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I hate the idea of pouring one's heart out on a message board, to those one knows through a very strange communicative medium when invariably very little helpful information can be given (due to the restrictions this medium places on one's knowledge of another's life).. so I won't go into details. I will, however, say that my life is deeply depressing at the moment. Immensely unsatisfying. I don't want to go the way of poor k_maty. I keep on with the spirit that my parents instilled in me; that things always work themselves out, things will get better, and no problem is insurmountable. When that spirit has been tried, tested, and beaten rather heavily by experiences, it wears quite thin. I've come to learn that however horrid lonliness is, dejection, desolation and despair are much moreso. Dejection, desolation and despair: by your powers combined, I am Captain Planet! GO PLANET! oh dear. Looks like insanity is another to add to the list. Anyhow, this is not a goodbye (like my last one or two), but needless to say, this internet and its synthetic "communities" are doing me no good. All I'm saying is that I'm not doing so good, you won't see me around much, so perhaps spare me a thought if you are that way inclined. I wouldn't wish this upon anybody: that is all. (as a note, the satie gnosiennes are the perfect soundtrack to this egoist emo bullshit) |
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Dont feel downtrodden! Although at times life can seem to deliever a pounding, it is there to strengthen you to the future. Tough times improve people as a whole. Dont let it get you down and remember that just about everyone and everywhere feels like this a couple of times a year. I hope you feel better! :) <3 |
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i'm sorry to hear that you are feeling down. times of depression isn't very nice, but I've found that things turn out good after a while. a change of enviroment and scenery might do good. perhaps take some time and go some place. do a little exploring. if you take some time off the board i wish you well, and if you want to feel free to drop me an email, and I'll try to respond in kind words. |
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fairplay. youre in ireland, so i guess some fresh air (however thick with the smell of cow dung) will do you good :D i've had a mix cd, in an envelope with your address on it for months now, lying in my drawer after you helped me solve a minor problem with my computer over the board. i'll get a new one made and send you the old one too. i promise. i work really close to a post office now, which will help. my aim is not to make you feel a bit better about the whole "synthetic community" thing, but it'll mibbe give you a wee smile and keep you occupied for a bit. take care, and steer clear of elliott smith cd's for a few days :) |
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fuck you've become boring the last few weeks. |
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Get outta here, please. |
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its only when i read this thread did i realise it said being emo and not brian eno |
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i don't even know your name, but i feel as if we almost met, just because i went to dublin (makes no sense i know). i always enjoy your cynical and sarcastic posts, though i started to wonder what was wrong when i read your replies in the jeff mills thread. Please do whatever you feel will help to get through this. I owe you a pint for giving me tourist pointers and i intend to buy you that pint sometime in Dublin. I know you were in wicklow to study. What's become of that, if you dont mind my asking? |
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what did k-maty do? |
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uhh its pretty sad news :( |
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She should have been banned ages ago. It's just pathetic trolling. |
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thanks for your kind words. weaklingchild - i'd forgotten about that, but i do remember it! that would certainly make me smile, i'd very much appreciate that. very, very kind of you. i'll try to steer clear of elliott smith and joni, they were played heavily last night.. j198 - i'm glad my pointers came in handy, even if you did find hogan's a bit crowded :) as for the jeff mills thread, yes, that whole night was full of ranting, rudeness and generally being as anti-social as one can be on the internet. certainly a very terrible night. as for my studies, yes, i've finished both my repeat exams and I'm wondering now whether I've gotten into second year alright. the move back home to wicklow has a lot to do with this depression: there is nothing to do around here, except lay about on the internet/watching tv, and it's indescribably suffocating over the weekend. i'm moving out very soon though and that should lift my spirits. wicklow just isn't the place for a nineteen year old with interests that don't include massy fergusson tractors, "eweing" and whatever else it is these inbred bogger fuckups spend their time thinking about. |
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I hope you solve this issue and figure things out, and it's true that everyone feels down like this sometimes. Keep it going and know that we wish you the best of luck! |
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GET YOUR OWN SCHTIK! IM THE DEPRESSED SUICIDAL EMO TARD on this messageboard |
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Has k_maty topped himself? Have i missed some juicy gossip? I think Keef said it best when he said "Not everyone makes it, man" |
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Genuine LOL @ that post. Monoid, you are a character! :D |
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Chin up son, it does get better over time. Get more exercise, go out for a binge, spend more time with real world mates. It all helps you see things in a more positive light. |
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Frrom all the posts you've made redrum one thing has strruck me... yourr life isn't bad in the least. So stop whinging and get yourr act togetherr. The comment I don't want to go the way of poor k_maty is out of line. |
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I'm not being off hand and hurrtful, I mean what I say and in a months time... 6 months time... you'll agrree with what I've said herre. |
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Stop being so fucking sweetwifey about the whole thing! People die. |
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Ahh fuck off bill_hicks |
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Sounds like an Opto on me. Do it Alex! Do it! |
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If I were you, I'd |
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the only way is up i feel depressed every single morning, but by the end of the day im fine. I think tis becuase ive never ever been depressed in my life and gods teaching me a esson. |
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How did your buddy kill himself anyway? If I was to do it I would jump in front of a train. That's the man's way out. No fucking cry for help there. |
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...and some poor sod who drives trains for a living suffers nightmares about it for months and there's a 50:50 chance they can't bring themselves to drive trains again and subsequently lose their livelihoods and in extreme cases, their family and homes. Some socialist you are... |
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...But I agree a "decisive" suicide is the only way to do it if you decide to go down that route. Pussying about with a pack of asprin or scratching your wrists with scissors is no way to go about it. What is it, 5 out of 6 suicide attempts fail? Pretty lame. |
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woe is me, i'm so emo |
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Real Men talking about how Real Men kill themselves, in a Real Manly way. |
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Qrter, your new avatar next to that post makes it look necro-homo-erotic. |
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redrum, the best to you and i hope everything turns out well btw. the best cure for depressions is having goals and committing yourself to them. so if you're running out of goals lately, go find some new ones! |
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