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offline Raz0rBlade_uk on 2004-07-04 15:16 [#01266043]
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Anything you wanna get off your chest, but feel like you're
too ashamed? Let it out now! I'll set this off.

I saw Mean Girls... and I liked it v.v


 

offline earthleakage from tell the world you're winning on 2004-07-04 15:17 [#01266045]
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you start then


 

offline -crazone from smashing acid over and over on 2004-07-04 15:18 [#01266046]
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I'm downloading slayer and venom at the moment


 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-07-04 15:19 [#01266049]
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i don't really like autechre.


 

offline telica from london/york on 2004-07-04 15:22 [#01266054]
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i have a whole folder full of hits from 1996/97.

actually, that's no confession - i'm proud, damnitt!
everyone needs a bit of nostalgic cheese once in a while! :p


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2004-07-04 15:23 [#01266055]
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I once spurted my load into my then girlfriends bra after
knocking off a quick one in the middle of the night (she was
in work in the morning).


 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-07-04 15:23 [#01266056]
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not really nostalgic. that's almost newest latest :)


 

offline Doomed Puppy from on and off and on and off and on 2004-07-04 15:23 [#01266057]
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I saw tolstoyed dancing to parhelic triangle.


 

offline horsefactory from 💠 (United Kingdom) on 2004-07-04 15:23 [#01266058]
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My dog STINKS.


 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-07-04 15:25 [#01266059]
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perhaps. surely i wasn't thinking clearly though.


 

offline telica from london/york on 2004-07-04 15:27 [#01266063]
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true, it just reminds me of being 11. hehe.

ok, there really is no excuse :p


 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2004-07-04 15:31 [#01266067]
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that certainly can be seen as getting something out of your
system, yers..


 

offline pOgO from behind your belly button fluff on 2004-07-04 15:31 [#01266068]
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I like pop music


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2004-07-04 15:32 [#01266069]
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I have never heard SAW 2 or any other RDJ ALbum then
DRUGQS...


 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-07-04 15:32 [#01266072]
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don't we all? you can do better than that.


 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-07-04 15:32 [#01266073]
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you're not missing much.


 

offline Raz0rBlade_uk on 2004-07-04 15:37 [#01266087]
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I watch Big Brother... daily


 

offline k_maty on 2004-07-04 15:43 [#01266102]
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I'm worried my HIV will turn into full-blown AIDS.


 

offline w M w from London (United Kingdom) on 2004-07-04 15:46 [#01266104]
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I killed qrter and burried him in my backyard. I post as him
on his computer so no one will be suspicious. I also pay his
rent for the same reason.


 

offline pOgO from behind your belly button fluff on 2004-07-04 15:54 [#01266113]
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Me and dobbin are shagging on the sly


 

offline Raz0rBlade_uk on 2004-07-04 16:29 [#01266171]
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This would be a perfect opportunity for all of you to share
your secret fetishes.

I like noses


 

offline plaster from splitska 10 on 2004-07-04 17:14 [#01266250]
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i watched animal porn today...


 

offline plaster from splitska 10 on 2004-07-04 17:15 [#01266255]
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suxx big time


 

offline brokephones from Londontario on 2004-07-04 17:17 [#01266262]
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I jumped out of a tree and broke my arm.

I also broke my arm when I was toboggoning and I hit a
fallen tree, causing my sled to fly upwards and land on my
arm, breaking it.

I've been hit in the head with an aluminum baseball bat
twice when I was 8.

I've hit a kid in the head with an aluminum baseball bat
once when I was 8.


 

offline plaster from splitska 10 on 2004-07-04 17:21 [#01266268]
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i was a pyroman when i was little...obsesion with fire lead
towards burning down one big forest.
i'm ok now


 

offline zguru from Lindale (Texas) (United States) on 2004-07-04 17:30 [#01266274]
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i made a joke about the terrorist attacks the day after


 

offline staplemouth on 2004-07-04 17:32 [#01266277]
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sorry to get serious:

i was sexually abused by an older neighbour multiple times
when i was 7/8. And he forced me to do things and i remember
asking "Does this make me gay?" and he said "No, you have to
be 18 to be gay." He was 18.

when i was 7 another 7 year old at school touched me and i
touched him back. i also touched a dog.

