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If you have enough money to travel then I'm sure you have enough money to move out and support yourself. Also, can your parents help you out a bit? Or do they want you home? |
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You have my sympathies. Life can seem pretty hopeless when you're depressed, and in a shitty situation. Is there a part of you that isn't like this nihilistic side of you? I went with my nihilistic side for a while, nearly ended up dying from doing too many drugs. I think that was the whole thing though anyway, I didn't really care if I died or not. You may not believe it right now, but I do believe there's a chance for happiness on the other side of this. It may take a long time + therapy + grieving, but I do think it's possible. I've been off drink and drugs now since early June and I'm definitely happier than I was back then. The best advice I have for helping yourself would simply be this: be honest with yourself. Accept the truth of what's going on for you internally. |
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The world is massive, with many lifestyles and places to explore. To stay in one place for so long, is to deny ourselves one of the great privileges of living on Earth. |
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Amen ! glorify HIS name. |
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go hang out with Monoid, he need a aphexphriend |
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Learn chinese or spanish at night school. Occupy your mind. I take it you get for free being jobless. Sell all your stuff on ebay. buy a iphone/ipad or laptop. Go see what's out there. You can always come back at worst. |
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This year, I've lived in Hawaii, Canada, secluded desert in California, and Egypt. Life is an adventure, but you gotta go out and LIVE IT. If you cannot be like "fuck you" to a boring life and make serious changes to realize a non-boring life, you will still be saying "fuck you", but it will be from you to yourself. With a few thousand dollars, you could live for many months in many "third world countries". |
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You think you missed a bit of hatred from your parents now and then or do you mean they were overprotective? People loving me too much is actually quite nice. they rarely fuck me up. (Actually some do. They freak me out.) I guess it's about how we interpret the word i suppose. Oh and 10'000 planets? Sorry that's laughable. It's like saying there's a limit. a "wall". So far i don't think anyone has found it yet. The bit where there's nothing.The separation. Nothing. How can one even concieve or understand what nothing is? I'd love to ask Dawkins, though i think Hawking would be far more interesting. [x] drunk I hope someone bumps in and talks about string theory, the ever increasing amount of apparent dimensions, infinity, and why god has a beard. |
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Oh and yeah, run away. Always the best way to solve things. I agree with John Nasato though. Travelling is great. Too much of it made me want a "home" though. Yeeees the planet is my home. But you know what i mean. My place, family. Holidays for sure. But somewhere where i'm anchored. This is subjective of course. I have lived and been brought up in many, many countries. Around the time i was 25 i was desperate to settle down. |
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Next step is joying a Mexican cartel. |
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i hope you get aids |
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Sorry what point was it then? All i'm saying is that with current understanding one could very well say there is an infinite 'amount' of life out there and couldn't be proven wrong. As for being proven right, well i think it's clear. Unless we really are on the only planet ever to hold life. In infinity... if the theory is true (which we don't know) Maybe a hardened Finitist would faint reading my words. Or an idiot. But i'd love for anyone, even here, to explain to me where it all ends. What it's like. And most importantly (as my brain cannot concieve the idea) What is after the end? What surrounds the end? This is why i love Camus so much and his idea of absurdism. This absurd quest we're on. Not just scientifically but also spiritually. Ultrafinitists: Hit me! edit: oh this has got me checking out a few things. I like this (taken from wikipedia): "Note that the question of being infinite is logically separate from the question of having boundaries. The two-dimensional surface of the Earth, for example, is finite, yet has no edge. By travelling in a straight line one will eventually return to the exact spot one started from. The universe, at least in principle, might have a similar topology; if one travelled in a straight line through the universe perhaps one would eventually revisit one's starting point." Sure. Fair enough. But my silly mind can't grasp it. Sure it works on eath, but then the earth is surrounded. So what would surround the universe if it was a loop thing. As for the universe being flat. Sure, fine. But again, what surrounds it? What holds it there? All in all it's yet to be proven whether the size of the universe is finite or infinite. I don't even know why the fuck i'm talking about this anymore. :) 06:39 alone with two americans. posting like i was some blogger from hell. drunk, lonely and pathetic. COME ON YOU CUNTS LET'S HAVE SOME XLTRONIC! |
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I think in your twenties it dawns on people everything is difficult, youthful optimism seems to take a kicking. It is not all economic disaster and evil people, dictators in the world. Don't get depressed, do something about it, it is within you. Start writing a blog about it. tumblr /wordpress for free. It will help to express yourself and know how you feel. Don't just get p*ssed and playing GTA throughout your 20's it is a waste. |
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Get an iPhone or iPad and start blogging? That is the worst most stupidest advice I've ever read. |
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Alright any phone computer equipment of your choosing, pedantic sod. |
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Surely this pretend twat needs to be disconnected from this shit. 'Get an iPhone!'. You are an idiot. |
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takes one to know one IMO. but i am an idiot. |
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" by roy airs ubiquity... sweet tune |
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