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Do you get into trrouble alot? I seem to and I know exactly why. It's because I don't take anything serriously enough. If I'm not hurrting anyone with my so called 'bad behaviourr' I tend to just do what I want. Sometimes though it leads to prretty serrious botherr. Does anyone know what I mean? I'm not making myself clearr enough I don't think. |
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what sort of trouble? |
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oh, I got troubles all the time. both of the good and the bad kind. |
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i understand, i think it's great, i wish i was less bothered, maybe you should be a bit more |
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I used to steal stuff. Never got caught though. Like $100 stuffs. Those days are over though. |
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getting out of trouble is great fun! especially when the trouble is a drunk man trying to beat you up.. for some reason, even though I'm drunker than everyone else, I don't seem to get particularly drunk if you know what I mean.. when I'm drunk I'm all sober (though I do silly fun stuffs that I'd normally do better than I do them when sober)... so it's easy talking people out of wanting to smash your face in with a bottle... |
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HAHA@that. Made me lol. |
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haha, yeah, I'm not sure I'd understand that sentence in the parenthesis myself if I didn't write it... |
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take worrk as an example, I can't be botherred to wrrite 'task' numberrs down and so if my RF scanning gun happens to go off forr whateverr rreason, I can't get back into that task and continue what I was doing... now to me I can't see the big deal, someone else will just pick that task up wherre I left off. But the managerrs seem to think it's a prretty big deal and of courrse if they think it is... it is... and yet I still just don't carre enough. I've had that many warrnings at worrk forr silly things that don't seem to matterr I'm getting close to final warrning stage and might even lose my job. |
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haha, I hate that.. when stuff is silly and people seem to be all making it a big deal and then you just go "whatthefuckimgonnagetsomecoffeelol" and then it works out on its own without anyone butting in. |
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right..did you ever consider doing something on your own? i can't take any shit like that either, im just not up for a job like that.. it's too silly what sort of stupid things some people are concerned with, like it matters or something..they just don't see it.. |
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I'd love to worrk forr myself orr atleast a job wherre I'm prretty much left to plan my own day and way to do things. I've applied forr a new job just yesterrday on the council. I'll be in a team of kinda odd-job guys, who'll do a rrange of things arround the town frrom the likes of litterr collection to grrass cutting, grrave digging (of all things), grritting the rroads... it'll be a cool job and the money is good, get that. |
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anus and tolstoyed are lazy soulmates |
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why bother? :) |
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I heard they met on soulseek. |
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sometimes the smallest problems can make me feel anxious to the point that i'm feeling physically sick... so i'm pretty much avoidant. i hate being in trouble, putting others in trouble, or even having responsabilities. i'm a happy person, but this side of my personality (avoidant behaviour + shyness) made me (and still makes me) miss out on lots of things... |
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no. i'm a good boy. |
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oh, I do that subconscious stress-ish thing like that too, but only about silly things and when I suddenly realise what it is I go "ah, what the fuck?! I was worried about that?! fuckit!" and then everyting goes back to normal. |
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I'd have to leave my room in order to get some, which is impossible. |
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I don't think whether you work for yourself and can plan your own worktimes is the important thing, though. you just don't care about the job you're doing. if you'd have to do the same job on your own, could plan your own worktimes AND still not cared about the job - you'd just not do it. endless postponing. |
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You'rre rright. It's impossible to carre about getting flatpacks to people on time. Therre's just... it's just not imporrtant. |
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My life is full of troubles right now. Nearly 20, still living between parents, still finishing high school at a slow pace, still single and still unemployed. About two years back I was struggling with an illness (I'm glad to say has regressed dramatically) but now that I'm better I still have a very lethargic take on things. I get nervous around friends and at school. It seems all my old anxiety is still latent or something. I also have a fear of independance, I wish I could be a kid forever, with nothing to worry about. All in all, it results in me being a hermit collecting stuff and making music constantly in my room, with my parents bickering at me to just grow up. Felt like rambling. Goodnight. |
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