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yes, right now. i'm drunk. again. i need a holiday and i'm getting one. after work tomorrow. then it'll be even more drinking. probably. i need a psychiatrist. i work as a teacher. i genuinely treat each and every one of my pupils with the deepest respect, regardless of accomplishments or whatever. i dare say i'm well-liked. no, i need a psychiatrist for myself. i've reached the point where i think stuff like this: "my life's useless [in a neo-nietzschean sense], and i'm not having any fun, so why not make it better -- or at least as good as it gets -- for teh kids?" everything starts to revolve around work, and not around myself, and it worries me. |
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being a kid > being a grown-up i still, to this day, remember a conversation i had with my dad when i was around 13. i asked him what's best of being a child and an adult. actually i asked the question in our family car, and i thought i knew the answer beforehand; i thought: "of course he'll answer being an adult -- you have freedom, you can do whatever you want!" to my dismay, at the time, he answered being a kid. i couldn't understand it. i thought about it for a several years actually, as an adolescence. why would an adult NOT want freedom and doing whatever you want? we all grow up i suppose! |
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too much trouble |
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I dont know |
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makes me think of |
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really fucking aggressive you nosey cunt |
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only joking. i'm actually in a humorous mood. |
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You type pretty well for someone who's drunk..have a nice holliday and please DO NOT grow up. |
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Does the alcohol help you to get in contact with your feelings? |
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do grow up |
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So i can become an alcoholic? |
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I open up a can of beer and say cheers.. |
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Thats what my dad always did |
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maybe the reason you get in contact with your feelings by drinking alcohol? |
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Advocate, read The Poetics of Reverie by Gaston Bachelard to help you re-construct your childhood. Go straight to the chapter Childhood Reverie. It is about dreaming, but conscious dreaming and how you can re-live your childhood when you get older. Pretty good book. :) And I am feeling pretty good, thanks. Had just the right amount of alcohol at my friend's last night and some nice pizza and a nice walk home, too. Alcohol with nice food= happy Tristan without hangover. |
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Don't worry, Advocate. You might feel better after the holiday. And at least a parrot isn't biting your nose. :) |
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I get in contact with my feelings by touching my peener |
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I feel drunk |
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I feel like going to bed |
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in the middle of a fart-storm |
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like im ready to get on your mom. |
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