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i wanna do a suicide.
 

offline QRDL from Poland on 2006-01-30 09:46 [#01830256]
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I don't really know how you can prove logically that
commiting suicide is stupid. For me it is equally not stupid
as not commiting it.


 

offline Ophecks from Nova Scotia (Canada) on 2006-01-30 10:05 [#01830270]
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think about the people you will hurt with your suicide.
cool
- you will be dead but how many will be sad for their whole
fucking lives remembering how you ended.


QFT

Of course, if you (Thatne, or anyone else) are seriously
suicidal, then selflessness like that is probably the last
thing on your mind, you do and think rash things.

A guy on Gamefaqs posted a ''goodbye world'' topic a month
or so ago, turned out to be legit. He was apparently one of
the people that gave no indication whatsoever that he was
suicidal, at least that was the impression I got (I read the
topic after the fact).


 

offline scup_bucket from bloated exploding piss pockets on 2006-01-30 11:24 [#01830328]
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a girl I know told me I wasn't allowed to kill myself, I
guess she thought (and thought right) that I was someone who
would...it has stopped me several times just thinking "I'm
not allowed to"

that's kind of pathetic isn't it


 

offline neuronaameboide from palma de mallorca (Spain) on 2006-01-30 12:37 [#01830385]
Points: 183 Status: Regular



if u wanna suicide... low rider is your track


 

offline cygnus from nowhere and everyplace on 2006-01-30 13:27 [#01830450]
Points: 11920 Status: Regular



if i were gonna suicide, id hire professional ninjas to do
it and id try to fight them off !!!!!!!!!!


 

offline Gwely Mernans from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2006-01-30 13:31 [#01830457]
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You would die with great honour.


 

offline Exaph from United Kingdom on 2006-01-30 14:00 [#01830494]
Points: 3718 Status: Lurker



this concerns me a lot. even just seeing how many of u have
seriously considered it. i consider myself lucky, although
some relatively bad things have happened to me (the latest
being my dad leaving), and im not the most upbeat person
either, im pretty inward but tings that help me are things
like focusing on things i love (design, photography, art,
music, travelling, etc.) and trying to achieve these things
while im here - were all gonna die, thats the only
certaintity in life, so why rush it?

i want to try and leave a positive legacy in at least
someway, maybe make a difference, even if its this post, if
it makes someones life a little better then thats great. I
try to remain aware of people the world over who have so
much less than me and this makes me feel lucky and want to
utilise what fortune i have for the benefit of others.

i also remember a time when i had to leave my friends cos
they went to a different (catholic) high school and i didnt
and i was so scared everyday cos i knew no-one at school,
but by the end i had about 10 friends who i still see today
who are great..

just thought it might help to hear, i dont profess to
understand everything... maybe there should be a website for
this sort of thing..?


 

offline penexpers from Toronto (Canada) on 2006-01-30 14:05 [#01830499]
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There's probably millions


 

offline obara from Utrecht on 2006-01-30 14:13 [#01830505]
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thatne, the thread is long now, come out.


 

offline Labium Sweat from United States on 2006-01-30 22:03 [#01830794]
Points: 922 Status: Regular



I've honestly been thinking about killing myself for a long
time... ever since I was like 7 years old, but it seems to
have become much worse now that I'm older. Before I used to
toy with the idea, I would think, okay if things don't get
better, I'll kill myself, now I feel that things just can't
get better, I'm not sure if I'm seeking relief, or if I just
want the pain to end. It seems as though in my life, every
time I think its going to get a little better, it gets worse
instead. I feel like a take a step further everyday. I feel
as though I go to sleep to escape the pain, but sleeping
doesn't last long enough, and most of the time I have
nightmares that bring the same feelings I have in the waking
life. Many times I will go to sleep hoping not to wake up, I
always find myself wishing that the life that seems to exist
is not real, and that I will wake up one day and realize
that it was just a bad dream and everything is perfect.


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2006-01-30 22:05 [#01830796]
Points: 10965 Status: Regular | Followup to Labium Sweat: #01830794



dude, it's just some red background behind some icons. i
don't think she meant to do it, and with a little tinkering,
your friend's laptop will be all back to normal.


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2006-01-30 22:10 [#01830798]
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it's not a coincidence that the suicidal tendencies rise in
conjunction with the sprouting of the short and curlies
down there.



 

offline i_x_ten from arsemuncher on 2006-01-30 22:10 [#01830799]
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i don't think suicide is right 'cos i don't know whats
waiting on the other side. just my 2 cents


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2006-01-30 22:13 [#01830800]
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But seriously folks, if you feel like you wanna off
yourself, it would be doing everyone a service if you would
go and talk to a real human about it, rather than seeking
advice through the cold glow of your flat panel display.


