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New years is over all the cheer is over, dont get me wrong, I like the spirit of the season and all, I dont ever get into it like others, but I enjoy it. But now that its all over, everywhere its time to get back to normal, normal everything. It has been a life chaning year for me, 2002 was very very fucked up. My life changed a considerable amount. I woke up today, feeling hungover and nostalgic. A lot has changed for me, and I have a funny feeling 2003 is gonna rock my world as well, for more good reasons than 2002 did. I dont do new years resolutions, but I did tell myself more than once last night, throughout all the parties that Id do things differently. And well.... here is my chance. Start 2003 off on the right foot and with a clear mind. Focus out all the stupid things, all the trivial, focus on my thoughts, be mindful of my thoughts and realize what I think, do and say before I think do and say them. And with that, this is my entrance into 2003, the new year. |
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"I woke up today, feeling hungover and nostalgic" that is awesome --------- personally, I wish you the best, seems you have the head on your shoulders to make the changes and adaptations you need. DOn't let ONE motherfucking thing stand in your way! |
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Be more precise, why was 2002 a fucked up year for you ?! What things exactly changed....tell us all, well play ur psychatrist |
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thanks. and I wont let anything in my way this time.... not like last year. things happened last year, and..... to say the least it changed my life. I found a large dose of reality..... and it hit me REALLY hard. the nostalgia was overwhelming. as it still is a bit with me now, an hour after I woke up. I felt sad, but realized that if I just keep my head up right now, that sadness will turn to strength. I dont want it the other way, I want it my way this year and its going to happen. |
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no, 2002 had a lot of problems, with lots of my friends, doing bad drugs in large amounts, on a regular basis, like always groups of friends get mixed and fucked around and thrown into the fray, best friends changed various times, I had a girlfriend for 10 months, and then we broke up, that was HARD, that was only 2 weeks ago. That hurt like ive never hurt before... well other times that has happened to me but you get it. Im not depressed, just... a little walked on I think. Every new years day is always the same, it always feels good because I know, and this year I know that Im going to do things right this time. |
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i cant be bothered to real all your saying, but even so....good luck! |
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i'm one year wiser :) |
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I hope your year will be filled with good times and noodle salad REFLEX One of the super oldskool members, rock on to the maximum level man. Stay away from those bad drugs and shine on |
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ill shine on. |
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i think i understand how you feel... ' _ ' good luck REFLEX!! me i haven't got much hope for 2003... it's like good times definitely ended on september for me (ended high school, university begins)... maybe not only for university, but i have the feeling i have lost something that i will never find again... |
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uzim: that feeling will come back for other things that you do not in this moment find that feeling for. trust me. |
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i know... i know =( |
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ok, so can I have that 5 minutes or so wasted while reading this thread back? |
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no! ask the god of wasted time for that if there is one! ;) |
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do I have to convert to any religions to do so? |
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reality hurts, i lost my 2 major illusions, feel like i never love anything like the girl, the weed (with tobacco), i really fell with you and i hope we´ll find new satisfaction... lets never struggle, we learn most when it hurts like dying... |
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You're all making me depressed... |
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