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i gotta vent. i got sold out tonight, AFTER hanging out had commenced. i found out my grandmother has bowel cancer, and is having surgery done in a few days. im still sick with some stomach crap. and in general, its making me feel blue about other thigns... *sigh* this hasnt been my week. anyoen else care to share? |
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well my halloween is ruined too. all my friends are at work! im waiting for calls listening to aphex twin. this is boooring. and my granmother is having open heart surgury in december. so yeah i know how ya feel mate.. |
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that sucks about yr grandma... i hope she'll be ok. ah, the life of a hermit ;) |
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im playin smackdown and online poker and talkin w you all, not so bad eh |
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the life of a hermit aint that bad. tho when you accually had plans to party and they all got thrown away, ya get just a little pissed off.... yeah i hope your grandma will be alright too |
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its not even the plans thing. its just been a rough week in general. too much bad news, not enough good news. |
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i wish you an upsurge in good news. bad news reminds of what is great about the humanity we all share; the willingness to help shoulder the burden of sorrow... |
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here here, mate. thats how you know who your friends are... the bad times. you gotta stick together. |
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yeah, well what if you best friend decides not to stick together and your left alone... FOR HALLOWEEN hmm? lol |
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! - Abraham Lincoln, 16th U.S. President (1809-1865) |
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you can decide to focus on the betrayal, or you can choose to focus on letting go of your disappointment. it's a very valuable discipline round these parts... anyway, happy halloween! |
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happy halloween |
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yes yes... that is all you can do, is look to the future... for the present is always being affected by the past and future. |
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"For in this world, everything exists. Anything can happen at any time ... and everything happens all the time." |
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i am learning so much about myself lately... i am learning how strong i really am inside... i am learning that even though things may have me down for a moment, i am a very resilient person who can spring back fast... and im so happy to learn that about me. |
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yes, everything is only temporary |
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sorry u had a rough week man =( i didn't go trick-or-treating tonight, but i passed out candy & carved a jack-o-lantern. i had way too much candy too. the good news about today is that i should be starting a new job soon , after being unemployed for over a year. |
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good luck on yr job, pachi! brush dem teefs, to get dat gunky ol sugar out o yr gums |
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bad things must pass... sometimes you just have to go through something. you never know how it works, but it works anyway... you're down now, but soon you may find yourself cheerful and stronger than you are |
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i know thats whats happening, i already feels stronger... but its still very hard, nonetheless... |
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phanx mang =) i'll try not to upset my orthodontist too much ;) and i hope everything works out for you too! |
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thanx, but its gonna take time for some of these thigns to work out... i just have to be patient and put others before me. |
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*sighs knowingly* |
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*pats maria's head* it's all just amatter of time and perseverance. |
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the one thing i cant figure out is this... why do good people go dark when they get hurt? why do they latch to negativity? |
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happy fucking halloween thou kookoo souls this latenight morrow! pretty to read your soultalk -- had some ayahuasca (a peruvian divinitory ethenogen) and spent the night positively glowing with happiness and sadness -- be blue! xo from vancouver everyone. |
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happy weekend everybody. life is still beautiful :) |
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i hung out with my ex-girlfriend whom i haven't seen for five months. we drove around forever without any clue what to do...so we ended up at some park in my car making out for two and a half hours. i feel really bad about it, actually. there. i had to post this SOMEwhere. i feel a little better. i think. a bit. |
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tibbar i'd like to offer the following as a possible helpful viewpoint. think of a person, a human being as a translation or interpretation of the true self, an expression or statement in four dimensions, space and time, a body and a "lifetime." in this expression, there exists a distortion or interference imposed by the medium (the body and time), which we might consider "primal fear." this fear takes the form of certain destructive beliefs assumed to be true, which may include, for example (just examples of common beliefs, not necessarily relevant to your experience), "the death of my body is the death of my true self" or "i must be punished" or "i am afraid of what i do not know" or "i am vulnerable to destruction." beliefs like this can be active, or passive. when passive, they remain latent until they are triggered by external events, or are depended upon in the translation of personal perception. in other words, one perceives an emotionally charged event, for example the death of a loved one, and then one looks to one's beliefs, both active and passive, and these beliefs dictate how one will respond (of course you can see that this is a simplification of what can be a very complicated process) to the situation (how one will feel about it). many good people are operating actively and passively such destructive beliefs, which are expressed in negative emotional terms under stress and in reaction to charged situations. these beliefs are used to define the situations. the negative emotions, although very dangerous because they can be so destructive, are extremely important, because they are part of a feedback mechanism which is used to identify beliefs that are operating, assumed to be true, and are derived from the primal fear and therefore destructive in nature. the destructive beliefs must be changed to reflect one's true origin (of which i think you are aware). the negative emotions must not be hidden, or denied; they must be accepted and used as a tool to unc |
