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i am... i stood outside in the freezing, dead, winter for about seven hours today, just to think, be still, and consider life... i am really bored with life right now... music isn't cutting it anymore & i feel like a selfish bitch |
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awww, make a snowman! |
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i'm kidding..but why? don't you have close friends? |
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i have only one close friend now, but he lives out of state... we used to make music together, but since "college is the start of the future... blah blah blah" everything just kind of went to the shitter. + no snow = no snowman |
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"i have only one close friend now, but he lives out of state... we used to make music together, but since "college is the start of the future... blah blah blah" everything just kind of went to the shitter." same thing happened to me... except is wasnt college... the person I knew changed into someone I didnt know at all....... Plus college makes all your other friends scatter to different parts of the country I can count how many friends I have on one hand.... I hear you Quoth hang in there my brotha... |
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Is college the same crap as highschool by the way? |
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eiii..me too college separated a few of my close very close friends.. it's the shittiest thing ever |
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but we are all your friends, right? and that's all that matters! *group hug* |
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ooooohhh jamie you sound like a teletubbie >_< |
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iroel,..college is so different. you're immune to new things and so many changes...out with the old, in with tthe new..this means friends too |
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I'm spending time trying to rebuild old friendships. In some cases it's working and we can pick up where we left off. A year ago my best friend cut me out of his life for reasons I think are petty. Sometimes you don't notice how alone you're getting until your best friend tells you to fuck off and die. |
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hehe..my goal in life is to be a successful dancing DonkeyRhubarb teletubbie lookalike perverted bear! so thanks. |
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well I've traveled all my life...I guess that such thing won`t mean much to me... |
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we all need to attend church! |
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"Is college the same crap as highschool by the way" no its not, it is VERY different I try to be nice and friendly to people, and do good deeds like holding open doors for people and saying my please's and thank you's always, and letting cars go ahead of me at a 4 way stop. People are starting to catch on that I am a pretty unselfish decent person... I hope that catches someones eye ... cause there is no way in hell I am ever going to try and start a friend ship with anyone else agian.... Luckily I focus most of my energy on making music so that distracs me from myself... try making more tunes Quoth, distract yourself seems to be working with me |
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you want to hear some of the stuff i've been working on? i've kind of put my site to the shitter as well & erm... well i think the music sucks too! go figure! |
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why you gotta be so hard on yourself, maw?! |
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"cause there is no way in hell I am ever going to try and start a friend ship with anyone else agian...." god, you sound awfully bitter.. |
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"is it better to have loved and lost, than to have ever loved at all?" |
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"when all else fails, there is always masturbation" |
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"tell the children i love them...I wasn't joking!" ~ God |
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"sex can wait, masturbate" |
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so are you peeps really lonely? or just entertaining? i'm somewhere in the middle... some people go around acting like my emotions are strings they can fuck around with! what a great outlook on life! |
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if i don't see my boyfriend in the next few days here..i'll be bustin some bones i'm fuggin lonely!! and needin the support. family's a pain in the ass and friends aren't really here...so he's really all i've got. which brings me down a little. i cried in my room for 3 hours today...what a loser. i haven't done that since i was 10! |
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suicide is the answer |
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hey, at least you have a person! i got ditched from a 2 and a half relationship because my girlfriend is going to college out in baltimore, maryland & "can't handle the stress" i give her! hah! we're soo fucking far away from each other, the only stress i give her is the phone calls telling her, "i love you!" but... she didn't even say "happy thanksgiving" to me or anything while she was home for the break! what a great way to end it! :) i'm so enthused! |
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man, i got in some trouble with soem friends, coz they thought i was the reason this dickhead got caught dealing. the fact that he grows it in the front yard, nah THAT didnt alert anyone, duh. So I spent a year drinkign goon with some ppl i barely knew and not having much fun but i saw some of my old friends at a party and we all got together and sort of sorted it out, we just dont talk about it coz i found out my mum might have leaked something to someone, which shit me off no end.....so yeah we avoid the subject but im back hanging out with them all again. life is good. dude, the point is you just gonna hang in there, cool stuff happens as well as bad stuff and you'll fnid yourself happy before you know it :) |
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reading non-fiction helps |
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yes!!! ... oh, wait, I thought the title of this thread was "are you SEXY" Sorry. |
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DO LOTS OF DRUGS! |
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no dude! too little to do... i'd rather spend my money on some music equipment, ie... |
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yes indeed, equipment is a good thing "god, you sound awfully bitter.." -qrter Not bitter, but dissapointed in past friendships |
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if you went through what I went through in the past 5 month's you would understand..... |
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"when in doubt,pull out" friends are just fillers sometimes-you need to find that one good one I call her Mary Jane |
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this really isn't about my long friendship... it's more about a girlfriend i had... loneliness when it comes to loving a girl/woman/person of your sexual preference... what have you... i'm sick of being lonely |
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every moment of my life... |
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me too. but i'm my own best friend ... sounds sick. |
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very lonely |
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Yes, by neccesity rather than choice. "Distance makes the heart go wander" and all that... It's one of (few) the disadvantages of people not staying where they were born for the rest of their lives. I rarely see: my brother, my cousins, my best friends and when I was with her, my ex. The only way to deal with it is to make new friends wherever you go. Mind you it's possible to have too many friends, I hate it when people try to drag me down the pub when I want to stay in and make music. Map: Yes, as ill as it sounds I've learnt to love my own company. |
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so true ceri jc, my only problem here is my english. i wish i could write and talk with you all peoples about everything... |
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i have a lot of pals but still i am lonely odd |
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In addition to that. I'm the only one I can trust. You can spend a lifetime thinking about how your life should be, or you can start working on it. That sounds easier than it is, I know. You need to think and take time 4 yourself, offcourse. Dont worry. We all have lost lots of friends, sometimes because of college, moving away, fights or even that someone died. We're only human. Dont think about it too heavy. I just can say I feel bad for you. |
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C738: Yes, it's true that you can only trust and rely on yourself. Other people no matter how close to you often let you down and the closer they are the more it hurts. I'm not saying you should become insular and solopistic- just that you need to keep yourself as "backup" for when other people, as the are prone to, mess you up. Map: Your English is very good, I'm sure coming here helps it get even better... |
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maybe it's in our genes to be lonely... Humans are social animals after all. Unfortunately we're a bit too smart and start wondering what our purpose on the planet is and get depressed about it when we discover what the fate is of all that we love. Life is very hard sometimes so I try to do everything that makes it more acceptable. I find lots of pleasure in things that are often overlooked. I hope you'll get better. |
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What I have noticed on the board is that a lot of people feel like they're an alien. The feeling of just not being understood by their environment. Like neetta said. Having a lot of pals but still feeling lonely. My mates think I am unpredictable. They've known me for minimal 5 up to 20 years. And they still dont have a clue what I'm about or up to. Its an advantage on some areas. |
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Internet is collective loneliness. It sounds like a paradox, and it is. |
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Thats why were on a messageboard. |
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I am not lonely haw, haw, I told all my friends to go fuck themselfs, so now no one is getting on my nerves anymore. |
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LOL @ Monoid, always a chirpy, cheeky chappy that one :P Reminds me of time I jokingly said to a mate a few weeks before leaving high school that I'd start being a real twat, just so no one would miss me when they went away to uni ;) |
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Yes, very. Kind of by choice, kind of not. Look at my post count, come on, I'm a lonely sucka. ;-) |
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