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2006-01-30 22:13 [#01830801]
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and really, you don't know what's waiting for you on this
side either. and it's the mystery that has always kept me
going.


 

offline Labium Sweat from United States on 2006-01-30 22:14 [#01830802]
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I fixed it.


 

offline lumpenprol from San Francisco on 2006-01-30 22:16 [#01830804]
Points: 76 Status: Lurker



Labium Sweat, you sound much more - sincere doesn't sound
right, but will have to do - about your suicidal thoughts.
Especially the part about going to sleep for long periods
and hoping not to wake up. Have you ever seen a therapist
about this?


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2006-01-30 22:23 [#01830806]
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Is it just me, or is it funny that you posted a
compassionate message to a fellow called "labium sweat"

it's like,

please labium sweat, don't kill yourself. really, labium
sweat, you should go seek counseling. think of what your
mother would do if her little labium sweat was taken from
her forever. imagine your mother crying out "labium sweat!
my dear sweet labium sweat! dear god why did you take my
labium sweat from me!!"


 

offline oxygenfad from www.oxygenfad.com (Canada) on 2006-01-30 22:38 [#01830810]
Points: 4442 Status: Regular



Email if you feel like chatting, I love to listen and try to
help :D

williammcleod AT gmail.com


 

offline staz on 2006-01-30 22:39 [#01830811]
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i think posting on gamefaqs is enough reason to commit
suicide!


 

offline thatne from United States on 2006-01-30 23:24 [#01830837]
Points: 3026 Status: Lurker



sorry for putting it here
but to be honest with the
exception of a select few
i like zilty far way less
than watmm so that point
was really on deaf ears.


 

offline thatne from United States on 2006-01-30 23:25 [#01830840]
Points: 3026 Status: Lurker



thanks for the responses
though i just wish i can die
i cant seem to work up the
will to up and shoot myself
what if it doesnt kill me like
in mario bavas antefatto
then i wouldve been stuck
with the mope for trill.


 

offline staz on 2006-01-30 23:26 [#01830841]
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aww, cheer up!

i'm sure you will be alright.


 

offline Labium Sweat from United States on 2006-01-30 23:52 [#01830843]
Points: 922 Status: Regular



This is a POS site if I ever saw one. I've been curious to
say the least as to what my bro has been up to...and I found
this crap...

"evolume" That is my little brother that your talking about
and God help me, if I could kick your little ass right now I
would...


 

offline thatne from United States on 2006-01-31 00:00 [#01830846]
Points: 3026 Status: Lurker



i had another dissociative fugue yo
last night too what if i have already
died and went to hell and the devil
only pleasure is in seeing vicarious
pain but i escaped somehow and it
took me a long time to learn to trust
and liz was even in love with me and
it was all perfect then as soon as i re
laxed he came out and was like haha
thatne now you have experienced the
greatest sorrow to have and have lost.


 

offline thatne from United States on 2006-01-31 00:01 [#01830847]
Points: 3026 Status: Lurker



and i was all nuh-uh debble my heart
is as blackest stone obsidians to you
i can not ever be slave to sadness a
gainst because i have the memory of
true love on my side bitchass yuor gay.


 

offline obara from Utrecht on 2006-01-31 02:31 [#01830907]
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the fact that you came here with your drug-suicide poetry
shows that you really love us, zilties, more than those cold
hearted watmmers. this place is lots better. stay here, drop
drugs for a while and talk to us. don't play
cool-as-mathilda, you don't have to.


 

offline Combo from Sex on 2006-01-31 02:33 [#01830909]
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watmm is at least better than watmm2 because on watmm2 seems
so dead you would be bored quickly and want to die a lot


 

offline obara from Utrecht on 2006-01-31 02:43 [#01830916]
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will that happen to xlt v2 too too ?


 

offline unabomber from Palma de Mallorca (Spain) on 2006-01-31 02:49 [#01830918]
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SUPERDOG wont let that happen!


 

offline obara from Utrecht on 2006-01-31 02:51 [#01830921]
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eXacLTy


 

offline Exaph from United Kingdom on 2006-01-31 02:55 [#01830923]
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i wonder how different you'd feel without any drugs at all,
not even alcohol - all these things dont help and dont give
your brain a fair perspective.


 

offline pigster from melbs on 2006-01-31 03:03 [#01830927]
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its little words games like that, that make me happy to be
alive.


