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i do. occasionally. i consider myself to be quite "normal" (whatever that is). i don't stalk people, shout gibberish to strangers or stuff like that. no, i'd say i'm pretty much your average guy. but sometimes -- yeah once in a while -- i feel like i just MIGHT collapse, start foaming at the mouth and revert to some infant state. now... IF i ever enter this infant stage it doesn't have to be that bad, has it? why? because it'd hopefully be like restarting windows. you know, getting rid of all those silly apps running in the background. restarting that shit, and THEN getting rejuvenated and ok again. you dig? |
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i'm so po-mo. |
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today i get you step dad has lung caner only a few days..weeks left :( wifey just got nailed lastnight, some jerk hit the back of her car, wifey and son ok, thank god other than that, life is hard get over it get used to it love it a lot |
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do wet dreams count? it's a sort of foaming... |
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truly sorry about your step dad. i'm sure you've had a much worse week than i've had. i feel like an asshole talking about my petty problems. i've almost stopped talking. i used to be really talkative with friends and family. now i just shrug and nod and stuff. |
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nothing compared to my stuff, but i'm currently at the turn point of my life where i either 1) take the wrong road and spiral down, or 2) take the right road and everything will be fine. The problem is that i need atleast hundred parts of a compas so i can put it together and to know what road i should take to be all right in life. While currently, i'd like to just vaporize into thin air |
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thanks |
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sometimes i think about turning into liquid, why do want to become an element of life if we are escaping life? |
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i think so we can still exist, but just fall out of everyone's picture |
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the fear is a enemy to the clear mind. is natural that if you fear face to fight the fear, have a mental breakdawn. eñeoeñokepokepoepoepiojehjfoh< |
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i think you're already in the process of rejuvenating yourself. your brain is reacting to something, whatever it may be, and naturally you will make a change within or outside to adapt to this reaction. the brain cant stay in the same state forever, but maybe it can for a long time. my advice is to be honest and dont hold back, follow your emotions and let them guide you. theres a difference between a permanent underlying state and a fleeting shallow state of mind. if it is a fleeting one you will forget about it after awhile, and if it isnt you will be forced into a permanent change. i cant say which one it is, but either way you wont stay in this purgatory forever. |
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sorry to hear about that thad. i got used to hardness of life as well, used to beloved pain and general injustice, so i'm daily struggling for some kind of peace in this plastic life and pick the most from the simplest things, like everyone. not sure what this thread is about i've found a good deal to keep control, even if you feel you're a bit crazy, and if you're crazy but you can see it, i say fuck the rest |
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I already got crazy brains..so now worries for me. |
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i know how you feel. felt that way tonight. hopefully it never reaches that point, but if it does i hope it can reset like the way you want it to. recycle, sorry to hear about your father. hope you're ok |
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mental breakdown is nothing compared to teh death. |
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mental breakdown might lead to death |
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death might lead to life |
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i sometimes wish i had a mental breakdown cause then i would be considered ill and not simply "weird" and people would stop thining about it |
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"In a mad world only the mad are sane." |
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Dont use apostrophes!! |
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but if you dont think you dont exist its a fact from your perspective, I think so :D. "Mental breakdown" I guess is a conditioned becouse of desire to know too much. This desire is hysterical and irrational. |
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Advocate, your problems arnt petty by any means..... being withdrawn I think is normal everyone does it, people are just people sometimes, its ok You have a wonderful life, realize it, appreciate it. love, thad |
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