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in your life when you have nothing to look forward to and life doesn't seem worth living? My one day off a week is next Friday, so I won't have had any time off my full-time job for 11 days. :( That means no chance to go to town and buy food, because town is far away and there are no frequent buses. Taxis are £8 one way. I have hardly any money... Maybe it sounds grandiose to say my life isn't worth living, but because I am working all the time I need something to give me an incentive to keep on going and I don't have anything. The only thing that does keep me going is the thought that my last working day is 10th Sept. Quite soon, but a few weeks from now. Sorry for bitching, but I am really not happy right now. If you are having a shit time, tell me about it and I will try to make you feel a bit better too. |
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I just stubbed my toe. |
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lol- how did it make you feel? |
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Empty, desperate and alone. I wanted to blame everyone, anyone but the one person whose fault it really was. Me. |
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i hope you can claim benefits and never ever have to work again |
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I dunno. For me that would not make me feel much better... |
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Hey Tractern-I was gonna write a long,rambling reply about long hours,little pay and less thanks but that wouldnt have made either of us feel any better. Keep your chin up,stay positive and laugh often. Bad days are just that-days,they wont last for ever. :) |
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some find it comforting to think that every day you crawl nearer to a time when youll die feel nothing at all. dunno i think it sounds a bit crap looking forward to: new aphex wtin |
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Yeah, that is true. Here especially, due to the spilt shifts 2.5 hours on, 2.5 off from 7am-7PM, days go quickly. So, yeah- time will pass quickly and I will be home before I know it, I s'pose. So what do you for a living, atwood? |
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I'm an artist of sorts.Self employed. |
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most people i know work to pay for a car to get them to work to pay for the car to get them to work. ...pay for food to charge themselves for work...pay for baths to clean themselves after work. then spend 7-8 hrs sleeping to recharge themselves for work. work? working toward what? a happy clean planet? Noooo working in a greed system which appears to be heading us all to a very dangerous future. in between feeding cleaning recharging for work they have about an hour to themselves which is spent in escapism (mainly tv and drinking) so to try and forget they gotta be up for work before their bodies really wanna get up. pay to talk to each other ( phones) pay to move fro a- b ( cars road tax insane dirty fuel costs ) Pay to see !! lights, cause when you get home from work "ITS DARK!!!" pay for water that falls...from the sky!!...then pay to drain it away too!! born with no entitlement to land,so have to pay for space ...SPACE to live !! in this EMMENSE EVER GROWING UNIVERSE soon we will have to pay for clean air too. i already have to pay for a filter mask on my bike cause of the SHIT that comes out the billion cars needed to get the billions into this filthy greedy earth employment system . tax tax tax tax tax on everything ...cause the government are crooked controlled by multinationalism and totaly inefficient toward ZERO goals to make everyone happy. EVER! They drain as much as they can out of the people without a riot control them to build extra materials needed to build the defence bunkers needed for when world war 3 starts. hey look the suns come out! :P oh damn, can i afford to use the sun today?...let me check my bank account. oh phew its 2009 that day has yet to come. |
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i've got mercury in my mouth. |
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migrate to another country |
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2.5 on 2.5 off what u do tractern? sorry i cant join in the life aint peachy ramble today. i'm in a good part of the country, i'm with good good people, i have primo weed, bout to go to a festival that costs 45 buck for 3 days, my account is low but gordons gonna loan me some dosh to sort that out soon, i havent worked for 2 months, ive got nice beer in the fridge, i jus drank nice tea, part 4 of GhostYard is sweet, i have no underlying mental issues fucking me up right now, hell you should all be me for a while. I AM THE SECRET INGREDIENT IN SOYLENT GREEN!!! |
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:D |
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Blame the object you stubbed it on, that always works. |
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Rage against the Furniture. |
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i'm happy really , just, we mustn't forget that many people are in pain, would it not be nice for a government target to one day make everyone happy!? They never say anything like that. Even if that target is very far in the future...at least point out that we are aiming for a happy healthy sustainable world. Rather than an economically strong state. :/ freqyx |
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I am glad you're having a good time. :) It makes me happy to hear it, cos i can imagine myself being in that position at some point in the future, which is like an incentive for the shit I am going through right now. Glad everything is good with you, fella. What is the festival you're going to? Who is playing there? |
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Oh, and I work in a kitchen at a PGL centre- Osmington Bay, in Weymouth, UK. |
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Hm, now I just feel a bit worse. :/ |
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yes i have those times i just dont wanna wake up. everything is fucked. everybody sucks |
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lately i've been trying to get away from bullshit life-forces by exercising and eating better, or not as much. |
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i wanna be like jackie chan or bruce lee |
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hehe |
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Feeling empty is one of the worse feelings ever. I'd choose it over serious physical pain...but still. |
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keep your religion dude honestly. keep it. just exercise some healthy freedoms. im sure you know the difference between good and bad |
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oh fine if everyones doing this. ive wasted a whole year feeling really fucking depressed. i recon most of you would consider most of the things ive been forced to think about (by my own weaknesses) really fucking abstract. i think im on the other side now but still need to recover a sense of love for life, its dead as a fucking door nail now. like pulse said; get jackiechan on your bullshit and do it now! |
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" i recon most of you would consider most of the things ive been forced to think about (by my own weaknesses) really fucking abstract" go on then, test us! |
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no i really cant. lol no just think of me as the tortured good guy and move along *music, sad sad music |
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A good guy wouldn't tell me to "move along". I'm not your whore. |
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i simply meant to gently usher you toward a happier future. |
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Wow you really are a good guy! |
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i know! isnt it tragic im so depressed and lost? go on. leave without me. just promise youll make it! |
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:0 |
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Who isn't depressed and lost? It's hard not to be. You're not alone. It's all been thought before, i tell myself. Helps to feel even more useless. |
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stop it im fine. i was trying to joke it off but now im gonna cut my wrists after starting a fight with pulseclock. where is he... |
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some very important truths in this post, you might enjoy this article: |
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blimey |
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god! this paints a picture of a sick world where everywhere is google hq |
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living is the hard part death is the easy part innit |
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It ebbs and it flows. |
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'Work' as we know it really is just the most souless, non-human thing I can ever imagine. Worker ants. Just think of our ancestors luggung rocks on their backs or working down coal mines for 10 hours. Fucking hell...the powers that be really fucked up something that had the most beautiful potential didn't they? And we're told this is the way society has to be. Like we're some naiive schoolchildren gazing, accepting a mundane truth. Fucking bullshit. If anyones up for starting that revolution any day now...I'm so with you. I'm down. I'll die for it. Scrap that. What if everyone just said, I'm not going to work this morning. I'm going to grow some fresh produce in my back yard. Then we could parade the streets with the queens head on a stick. |
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have you considered having a nice cup of tea and a biscuit? |
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...or a fag, a drink and a ponder. either work for me. |
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yeah work sucks |
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im depressed |
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then there would be 100 wars |
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100 wars for peace? |
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