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offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 17:59 [#00529337]
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i dunno. i've been feeling kind of empty lately. about this
girl, i really like her, and i'm pretty damn sure she likes
me (check my I gave a girl a mix tape thread) but she's
never home and i can't get a hold of her. she's only in my
p.e. class now and she's got 3 or 4 friends that she's
always talking to, so i'm mega shy. i feel like if i tried
to talk to her, i'd be interrupting her or something. but
the main problem i have is that i don't want her to think
i'm not talking to her because i don't like her. i had a
dream the other night that she was with someone else and it
made me really sad... i've been listening to this mix cd she
made me, and it makes me sad too, cause i can tell she cares
from listening to the songs, and i feel like she thinks i'm
blowing her off...

i've got more than 2 problems :/


 

offline danbrusca from Derbyshire (United Kingdom) on 2003-01-26 18:11 [#00529355]
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I've been in the exact same situation as you. I eventually
reached a point where I realised that tearing myself apart
over not doing anything about my feelings was far worse than
any negative outcome of actually acting on them could ever
be.

Sometimes you've just got to say 'fuck it, rock'n'roll,' and
go get the girl.


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 18:11 [#00529357]
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the problem is i can never get a hold of her on the phone,
and i don't see her at all for the rest of the day


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2003-01-26 18:12 [#00529359]
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or become gay....


 

offline danbrusca from Derbyshire (United Kingdom) on 2003-01-26 18:13 [#00529363]
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I'm bi, but sometimes I wonder if I'm just being lazy ;)


 

offline magiker from Östersund (Sweden) on 2003-01-26 18:14 [#00529366]
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Every man to his own tastes, mine is for cunts.


 

offline danbrusca from Derbyshire (United Kingdom) on 2003-01-26 18:15 [#00529371]
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Do you know her address? If so, send her another tape/CD and
ask her to give *you* a call.

Better still, take it round to her place. If she's there
then you're in luck, if not leave a note in the CD asking
her to call.


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 18:15 [#00529372]
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canibal


 

offline danbrusca from Derbyshire (United Kingdom) on 2003-01-26 18:16 [#00529373]
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So *that's* why you were at military.com!


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 18:17 [#00529375]
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that was ment for magiker... it was a pretty clever insult,
i think.

i'm going to write her a letter explaining everything, i
guess i'll have to look her up in the phone book


 

offline surrounded from it won't be hard anymore to li on 2003-01-26 18:19 [#00529378]
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That's a bad situation. If it was me... i would do nothing
because i wouldn't be able to believe that she might
actually like me, and she would eventually fall in love with
someone else i'm sure...

So you don't want to do that! You've got to do something.
You've got nothing to loose anyway :-) If the outcome is
bad, you'll be in the same situation you are now, if the
outcome is good... well... who knows what'll happen.

If you really can't get a hold of her, you can always write
her a letter i guess. Or just keep trying. She's gotta eat
and sleep sometime ;-) I'm sure she comes home every now and
then.


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 18:19 [#00529379]
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i lent her samurai math beats too, a few days after i bought
it


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 18:20 [#00529380]
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i'm going to ask her for the cd back, and tell her "not
because i don't want you to have it, but because i want an
excuse to see you again"


 

offline optimus prime on 2003-01-26 18:21 [#00529382]
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aaahahahaha.

she might even fall for it. you lucky bastard.


 

offline danbrusca from Derbyshire (United Kingdom) on 2003-01-26 18:22 [#00529383]
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Nice :)


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 18:23 [#00529384]
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I CALLED HIM A CUNT YOU GUYS

i'm so clever


 

offline naaic from Uppsala (Sweden) on 2003-01-26 18:23 [#00529385]
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if you want her bad enough just go for it. if you do
nothing, you'll kick yourself in the ass later.