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over their source: destructive beliefs assumed to be true. trying to overwrite destructive beliefs with positive beliefs only creates an internal conflict. the destructive beliefs must be identified and changed. this is why compassion and non-judgement are so important; it can be unpleasant to see good people expressing such negativity, but this is the essence of discovery and healing. when the light is unknown, the darkness gives light definition. when the light is known, the darkness is seen to not exist. |
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my day, week month, yearr has been shit, forr one rreason... it neverr changes. i have no ups and not many downs, it's just an endless exhausting move forrwarrds. i need some love and some fun. but i can't complain, no i don't have the rright to complain because i have a rroof overr my head and don't live in a hut in Africa with AIDS. i'm tirred of this endless mundane existence as cushy as it may be. |
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i want to give you a hug and a cup of tea. |
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maybe you need a vacation in going somewhere exotic. |
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Lol thank you :) |
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anus, stop feeling sorry for yourself and realize that you may very well face a challenge more difficult than that someone in a hut in africa with aids might face. the problem is that you built the prison in which you are housed. so, you will have to create the key... |
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do you get paid for saying stuff like that? :-p |
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save that crreate the key bullshit forr office motivational talks |
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perhaps i am paid. excuse the tired metaphors. regardless of your feelings on the matter, i care about you. whining publicly about the problems you've created for yourself is an implicit solicitation of assistance. i don't need your appreciation, but i will be very glad to see you act on your own behalf and empower yourself to abandon your bitterness and sorrow. maybe you should come by the office for a talk. |
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saying crreate a key is no help to me. i don't want help anywa i was just rreplying to tibbar's question. |
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my halloween morning-mid day sucked ass i missed my bus to school, the next one wasn't for another hour, i had to miss my first class (the only one i like) to take a test, then i got kicked out of my next class cause i didn't have my homework, then i had to go to the radiostation for 2 hours, but i forgot my tape to record the show, so i went to the school store to buy one (cause they always have them), but they were remodling so everything was closed off except what they thought was important (including candy bars). so i wen to the station to try to talk to the manager and just explain to him how i was having such a shitty day and i didn't feel good, so these old women were leaving and i tried going in to the station and they were like "you have to have rick buzz you in" and i was like "it's ok, i'm an intern" and they were like "NO" and they were like you have to call, one of them went back in and i tried calling but no one was picking up. so she came back out and she was like "he says come back at one" which was in a half hour so i was like "fuck it, i'm going home" drowned my sorrows in some old english |
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you went out with your best sweater on, with every intention of dancing till dawn. but when the dj played that song, it all went wrong. crying on the cab ride home with, frank sinatra on the radio, but it might as well have been li'l kim when every song you hear still reminds you of her and you'll say that it's no big deal, but it's the shake in your voice that gives away how you feel, and you couldn't slam the door any faster and you'll say that it's no big deal, but it's the tears on your face that give away how you feel so tonight tonight was a disaster |
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i didn't tell you to create a key. consider again what i said. or don't. i shouldn't have implied that i intended to help you, although i would without hesitation. i was really reacting to what you said, as you responded to tibbar. perhaps you don't want anyone's help, but you don't want to perpetuate your unhappiness either. or do you? |
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i didn't want to offend you plaidzebra, but them 'theorry' speeches don't rreally worrk forr me. |
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it is very nice Here tonight... What's wrong in your country? |
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hey thats too bad about both ur grandmothers, ive been without one for years now (or any grandparents for that matter) and if u wanna see how shitty my night was, just check out "feelin shitty right now" |
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no offense taken. there is something very real beneath that theory, however. i'm aware of how useless words are in the absence of technique and discipline. anyway, i wish you well and ask you to excuse any presumption on my part... |
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