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... stoners are your friends! Sure we may babble incoherently sometimes, but we are generally a harmless group who strive for peace, relaxation, and the occasional partying. =) |
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werd yo. |
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and after a week youll be hooked on smack! |
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werd yo. |
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Yes... I've been smoking for 2 years now. Weed is such a gateway drug because I am now addicted to Crack and Heroin! btw: I'm lying. |
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That's what ALL drug addicts do: lie!! |
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:P |
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it doesnt lead to other drugs, it leads to more of the same drug. |
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oh dear me.......... |
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is life a downward spiral, a rollercoaster, or something so flat we make ourselves believe it isn't? why do i feel lonely all the time, even when there are people i like around me... maybe i'm looking for someone who doesn't exist... or who i haven't found yet? — i know, but no, i don't believe in love... not yet i think... sometimes i think i'm not myself but somebody else's soul (if we have one! ...but maybe it all depends from what we're calling "soul"), trapped inside another body with the remains of another soul... right now i'm feeling so sad, and maybe i do know why, but maybe i make myself believe i don't know, because it isn't sad enough to make me feel sad... maybe i'm not really that sad after all, maybe i just make myself believe i'm sad... why do i always make myself believe things, i do this so much that i don't even know what i do believe and what i don't really believe but make myself... and i'm an idiot, i'm still writing all this baloney even though it's past 2am and i don't like waking up late, and even though i know if i get any answers i won't like them... but i still can't help writing silly monologues like this when i feel lonely... my diary isn't enough maybe... i don't know what i am, i think i'm an idiot but am i sensitive or not, maybe i'm desensitiving myself... maybe i'm just egoistic. and lonely because of this? yeah, maybe. maybe i can't quite get into other people's heads, except some, which feel the same as me... some friends i found on the internet... i tried to contact them again, it had been a long time, but i had nothing to say... sad thing... and i'm lonely again... maybe i can't quite decipher what the other people think, but i fear they can see what i think... why do i fear that? i don't know. oh, maybe i know in fact. maybe i'm just trying to be mysterious or something in order not too feel empty. but i still feel lonely and empty. dead. dead inside. i think music is my best friend... i'm getting more and more numb to the real world, i on |
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only care about things like music, the moon (i don't know why — i don't believe in astrology though), the sky, etc... fictive characters too, even though they scare me sometimes. i don't know. what do i know? i make myself believe i don't know the answers to my questions because i can barely face them. sad? maybe. i'm scared of the real world. but i haven't got any real imaginary world. i'm a sissy, i know. i thought i had changed, but in fact i think i'm still the same. do the world need sissies? like i care about the world... and i don't think i really care about myself either. i'm jaded. and still lonely. i'd better go to bed now. |
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"never trust a junkie", they said... |
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it doesnt matter what or who you care about, just care about yourself, then the rest will follow. do it, just think of number one for a week or two and and you'll see. not that i practice what i preach but you know. |
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phiz, i want some of your bud... it looks niice :) nicely done, weatheredstoner. |
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Dont worry Uzim. You should go on a nice vacation to somewhere far away from people. I just recently got back from colorado and it really did change my life. So peacefull out there right by this river, lovely trees everywhere... simply amazing. So reassuring and calm. |
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that trip sounds fuckin awesome. :) |
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the trip to heaven is even better |
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hello mates! |
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instruct them o lord |
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do they hear you not o lord? |
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are father who art in heaven..... |
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gomen |
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do you not know the ways of Grammar "our" lord? |
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they wish to speak with you not o great one |
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aaaaaah.....soothing words lord ^_^ |
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i beleieve these ?:2025111 "fans have no proper etiquette for our divine gatherine |
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once again sire? |
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gomen |
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must YOU be instructed by your servants? |
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gomenx2 |
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yosh tai cho! |
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ala es oss cristos!! |
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will no one humor us? |
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What the fuck. |
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"Fear is the mind-killer" Be afraid, be very afraid... |
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err... thanks phiz and weatheredstoner... :) |
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