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 18:25 [#00529389]
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just like i'm doing now :/
and have been for the past week


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 18:53 [#00529418]
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i think i swallowed some lighter fluid


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 18:55 [#00529422]
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school is kind of a drag too...

i've got early bird (which is where you have to go to p.e.
at 7 am so you can graduate on time) and then p.e. 1st
period.

i'm gonna die soon, i can tell


 

offline optimus prime on 2003-01-26 18:56 [#00529423]
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rock on.


 

offline BlatantEcho from All over (United States) on 2003-01-26 19:09 [#00529440]
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asking for the CD back is kinda slick

why not just mail her another mix tape with a little note in
it saying you miss her music tastes around you.

corny is good


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 19:17 [#00529454]
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do you think it would be wrong to put closet freak by cee-lo on it?


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 19:20 [#00529455]
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it'd be like my answer to her putting fuck her gently on the
mix cd for me


 

offline Lust Incarnate from the edge of the deep green sea (United States) on 2003-01-26 19:55 [#00529492]
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Tell her you want to get together with her sometime and
listen to music. Making tapes/cds for eachother is a good
way to start. Talk to her online! Thats how my boyfriend and
I got to know eachother (we had classes together at school
but were both too shy to say anything; and we both hate the
phone) and we have been together for a year. :)

Take a chance! :D Good luck!


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 20:00 [#00529495]
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i gave her my screen name, she's just never home, so she's
never on the computer...

i'm thinking of making amix tape right now

anyone want to help? i think the first track is going to be
Spiritualized-Ladies and Gentlemen we are floating in
space... kinda risky to put love songs on these things,
right?


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 20:00 [#00529497]
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i explained this to someone before...but i guess at this
point it doesn't matter


 

offline optimus prime on 2003-01-26 20:03 [#00529499]
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put on el-p - t.o.j


 

offline Lust Incarnate from the edge of the deep green sea (United States) on 2003-01-26 20:04 [#00529500]
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What kind of music does she like? The mix tape is a grand
idea!

I dont think its risky at all--she might even want it, you
never know. :)


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 20:13 [#00529516]
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she a bit of a hippy but she seemed to really like the stuff
i put on her tape (pretty much ALL idmish stuff, plus some
hip hop)


 

offline Lust Incarnate from the edge of the deep green sea (United States) on 2003-01-26 20:17 [#00529521]
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hmmm, a hippy, eh? *thinks* Does she like the Beatles or Bob
Dylan? Do you? If you have somehting in common, thats good!


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-26 20:29 [#00529538]
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more of a modern hippy, you know? some of the stuff she put
on the cd for me, i already knew

were both really open musically


 

offline Lust Incarnate from the edge of the deep green sea (United States) on 2003-01-26 20:34 [#00529549]
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Im afraid I dont understnad the "modrn hippy" thing! :|

I think hippy, and I think of the Byrds "Draft Morning" :)
Love that song!

I have to be getting to bed! Goodnight!


 

offline b0nk from 1969 in the sunshine (United States) on 2003-01-26 21:31 [#00529592]
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caustic window - on the romance tip

nice afx song and the title will send a msg as well hehe


 

offline b0nk from 1969 in the sunshine (United States) on 2003-01-27 17:25 [#00530713]
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well has anything happened yet?



 

offline TonyFish from the realm of our dreams on 2003-01-27 18:02 [#00530730]
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depressed? join the club except I have no reason to be.


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-27 20:09 [#00530788]
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today i told her that i wanted to talk to her, but not at
that moment (it was in the front hall of the school with
about 2 minutes before lunch was over) and she said that we
could, i'm gonna see if we'll go to this diner after
school...

