could
possibly exist, you know that feeling when you feel your
stomach drop out of you, that realisation its the worst
feeling in the world


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:13 [#02524613]
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i felt no suffering when my mother died, i think it was a
torture to be witness but me and my sister wanted her to be
home, i was kind of icy, like you can be icy after a mike
tyson punch


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:15 [#02524614]
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i cant recall if the stomach was invoved but it was surely a
phisycal thing


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:19 [#02524615]
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yes, I try and be prosaic about it as I know people go
through the same hardship all the time, my mates dad died
when he was 13, I think that fuck his entire childhood up

did you get on with your mother rather than your father
then?



 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:20 [#02524616]
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i can recall pain but subtle, ive been terrorized by seeing
her convulsing on the hospital bed, like when the cancer
attacked the brain or something


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:20 [#02524617]
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yeah, i was grown up entirely by my mum


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:26 [#02524618]
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yes likewise, helplessness of it all,



 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:27 [#02524619]
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she was giving punches in the air like, prolly fighting or
something ;)


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:28 [#02524620]
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Its good you had a good mother, you still have a sister? and
mya?


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:30 [#02524621]
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my dad had an reaction to the wrong medicine they gave him,
they basically tried to OD him on morphine but it wasn't
working for some reason, he couldn't see and was shouting
I'm going to die, I'm dying, fuck it was bad, I cant really
even let it linger in my mind for long


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:30 [#02524622]
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sister and maya are still alive ;)


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:31 [#02524623]
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fuck


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:33 [#02524624]
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i was really angered when i noticed they didnt gave her any
of her meds during a two days period in hospital near the
end, when they freezed her brain up with a machine i dont
know the name, anyways was really angered


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:34 [#02524625]
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yes sorry this is eminently depressing, I suppose that's why
I try not to mention it, not that I have a problem with
talking about my life, it has been 9 years after all, I just
don't want the other person I talk to. to feel suicidal!


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:35 [#02524626]
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yes they don't give water to dying people either, basically
its euthanasia , its like the elephant in the room, I just
wish they would smother them to end the suffering its better
for everyone


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:35 [#02524627]
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im not depressed, actual pain and suffering is premium
membership posting


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:37 [#02524631]
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the personnel there, didnt look like they were good harted
people at all, maybe thats the reason why they could bare
working there


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:38 [#02524632]
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yes you have to be a bit numb to cope with it I reckon, its
something I could never do, id hang myself after the first
shift


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:38 [#02524633]
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he he


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:41 [#02524634]
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I think my dad had a phobia of hospitals, when he was a
teenager he was run over by a double decker bus and had to
spend 2 years in hospital


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:42 [#02524635]
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just think if it had run over his nuts I wouldn't be talking
to you now, actually the way my brain is perhaps it did


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:46 [#02524638]
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i know you are full geared to make music by this thread and
not the computer one ;)


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:47 [#02524639]
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how do you mean?


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 18:48 [#02524640]
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remember that pain when you make music, that's what i mean.

now im out for some pasta,

bye


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:50 [#02524641]
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oh yes I see what you mean now, enjoy your pasta mate!


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2017-07-11 18:57 [#02524642]
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god I'm really depressed now! its my own fault


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2017-07-11 19:48 [#02524646]
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i do squats, abs and push ups if that can help


 


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