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I am failing horribly at college. I have a job. I like listening to music (electronic music, most importantly!). 'Tis a blur when your blazin'. Love does NOT last forever. |
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I've realised the following since Christmas: I don't need to worry about my future. Most people are exceprionally weak willed. More money does make you happier. Most people try to blame their mistakes on other things. I really like to eat snails, after years of saying I never would as a child... I'm a pretty good cook when I can be bothered. Ironing bores the hell out of me- I need a mail order bride. If you deprive yourself of sleep in the week you end up sleeping for hours at the weekend. |
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I realized: about me, everything depends on me |
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I realized: I need to listen to more Aphex, i'm starting to loose my touch with him My girlfriend is very important to me I need to work really hard if i wnna get somewhere in the music buisness I'm tierd of not having money I really miss my SH-101 |
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You can get SH-101s in decent condition for £150 on ebay. I was giving them some serious thought myself as the sound of the SH-101 emulator on Vaz modular synth for PC is great. And BoC used to use them :) |
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a. There's a lot of shit bottled up inside me which I need to release. b. I need to calm the fuck down and stop stressing about my future. c. My girlfriend means a vast amount to me. |
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OMFG!! £150!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need £150!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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*emails £150 to oscillik* |
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lol!! you haven't got my email addy have you? i'd be eternally grateful if you did email me £150 heh i either want an sh-101 or an mc-202 |
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I was considering getting a sh-101 and to use it as a midi keyboard for my PC (they do have midi out, right?) as well as a synth. I like the sounds they make a lot although I'm not sure about the optional 80s style handle :) I think I'd probably go for the classic grey one if I was going to get one. |
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1. I just realized i can count my teeth using just my tongue... Seriously though, last month i realized life is much easier than i was afraid of. I realized sending out a positive self-esteem will give you much more opportunities reaching any goals. Well, maybe i knew this earlier, now i realized i can do it too. |
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i think they've just got cv/gate, but you can get mod boxes for them i think ;) i want the red one, i love that one ;) |
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i just realised that this messageboard is completely fucked up.... WOOT ! |
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not fucked up, just goes off in many tangents ;) i've just realised, i'm nearing 1000 points woo yay houpla! |
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i just realized that i'm eating bread here which is about 4 days old :\ yuk! |
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awww man that's nasty! why the hell are you doing that? |
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omg ! you're right. but tha would mean that i'm fucked up ! wow ........bonk ! |
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heh yepp, if you state that this messageboard is in fact "fucked up", then you too adhere to that statement hovis! |
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I agree with the second one. I've realised I don't need to worry about my future. I'm reasonably pleasant, hard working and skilled. I will always be able to find work and I can get on well with most people. what's there to worry about? |
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I've realised: I'm 30! My girlfriend is pregnant so i'm going to be a father! I'm a quite good musician; someone just offered me a live gig at a fairly decent place.... I'm an nice person, really... |
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Congrats to your girlfriend and you Co-Ex.istence. |
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Thank you, Ceri! :) I should freak out, really, but I like kids and I can't go on living like Charles Bukowski forever, so I guess its cool! |
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I don't need to worry about my future. > why Ceri? ' _ ' |
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i realized: · i haven't changed that much since my childhood. rather unfortunately. · i have wasted my past, right now i'm wasting my present and maybe my future at the same time, but i don't really care. · i have the bad habit of always complaining about things rather than fixing them. but i will rather complain about that habit than try to fix it. · i find myself "really kind of stupid and ugly too", and lazy and many other things, but when i ask people it seems that i'm not the only one who dislikes self. · i'm usually happy when i forget about myself. · life is only beautiful with the 'make up' we put on it. · i'm just a very normal geeky whiny teenager after all. maybe i could even fit the goth stereotype if i wanted! · i'm only realizing bad things. |
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Life's shit, isn't it? Boo fucking hoo. |
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I realized; I need to get out more I need to get out more I need to be in the music I don't need to smoke less, I need to smoke more but stop being a lazy annoying fuck. |
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I realised that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we're the imagination of ourselves |
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bill_hicks > bah, i was sure someone would make a disobliging comment on this... stupid... :P |
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bill_hicks is right. and you know it ;) |
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I realised that most of my dreams seem to involve breakfast TV presenters, this more than anything else in my fucked up life disturbs me the most. |
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For the reasons I gave! Unless there is a large war: I won't starve, I'm unlikely to be killed in violent crime. I have no dependants (children etc.) What's there to worry about? |
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I'm realising I still haven't heard any of Ceri's music. Got any mp3s up anywhere? |
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but kelly brook isn't on breakfast tv anymore... |
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My SH-101 is in for repairs :( its so lovely, i really want it back so i can hook it up to some FX pedals or just use it normally and get some lush Aphex/Boc-ish bass sounds out of it |
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I anticipate a "You've got something to worry about, your music is gash!" comment ;) Here's a link to . These aren't my best tracks (although I am proud of Paraffin Psychic), but I can't get into my MP3 account to change the songs so it defaulted to my most recent 3. Post/email your comments. Thanks. |
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Yes, I think it's ability to do squelchy acid is a little overrated, but the bass sounds are sublime. |
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I realised today that there were no Valentines cards to open and instead there was a lovely package from WARP containing Chiastic Slide, Gantz Graf (DVD) , a free copy of the KOWRECKTION EP, 4 gantz graf postcards and 2 Warp stickers. Must be love... ;p |
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no one loves me |
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i realized my car-dealer wanted to deceive me, 'cause when i said: "I'd like two new mirrors for my car.. he said: "That sounds like a fair trade" |
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i love you ! |
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hey isn't the guy depressive enough already? ;) :P |
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*sigh* |
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i realised that i don't understand morton oh my god ! maybe i don't understand myself ! i'm so confused ! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa |
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cheers ceri, i'll check 'em sunday / monday, i'm off to do my djing thing thing now, batter a few eardrums. hehe. no radio set this time coz the guys are in amsterdam (damn) but at least you won't have to hear me trying to sound cool |
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it's ok dude i don't understand anything you'll learn to live with it :) |
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I liked your set last time, it was a shame I had to go out and missed the last 1/2 hour. You certainly are deft with your cueing. |
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damn... i lay down what i be feeling when i was blazin... and get a 47 person response! woot! |
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I realize I want to spend my life with my girlfriend |
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have you asked her to marry you yet? |
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