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When i was tiny i felt too much things at once. feelings were so huge and amazing but too much to have a handle it. The thing is i've been thinking this: sometimes i would get so upset and dwell in the many levels of feeling when i was sad. even angry i did it the same. i would sit with it, trying to understand it but maybe more because of trying to live with it? NO. i was trying to hold on to it as if the feeling was worth keeping just because it was so big: such a precious kind of horrible. now, why do we do it? why do we hold onto pain things like this, spinning pretty thread around it like silk worm? we all mostly do it. there is a part of us that encourage the bad feeling. this was never practical for us as animals was never practical today! what is the purpose of this strange mechanism? |
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hmm we might be on to something |
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Why do you type in a different style when you post as toby? |
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ok so is natural. we do romanticise of our emotion and i suppose deep sadness is as stirring as truest love. but there is something else here to be explain.. am not sure how to pin it down |
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Does this account allow you to post your more whimsical and emotional thoughts without shame and the fear of attacks that might upset the original personality? |
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:D pwned |
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i am many diffrent things inside. I really am this way but also that way too. ahhh but i wont pretend this is honesty, i would not call it this. i still am veiling everthing. Oh is just a little fun ^_^ |
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no silly everone knows toby ^_^ |
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It's far from honesty if you have to create a new persona to express your emotions. Some might say that you require professional help. |
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would you say it? |
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No. It's only the internet. |
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i agree |
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me too |
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lol |
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You fucked up. The dream is over. |
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you fucked up |
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hehe^_^ |
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oh no. the thread! is being wipe away buy this whole way of doing it! |
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We are joined in failure. |
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*by |
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i know what is coming.. |
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*bye ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ |
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Banana. |
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You didn't know that was coming did you? |
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