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feeling that i've passed from 'still too young' directly to 'already too old', without passing by what's in-between... feeling that i've missed an opportunity to get something by being too shy... yet i'm not sure what opportunity this was... feeling that any parties or most relationships or anything erotic is just so vain... feeling that the best part of my life may very well be behind me... feeling jaded, whatever will happen i don't care that much... ...and i don't really care. i can be happy this way. does youth exist anyways? and if yes, is it this good? it seems so vain... does adventure really exist in life? people say so... but i believe people think and dream it, never really live it. or maybe 0.1% of the population lives it. and even though, it must not be that fantastic. every life has its boredom. i think you got used to boredom though, it's not that bad... there is much worse than boredom (some consider boredom to be a pain, i don't agree). (PS: would you rather be ignored, or be badmouthed?) |
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i wish i was 17, or 19 maybe |
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I just turned 20 on Oct 5th I am still in the same mindset I have been in since I was about 15. I'm not childish, but I certainly wouldn't class myself as overly mature. I'm happy with the way I think, and the way I act, I am me. My philosophy on life, music, society, etc etc etc is fine by me. I do kinda understand what you mean about feeling older than you actually are. I'm getting back pains....at 20! What the fuck?? Must be all that crouching on the floor in front of the fireplace as a kid trying to keep warm...or maybe it's the 4 years I spent hunchbacked in a chair playing DOOM and Quake during my secondary school days. All I can say is that you are however old you feel you are (I know that's a cliche, but it's true in my eyes anyways). It's not vain to have some youthfulness in you, it is if you're the kind of person who, at 35 would still go around houses and play Knock & Run, or something like that....let me rephrase...that's not vainity that's just childishness lol Am I making sense? ummmmmmm I dunno, probably not |
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A humping wall bouncing sweaty session could really clear your thinking |
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I am 21 and I'm starting to lose my hair, just like my father. I hate him for giving me bad genes. |
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i felt old and worrn out when i was 10 |
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oscillik > i know it's not useless to have youthness in your mind... it just seems to me that youthness is vain... even though it is vain, it is not useless, and well, maybe everything is vain so........ (i'm not making sense either ' _ ') Monoid > and are telling ME about getting thinking cleared? ; P |
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I'm 20... and pretty immature... and I'm glad... maturity sucks... and those who think otherwise don't have any fun! |
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yep, i got that 'feelin' old' feeling. |
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stop thinking so much, your braincells will last longer if you dont |
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The_Funkmaster > i'm immature too : ) but in the bad way : / |
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stop being gothic and get some bush tucker into yer :] |
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yeah, and get a dog up ya! ;) |
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He could have given you no genes at all. Life's a good thing. |
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i don't really think that you're feeling too old, more like purposeless... i feel it all the time... |
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a wank a day keeps the rotting of your seeds away |
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what is a "bush tucker"? i don't like dogs. i have cynophobia even. =P and i'm not a goth... : ) |
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hehe, your a cool dude uzim! :D |
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hey uzim, you're still very young even if you don't feel like it. You have a whole life ahead of you to fill with whatever experiences you want. Follow your own passions and interests. You don't need to put so much stock into what your peers are doing. It may be good for them, but doesn't have to be good for you. Some of the things you list as vain really are, but then again, you may surprise yourself one day, and enjoy something at 27 that you didn't value at 17. Try to surround yourself with people that don't alienate you. Just my two cents. Take care. |
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ok, ill let you off then :) |
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thanks... |
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(that was for princo and ka ; )) |
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i think i can relate uzim. i feel the same way at times. it's like i went from being a kid to an adult without experiencing anything in between. i can't help but think about all the things i missed out on during high school and the beginning of college. you know, those "normal" things like meeting new people, hanging out with friends, parties, girls, etc. now i gotta face going out into the real world and adult life, but in the back of my mind i still feel a void. |
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"but in the bad way : /" how so? Just be yourself man... that's all you can do... and if you're really shy, well trust me, I know what that is like... I used to be REALLY shy, and I still am far from outgoing... but I'm more confident in myself now, in the person I am, because I started having the philosophy of "Well, this is who I am, if you don't like it fuck you!"... that's all you can do... you can't expect to find realy friends, and real love by being someone you aren't... and you can't expect people to like you if they don't... but yeah, all shyness is is a fear... all fears can be overcome... I know it's easier said then done, but just throw yourself into situations, and then try and deal... I was frightened to death about coming over here to The Netherlands... but here I am, and everything has been great... I don't know if that made any sense, but there you go! :) |
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i was always a very mature kid.. such that i had trouble relating to other kids back then, but ive grown into someone very down to earth and understanding.. no loss at all :) |
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naaic > absolutely. i can relate to every word you said. |
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Im 17 as well. I film myself fucking around with my friends sometimes and most people think thast really immature. But i skate and watch alot of CKY videos and everyone fucks around and has a great time so i couldnt care less. But these are the same people who ive seen change over the years, mostly music wise but also most of them go to the gym to buffen up and thats very sad indeed. |
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I feel the same, Naaic. I dunno, the problem might be myself... but I really hated all the people that regularly threw "parties". The people that went to my school were fucking hard-ons who most likely joined a fraternity and got sodomized as their initiation. I need to move to a big city. |
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I wish I was 20 again. I can't even drink properly anymore without almost dying the next day. |
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but also most of them go to the gym to buffen up and thats very sad indeed. |
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Why is that sad ?! If they do it to feel better, I see no problem with going to the gym. |
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Wait till you are 300 like me then! :D |
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I'm also 17, i'm happy with it |
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i know exactly what your talking about, ive felt a lot like that since I just turned 18. i think itll be ok until im 21, then i dont know, ill feel way too old then. obviously its not really old but thats when things most likely will change. |
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its just like that boom bip and dose one album circle, where he counts up to 20 and says "i have no more childhood left" |
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You remind me of me when I was 17... and 18... and 19... and now 20. And 21 in a few months. Life is always just one big dirge of monotony, I just temper it with music, video games and excessive masturbation. It's too bad you're not into the latter, it helps! |
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just cuz you ain't getting younger doesn't mean you hafta act that way, knodamsayin |
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