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offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:17 [#00444751]
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whats the most fucked up thing thats ever crossed your
mind?

perhaps for me... it was when i was sitting on an airplane,
and I was in the emergency exit seat... it came to my
awareness... that i was 3 simple movements from killing
everyone. 1. move to the window. 2. grab the lock. 3. pull.
its so incredibly easy. like. just think about it. its so
simple. but the hardest thing is your mind. you could never
convince your mind to do it. funny how mental barriers are
stronger then physical ones.

btw. this was before 911


 

offline Ophecks from Nova Scotia (Canada) on 2002-11-16 22:19 [#00444755]
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It would be so easy to equip yourself with a gun and a
silencer and go on a killing spree. Really easy, especially
under certain circumstances and in certain places...

What a demented thought... Hey, I wouldn't hurt a fly!


 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2002-11-16 22:20 [#00444757]
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I have that all the time.. its just the simple realisation
that when you're walking down the street you could push
anyone for a car, pretty much just like that.. or hit
someone..

can be pretty scary thinking about that.


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:21 [#00444758]
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yeah

killin in general

its such an easy process, physically.


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2002-11-16 22:22 [#00444759]
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Lol pretty cool...yeah anyway...I dunno, I wondered how many
people in my school, I could kill with a simple Screwdriver
/ Hammer, until the police arrives.....


 

offline Iroel from Pisa (Italy) on 2002-11-16 22:23 [#00444760]
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Sometimes I think about pushing someone infront of the
oncoming train in the subway....
And I wonder on thinking about what would happen, about the
person's face, about the other people reaction...
Would they try to stop me or would they all go to try to
save the guy on the tracks before the train comes....

Boredom makes you think fucked up stuff...


 

offline LeCoeur from the outer edge of the universe (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:23 [#00444761]
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just so you know.....tis impossible to open the emergency
door while 'in-flight' the pressures outside make it
impossible at a cruising altitude. you think we TRUST you
blokes! ha

it's a cool movie trick tho!

fyi -
db cooper was able to open one of ze doors cos the plane was
at a low altitude.


 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2002-11-16 22:23 [#00444762]
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*sweating*

thank god WE'LL NEVER DO ANY OF THIS STUFF!!!

*giggles nervously and goes to bed*


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:23 [#00444764]
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its weird.

no one really talks about the darkest shit thier mind has
ever thought up. we say to ourselves "thats fucked up, i
cant beleive you just though of that"

but like, perhaps its not good that we shove it into the
back of our minds...?


 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2002-11-16 22:24 [#00444766]
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I think the bystanders would do pretty much nothing..


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:25 [#00444767]
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hmm, yes that does make sense in retrospect lecoeur

*feels somewhat better about myself now*

hehe


 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2002-11-16 22:25 [#00444769]
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oh dear.. Sigmund Freud Land..


 

offline LeCoeur from the outer edge of the universe (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:27 [#00444773]
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doesn't believe evil Q is really EVIL =0)


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:27 [#00444774]
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but like

seriously... think of the most happy, nicest person you
know.

they think of fucked up things too.
just as fucked up as you.

its a daunting thought, because you just cant picture it


 

offline Iroel from Pisa (Italy) on 2002-11-16 22:29 [#00444775]
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I think that sometimes we feel the need for the
un-expected....

let's face it for most of us our way of life is a given, is
just a constant routine, and endless cycle with few
changes....

And I think that somehow we resent that, especially me...

So I wonder what would happened if I did the most unexpected
thing in that moment, and how my life would go on...
How I could change completely my life, and how I could throw
to the air those 17 years of plans....



 

offline LeCoeur from the outer edge of the universe (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:29 [#00444779]
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i can honestly say i've never had homicidal
thoughts......however i have wanted to crack a bottle or TWO
over some blokes head a few times....

basically i just wanted them to shut UP for the time they
were in the same vicinity as me.....not FOREVER. have not
met someone thats made me feel that way yet......maybe thats
to come down the road.....ehehhe


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:30 [#00444780]
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exactly

even in lesser situations... there is so much your simple
actions could do that could just change everything.



 

offline CORTEX from Canada on 2002-11-16 22:30 [#00444781]
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it's pretty much a known fact that everyone has these
'obsessive thoughts' from time to time, like driving and
thinking what it would feel like to switch lanes and make a
frontal collision with the upcoming traffic.

just as long as the compulsions are controlled, there's no
problem!


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2002-11-16 22:31 [#00444784]
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I always thought about killing my Dad, and than Id take pics
of his decomposing body, and than Id send the pics to Rotten
or Stileproject, and than they'd wonder if it was real or
not, and than Id invite my neighbours, and kill them with a
scredriver, and everybody would be wondering where they
were....


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:31 [#00444786]
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im not saying i was actually considering it lecoeur... just
that the possibility, the ease of it was possible.

youve never had a totally fucked up thought like that?


 

offline CORTEX from Canada on 2002-11-16 22:32 [#00444788]
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you like screwdrivers i see.


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:33 [#00444790]
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actually... being somewhat of a recluse, and living in a
single dorm room... i kinda always think "what if i die? no
one will know for like 5 days or so, until they smell it...
my parents wouldnt know who to call to find out info..."

its crazy

fucking imagination


 

offline DaWeeze from WANTED IN 16 STATES! on 2002-11-16 22:33 [#00444791]
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Weeze...SECRETS

Weeze isn't a nickname...it's what I do every time I get my
porn bill...