i made her a cd:
2. Atmosphere:Lovelife 3. The Get Up Kids:Alec Eiffel
(Pixies Cover)4. Plaid:Scoobs 5. Aphex Twin:Nannou 6. The
Eels:Get Ur Freak On 7. Catch 22:Kristina She Don't Know I
Exist 8. Gorillaz: Sound Check (Gravity) 10. Cee-lo:Closet
Freak 12. Radiohead: How To Disappear Completely (BBC
Version) 13. James Kochalka Superstar: Hockey Monkey 14.
Boards of Canada: Roygbiv 16:µ-Ziq:Lunatic Harness
17.Propellerheads:A Number of Microphones 18. Neutral
MilkHotel:Two Headed Boy Part 1 (Live) 19. Kurt Cobain:
Clean Up Before She Comes 20. The Pixies:Velouria 21.
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Theme (Jack G Remix) 22. The
Broadways-15 Minutes 23.The Beta Band:Dry The Rain 24.
Caustic Window:Pigeon Street 25. Spiritualized-Ladies and
Gentlemen, We Are Floating In Space

the unlisted tracks are:
1. Homsar "i'm the original ladies man", 9. a short sketch
from the cee-lo album, ending with him saying "what would
jesus do?", 11. strong bad techno, 15. Big Pun-The Beat Box
(him going dunna dunna DAH dun DAH and saying "thats the
fuckin beat box... MY style")



 

offline Spookyluke from United States on 2003-01-27 20:16 [#00530795]
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What you should do is make a mix tape with you telling her
your feelings inbetween tracks--I bet she'd like that.


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-27 20:18 [#00530798]
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if i do make another mix tape, it's going to be after
something happens between us, and it's going to be all love
songs, whether beautiful (see ladies and gentlemen by
spiritualized) or goofy (see soup on a stick by brak)


 

offline b0nk from 1969 in the sunshine (United States) on 2003-01-27 20:59 [#00530830]
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well good luck


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-27 21:02 [#00530835]
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after i die once i can never die again!


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-31 20:01 [#00536012]
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yeah, it's back. and i fucked up my e key


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-01-31 20:35 [#00536028]
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i guess it doesn't matter really...

i mean, what good is this doing me


 

offline Homestar on 2003-01-31 20:36 [#00536031]
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you'we pwobably wight.


 

offline far-east monkey from psychiatry hospital in osaka on 2003-01-31 21:02 [#00536038]
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hey, boy good luck


 

offline b0nk from 1969 in the sunshine (United States) on 2003-01-31 23:24 [#00536108]
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did u ever get to talk to her?


 

offline Jedi Chris on 2003-02-01 03:46 [#00536298]
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Nice to see you are sporting an ever so wonderfull avatar!


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-02-01 10:59 [#00536657]
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b0nk: she wasn't home when she said she would be. i'm going
to try today.... i've just got to get this stuff off my
chest...

the things i've got to say won't wait another day...

chris:i thought you'd like it, it's probably one of my
favorite avatars


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2003-02-01 11:11 [#00536669]
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i've started a tape called "To Whom ItMay Concern"
this is what i've got so far
A1 El-P-Fantastic Damage (Intro)
A2 Atmosphere-Modern Man's Hustle
A3 Boards of Canada- Mellisa Juice
A4 Spiritualized-Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating In
Space
A5 Catch 22-Kristina She Don't Know I Exist
A6 Neutral Milk Hotel-In The Aeroplane Over The Sea
A7 Aphex Twin-Girl/Boy Song
A8 The Pixies-Velouria
A9 Bogdan Raczynski-Thinking of You Thinking Of Me
A10 Venetian Snares-Warm Body

thats it so far.... it's not really important i guess


 

offline weatheredstoner from same shit babes. (United States) on 2003-02-01 11:12 [#00536671]
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GIRLS ARE NOTHING BUT TROUBLE.

But if you like her, fucking just tell her, and then force
her to tell you (AT THAT MOMENT) if she likes you back. DO
NOT fall into some girl-game bullshit, if she doesn't answer
you right away (within 5 minutes) SHE IS FUCKING WITH YOUR
MIND AND YOU NEED TO LEAVE HER TO AVOID ANY MORE EMOTIONAL
SCARING..

I'm fucking serious.


 


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