I was also sexually abused by one of my step brothers when i
was 8 or so.

i have fantasies about getting into fights with all the
people that have hurt me throughout my life and beating the
shit out of them. i take out my anger on boxing bags and
pillows.

i keep having dreams that my girlfriend is cheating on me or
i am cheating on her. but usually it is right infront of my
face and i wake up more depressed than normal.

i have fantasies about being killed. For instance, when we
are driving in the car i imagine other cars swerving around
the corner and smashing into my door. Or jumping off large
bridges.

No one knows about these except my girlfriend, and soon my
psychiatrists.

and also, the neighbour who sexualy abused me, i never told
any authority or anything, even though he told me he does it
to other people too. And he also gives guitar lessons to
young children, and i pray that he doesnt do the same to
them.



 

offline Motha Fucka from Selvaggina (Brazil) on 2004-07-04 17:34 [#01266281]
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I like girls :P


 

offline Motha Fucka from Selvaggina (Brazil) on 2004-07-04 17:36 [#01266283]
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I am bisexual


 

offline zguru from Lindale (Texas) (United States) on 2004-07-04 17:38 [#01266284]
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stop praying. do something about it. that's why we have free
will. i'm not saying to kill someone, but if you feel that
there are other children being hurt, you should help them,
cause they cannot help themselves.


 

offline uzim on 2004-07-04 17:44 [#01266289]
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staplemouth > damn... = (

that's horrible!!


 

offline optimus prime on 2004-07-04 17:46 [#01266291]
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child molestors and pedophiles make me sick to my stomach.


 

offline uzim on 2004-07-04 17:50 [#01266294]
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i don't know what to "confess"...

i don't think i have anything to say about myself that i
haven't said before... if there is anything you want to know
about me or suspect me of being you can always ask...


 

offline optimus prime on 2004-07-04 17:51 [#01266296]
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i creeped this girl out by calling her too many times.


 

offline staplemouth on 2004-07-04 17:58 [#01266305]
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yeah it is pretty horrible i will talk to my psychiatrists
about doing something about the other kids. :(

but for soemthing more humourous:

when i was in year 10 or soemthing (about 15 years old) this
girl gave my friend a love letter for me, and it was like
4-5 pages long. I was friends with the girl, and the guy
made it sound so serious. He gave me the letter at lunch
time and told me to read it, and i only read the first 4
lines and gave it back to him. I just told him to tell her
that i was sorry but i wasnt interested like that. I kinda
feel bad because she was a nice girl, and i should have
given her the time to read her letter.

it was even worse because a few months later she had a
boyfriend, and i started to like her.

but anyway, i have my girlfriend now :p


 

offline w M w from London (United Kingdom) on 2004-07-04 18:16 [#01266323]
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"i was sexually abused by an older neighbour multiple times

when i was 7/8. And he forced me to do things and i remember

asking "Does this make me gay?" and he said "No, you have to

be 18 to be gay." He was 18.

when i was 7 another 7 year old at school touched me and i
touched him back. i also touched a dog."

ahh ha ha ha! I seriously couldn't tell if you were joking
with the 'touched a dog' part, and the 'he was 18' part
which definately read like a punch line. Sorry if it is true
though. You can seriously funnel negative feelings into some
wicked creativity though.


 

offline w M w from London (United Kingdom) on 2004-07-04 18:19 [#01266328]
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sounds like a speech Dr. Evil (from austin powers) would
give in father son camp. "rit-u-al-is-tic-ly.. shaved my..
tes-ti-cles"


 

offline Doomed Puppy from on and off and on and off and on 2004-07-04 18:21 [#01266333]
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that's why we have free
will
We probably don't.


 

offline staplemouth on 2004-07-04 18:24 [#01266337]
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yeah i was being serious. :(

i let my negative experiences and depression/anxiety out in
music and drawing and graphic design etc. And i write short
stories and film scripts too and a lot of them have
instances of abusive relationships etc.

and i found out the other day i got the only high
distinction out of all the creative writing classes!! pretty
happy about it :)


 

offline staplemouth on 2004-07-04 18:27 [#01266339]
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oh also, she wants me to do the second year creative writing
class (writing novels etc) and so she signed me up for it,
and usually you cant do that class unless you are doing a
creative writing major.


 


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