Weeze...SECRETS


 

offline Iroel from Pisa (Italy) on 2002-11-16 22:33 [#00444792]
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I enjoy the compulsions very much



 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2002-11-16 22:34 [#00444793]
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*giggle giggle*


 

offline CORTEX from Canada on 2002-11-16 22:34 [#00444795]
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you silly conan obrien ripoff!!!

;)


 

offline CORTEX from Canada on 2002-11-16 22:36 [#00444797]
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you do?

the compulsion is when you act upon your obsessive thought.

as in obsessive-compulsive disorder:

obsession - everything is dirty, i'll get germs and die!

compulsion - wash/disinfect evryfuckingthing!


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:37 [#00444798]
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some times, i also feel like just standing up in class,
state that "this sucks, im leaving" and walk out the door.

its such an easy process. stand up (do it all the time)
speak 4 words (do this all the time as well)

but its not easy to do...


 

offline Ophecks from Nova Scotia (Canada) on 2002-11-16 22:38 [#00444799]
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Considering the amount of traffic that sites like Rotten and
Ogrish get, people are nowhere near as innocent as they let
on. Everyone's insane, a little.

We ALL go a little crazy, sometimes. *muhahahahhahaha

(I can't look at blood without starting to cry to my mommy)


 

offline LeCoeur from the outer edge of the universe (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:39 [#00444801]
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i've never even considered it, dats for sure.

not that i have not had reason.....believe me you have NO
idea the peepz i run into on a daily basis. but even given
the opportunity i wouldn't shove someone into a jet
engine.....

i think i've had more dark thoughts about myself (they've
been rare) than harming others.....


 

offline Iroel from Pisa (Italy) on 2002-11-16 22:41 [#00444806]
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well I think compulsion is apropriate, because it's not like
an idea, but like a need to do it....a gut feeling...

Like a crave...=\


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:42 [#00444808]
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so you are saying that you are just a happy, nice girl that
doesnt think about crazy shit...?


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2002-11-16 22:43 [#00444809]
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Yo anyway, yall should watch Fight Club, ist a good movie


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:43 [#00444811]
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and like, id never throw someone into a jet engine either.

im like the most pasifistic person youd ever meet.

but its just thoughts that jump into your mind...


 

offline Iroel from Pisa (Italy) on 2002-11-16 22:46 [#00444814]
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Yeah I watched fight club...
It's like when the narrator hopes for a mid-air collision...


 

offline Ophecks from Nova Scotia (Canada) on 2002-11-16 22:47 [#00444817]
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Most of the crazy violent thoughts I get are directed
towards myself. If not me, then pop stars.


 

offline Iroel from Pisa (Italy) on 2002-11-16 22:47 [#00444818]
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"Life Insurance pays you triple if you die on a buisness
trip."


 

offline princo from Shitty City (Geelong) (Australia) on 2002-11-16 22:48 [#00444820]
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When I was a learner driver.
Driving down a highway I saw some one behind the back of
there car on the side of the road, I was seriously
considering slamming into the back of his car, crushing his
head between my car and his car.

(big mess)

All at 110kph!! :-|


 

offline LeCoeur from the outer edge of the universe (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:51 [#00444824]
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what i'm saying is that i don't have those kind of thoughts,
cravings, urges.

dunno......maybe i have yet to enter that stage......or dare
i say it's perhaps a more male/testosterone driven
feeling......dunno that either

i just have not at this point....that could change


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:53 [#00444827]
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um... there are people outside my door, smacking each other
across the face

ahhh college, the place where smart people go!

lecoeur: perhaps it IS a male thing....


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:54 [#00444828]
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OR maybe its a depression thing...

who here has depression?

*raises hand*


 

offline Iroel from Pisa (Italy) on 2002-11-16 22:56 [#00444831]
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*raises hand*

I recognized my self in 8 out of 9
Personality-disorders too =D



 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 22:57 [#00444834]
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smoke break

brb


 

offline princo from Shitty City (Geelong) (Australia) on 2002-11-16 22:57 [#00444835]
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never,

I think its just bordom for me...



 

offline Iroel from Pisa (Italy) on 2002-11-16 22:57 [#00444838]
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how many personality disroders there are 9 or 10?


 

offline Amonbrune from Vancouver (Canada) on 2002-11-16 22:59 [#00444839]
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LETS ALL SING THE HAMTARO END THEME SONG!!

READY?

LETS GO!

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah do la la la

Yeah yeah yeah yeah un a la

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah do la la la

Yeah yeah yeah yeah do a la yeah

Lets make a wish oo oo make it come true
Singing along with us is all you do

Come on and be your best oo oo get a 100 on your test

All of your dreams will come true!!!

Come on and sing this secret spell, its just for you

Think of all that love will bring

Hamtaro will know just what to do. This will be our song
come on and sing!


 

offline Iroel from Pisa (Italy) on 2002-11-16 22:59 [#00444840]
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Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah do la la la

Yeah yeah yeah yeah un a la

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah do la la la

Yeah yeah yeah yeah do a la yeah



 

offline Amonbrune from Vancouver (Canada) on 2002-11-16 23:02 [#00444843]
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LOL Iroel...thats the spirit! :)


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-11-16 23:06 [#00444848]
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i need a hug now.... :'(


 

offline Ophecks from Nova Scotia (Canada) on 2002-11-16 23:08 [#00444851]
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*raises hand

And I was deep in it last week... Metroid Prime's release
has me pretty happy, though. Joy!


 


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