 

offline obara from Utrecht on 2006-01-31 03:09 [#01830932]
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you're too kind, thanks.


 

offline DeleriousWeasel from Guam on 2006-01-31 10:22 [#01831156]
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do you laugh at your dead girlfriend for being a "stupid
fuck" ?


 

offline weatheredstoner from same shit babes. (United States) on 2006-01-31 11:44 [#01831182]
Points: 12585 Status: Lurker



I remember when I thought about killing myself. Once was in
middle school (oh the drama) and another time not too long
ago when I was working my shit-ass 40hr week job (word up to
wMw).

The thing that keeps me going is the fact we don't know
whats going to happen in this life and I'm really curious to
find out. However if its just another 60 years of world
hunger, 2 party politics and extreme commercialism, then I
made the wrong choice back in middle school.

I dont see what the big fucking deal is. Everyone acts like
death is the most horrible thing ever. I got news for you
pansies - you all fucking die. Get over it. If someone wants
to end their life then more power to them. Sounds like
you're all jealous or you just want to keep them around
because you've talked to them in person or online. Who gives
a fuck about people starving/dying in other countries
because they got AIDS, I'm just worried about Junior hanging
himself because I feel like hes a friend/brother/gf/etc to
me.

And for everyone who can't decide what happens to you after
you die - its nothing. Nothing fucking happens. Its the end
of your existance. You don't have a functioning brain to
realize what the hell is going on. And don't even consider
thinking you have something called a "soul" that will allow
to experience an afterlife because thats the biggest load of
crap I've ever heard.

"I dunno about you but I don't have time to kill myself. I
got too much shit to do." - George Carlin


 

offline weatheredstoner from same shit babes. (United States) on 2006-01-31 11:45 [#01831185]
Points: 12585 Status: Lurker



Oh and best way out?

Overdose on sleeping pills.


 

offline Exaph from United Kingdom on 2006-01-31 12:02 [#01831190]
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like you would know anyway!
its like whoever said (post near top) drowning is supposed
to be pretty peaceful! a) yeah right and b) who told you? do
u converse with ghosts at your local baths or something?
the point is no-one fucking knows what happens next; dead or
alive. where were you before? shame some of you werent born
in africa cos youd be dead by now.


 

offline lumpenprol from San Francisco on 2006-01-31 12:30 [#01831202]
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Guess this place doesn't have a PM function? Well, Delerious
Weasel, though I'm no suicide prevention counselor I had a
reason for responding to this thread the way I did.


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2006-01-31 13:48 [#01831256]
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wouldn't it be easier to just kill yourself? that would be
like kicking my ass along with everyone else in this cruel,
cruel world.


 

offline epohs from )C: on 2006-01-31 13:58 [#01831261]
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you need to widen your margins. that'll probly make you
happier.


 

offline bogala from NYC (United States) on 2006-01-31 15:53 [#01831449]
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heroin overdose. That's the most comfortable way.


 

offline cygnus from nowhere and everyplace on 2006-01-31 15:56 [#01831451]
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costs money


 

offline bogala from NYC (United States) on 2006-01-31 17:26 [#01831523]
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Burn charcoal in your car. Tjats what the Japanese kids are
doing. Really though, seek help. It worked for me.


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2006-01-31 17:29 [#01831528]
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yeah that's good. if i ever off myself, like if my life all
of a sudden went down hill, and if i hated everyone still
living, like if my whole family was dead and my friends,
then I'd want to leave as big of a mess as possible. and if
convenient, I'd like to traumatize a throng of onlookers.


 

offline Fah from Netherlands, The on 2006-01-31 17:30 [#01831530]
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talking to mates about this and going out with them did it
for me


 

offline JivverDicker from my house on 2006-01-31 17:44 [#01831535]
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It's odd. I don't feel like helping thatne. He's a knob.


 

offline virginpusher from County Clare on 2006-01-31 17:58 [#01831540]
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unexpected post! :p


 

offline duppy from United Kingdom on 2006-01-31 18:30 [#01831556]
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this is disturbing. i'm new on this site so don't know what
you lot are really saying. You ALL feel/have felt properly
suicidal? this is nothing to make light of, and joking and
calling suicide stupid or cowardly shows no understanding of
the situation at all. drugs can be extremely dangerous, even
weed, if you are this way inclined.


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2006-01-31 18:39 [#01831561]
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making jokes is my way of coping with the heinous realities
of life. i obviously wouldn't want anyone to kill
themselves, except that jerk labium sweat who threatened me.


 


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