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Oddioblender
from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-11-17 17:53 [#00954244]
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i've been so dull lately... i feel sad for no reason and incredibly lonely. thankfully, i still have inspiration.
it's just i hear all this music, and then i hear mine, and it makes me think my music isn't good enough for anyone but myself. i keep thinking that all this struggling to live the dream i've had since i was 5 years old is for naught and that maybe it's all been pointless.
i mean, i know i should take most criticism with a grain of salt, but i can't help but be severely annoyed and upset when someone comments on one thing ruining a whole song - i know they're trying to think of how my music can be improved and i appreciate that. but it's just that whenever i think i've written something fantastic, someone else hates it. *sigh*
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Dozier
from United States on 2003-11-17 17:56 [#00954251]
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ah, dude, i know what you mean, but your music really is good.
do you like making music? or do you just want to be a rock star? if you're not doing it because you like it, then maybe you're not doing it for the right reason.
if you are doing it because you like it, then just keep on keepin' on, your mood will improve. you've just hit a sour spot, maybe.
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roygbivcore
from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-11-17 17:57 [#00954252]
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don't listen to anyone on xltronic, we're all fucktards
everysinglefuckingoneofus
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Oddioblender
from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-11-17 17:58 [#00954253]
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yeah, maybe. i DO love writing music, but i'd like it to be what i do for a living someday. i don't necessarily want to be a rock star - i just want to write music.
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Dozier
from United States on 2003-11-17 17:58 [#00954255]
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he's right, you know. but what he doesn't mention is that it's not just xltronic, it's the whole fucking world.
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Oddioblender
from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-11-17 17:59 [#00954256]
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hahaha
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JivverDicker
from my house on 2003-11-17 18:02 [#00954261]
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Ho ho! Ignore what anyone says about your music.. unless you know them, you've got no idea why their comments are the way they are. Lot's of people diss things because they're jealous, un-educated in what you're trying to do, feeling a bit of power that they can 'crush your dreams', having fun being naughty, etc. Make music that you love and that's it. If you're trying to make 'pop' music, that's a different thing but if you're trying to express yourself musically, then do it...
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fleetmouse
from Horny for Truth on 2003-11-17 18:04 [#00954265]
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What I like about your music is that you are fearless. Not many would have the balls to do that antarctica anthem you did, the way you did it.
I was listening to a mix disk at work today and damned if Rocking Paris the Lovely Way wasn't the most fun tune on there. The guitar is so gleefully sloppy, and the happysad tom waitsy chord organ like a tin can blowing in the wind...
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Oddioblender
from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-11-17 18:07 [#00954269]
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oh why thank you fleetmouse. that makes me feel better. and thank you you jivver - because you're most likely right - i feel my music is always an audio form of poetry about what is inspiring me at the time.
i hope to put out a cowboy sugarcakes album eventually.... and i'm hoping to have my three albums that were discontinued online for FREE soon.
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Oddioblender
from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-11-17 18:08 [#00954271]
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*feels better now* =D
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roygbivcore
from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-11-17 18:08 [#00954273]
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it's not just you
no one wants to hear my noise tracks :/
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2003-11-17 18:10 [#00954275]
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Well there is nothing i could say that nobody else has said so i'll agree, just do what you do and forget everyone else.
Well i just ignored myself in this post didn't i?
: )
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2003-11-17 18:17 [#00954286]
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everyone in this thread is dead.
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Dozier
from United States on 2003-11-17 18:18 [#00954289]
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that hurts.
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Oddioblender
from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-11-17 18:19 [#00954290]
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i'll listen to them, once i'm finished with this 14 MB track - but you have to download my new jazz stuff in return.
skink - thank you! i'll do so.
marlowe - you're probably right. =D
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kochlear
from aud-stim.com on 2003-11-17 18:22 [#00954295]
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this one time we were driving on I-76 right outside of philadelphia and we were stoned as fuck and our lane started to disappear as there were cones directing it to merge into the lane to our left. however, there was a tractor trailer to our left, and the cones just kept pushing us closer and closer to it.
when we got to our destination in philly, we were all so high we couldn't remember how that situation was resolved, so we determined the only logical explanation was that we were all dead.
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kochlear
from aud-stim.com on 2003-11-17 18:24 [#00954300]
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ps i got my part of "joe vs the fax machine mix" finished and sent it to josh. he'll add guitar approximately "when he feels like it" which i really have no idea when that is.
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Dozier
from United States on 2003-11-17 18:24 [#00954302]
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that rules. i've had some similar driving experiences in and around philly. weird.
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kochlear
from aud-stim.com on 2003-11-17 18:26 [#00954307]
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oh and while i'm spamming this thread:
oddio - MAKE BREAKCORE TRACKS! you definitely have talent when it comes to making those breaks. that's what you need to harness.
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2003-11-17 18:27 [#00954308]
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...or that you had very bad drug-induced short-term memories
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kochlear
from aud-stim.com on 2003-11-17 18:27 [#00954310]
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wait...this ONE time we were smoking and driving on a 3 lane highway outside philly when someone was coming HEAD ON in our direction. we screamed "FUCK TYLER YOU'RE IN THE WRONG LANE WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE" and he swerved to the right and we missed him. THEN we realized that the other lane was on the other side of a 4 foot high cement wall. the guy was going the wrong way on a large highway. :o
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JivverDicker
from my house on 2003-11-17 18:27 [#00954312]
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It's not going to happen kochlear.....
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Oddioblender
from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-11-17 18:28 [#00954314]
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i'll probably start writing more of those again soon. my fourth album, if it is ever released, will consist of mainly breakcore.
cowboy sugarcakes is sort of like my summer condo - i can always go there and relax.
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Dozier
from United States on 2003-11-17 18:29 [#00954315]
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they're fucking crazy in philly.
there's a couple of times i was driving back from philly to ny late at night and i was so tired, i have no idea how i made it.
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kochlear
from aud-stim.com on 2003-11-17 18:31 [#00954320]
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no wonder you were tired. pennsylvania to texas? fuck!
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D-Steak
from Kansas City, Mo. (United States) on 2003-11-17 18:34 [#00954326]
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come on oddio, dont give us that shit.
you know your the bomb, and shit you just got 'signed' to lacedmilk, whats wrong with that?
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Oddioblender
from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-11-17 18:39 [#00954338]
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i know, i was just feeling pretty disheartened all day today, but i'm feeling better now.
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D-Steak
from Kansas City, Mo. (United States) on 2003-11-17 18:42 [#00954347]
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yeah i go through those spells now and then.
you just gotta make sure you dont worry about what other people think about it.
Of course its nice to know people enjoy yours, mine, whoevers shit. But you also gotta realize WHY you like your shit, cuz you do, i know you do.
I see my shit as a stepping stone for something greater. I dont mind the quality all that much, because im almost treating it as practice. Sure, I love it, but if other people dont quite like it, i dont care cuz im kinda,,,experimenting :)
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JivverDicker
from my house on 2003-11-17 18:43 [#00954350]
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It's true though, I can say you suck oddio, your 'music' is fucking shit! where's the originallity???????
or
WOW!! Where can I download your tracks!!!!! me and my girlfriend were getting off on your music! can you send me a CDR????
Make your music,.
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Dozier
from United States on 2003-11-17 18:45 [#00954355]
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no no, this was when i lived in albany, ny, so it's not near as bad.
earlier this year i did drive from albany to houston nonstop by myself though.
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evolume
from seattle (United States) on 2003-11-17 18:52 [#00954368]
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yeah, just make music that you like. if you like it, chances are, there are other people out there that will like it too.
you just gotta find those people.
i know that when i hear your tracks, i generally like them. if i ever sound harsh criticizing them, i want you to know, that i am just trying to remain objective and honest so that you will respect my opinion and not think i'm just blindly hyping up your shit. I would expect the same from anyone criticizing my shit cuz i want to know how i can improve or at least what my peers consider good music.
but yeah, your shit is generally good i'd say. i think we have a little different musical tastes and that might be reflected in my reviews, but yo, i am just one man. you gotta make yourself happy before you please me i'd wager.
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plaidzebra
from so long, xlt on 2003-11-17 22:11 [#00954670]
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i think if you want to make a living creating music, you should consider a change of style. very few artists make a living from electronic music. yet, clearly the styles of music that you choose relate to your own personal aesthetic. you explore the music according to your own needs and interests. so ask yourself, what is missing within yourself that leads you to seek validation from others? i think there is more to this answer than that you want to make a living playing music (i'm not saying that making a living playing music isn't important to you, only that your desire for acceptance and validation is more complex and derives from something other than this practical goal).
maybe a good lesson would be to identify one of your favorite, better-known-by-the-public cds. then go to amazon.com, and load only the one star reviews. richard d. james album? there's always someone who says "worst cd ever"! i wouldn't ignore what other people say, and i wouldn't say that all people are fucktards. people appreciate music for many reasons, emotional, aesthetic, intellectual, structural, personal association, fulfilment of expectation, for lyrical sentiments, and so on. they have needs and interests that are as unique and valid as your own. it may be natural to appreciate when others enjoy your music, but it is also natural to understand that not everyone will enjoy it.
stop trying so hard to find a reason to make yourself loveable. you are already loved. make your music for you and the people that enjoy it, and let the people who don't enjoy it seek to fulfill their needs and interests in their own way.
or maybe you're just fishing for compliments! ; )
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plaidzebra
from so long, xlt on 2003-11-17 22:12 [#00954671]
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when i was ten years old, while riding in the car with my family near philadelphia we came across an elderly man driving the wrong way down the entrance ramp. he would have been driving on a major highway for many miles, the wrong way. as he pulled up closer to us, my father pulled over and waved for him to stop. the elderly man insisted that my father was the one who was driving the wrong way, and continued to exit the entrance.
lastly, we are not dead. we are simply not alive.
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D-Steak
from Kansas City, Mo. (United States) on 2003-11-17 22:20 [#00954688]
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interesting.
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Rambling Madman
from the future (United Kingdom) on 2003-11-17 22:34 [#00954721]
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my hero ;)
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Jaysuz Jones
from Wasaga Beach (Canada) on 2003-11-17 22:39 [#00954727]
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A breakcore album !?!?!
By Oddioblender !?!
My Sweetest Peak Indicator is so totally registering !
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Jaysuz Jones
from Wasaga Beach (Canada) on 2003-11-17 22:43 [#00954733]
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plaidzebra, you always put a smile on my face.
Yo, Oddioblender, Celcu, uh, plaidzebra, speaks the truth.
Go put on some Sigur Ros, or vintage Spiritualised. Relax, dude(tte?).
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ambsace
from canaDUH. on 2003-11-17 23:02 [#00954750]
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and at least you make the music. i just sit around and whine about being bored. and when i try to pull somethin' outta my ass i lose interest really quickly and go watch anime or something. i suck boogers like that.
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