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AMPI MAX
from United Kingdom on 2009-02-04 15:23 [#02269981]
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yeh i always have massive mood changes n stuff. also in any space (a room or a shape or an object) there are two sides that make me feel really dark and shit and two that feel really good, had this since i was shitting in pampers. i can't face a day without escapism (was triggered by an uncomfortable sexaul episode when i was 9). have always been anxious and scared + loads of other things that are crazy. dad, sister and relatives are fucking mad also (cousin tammy thinks her daughter is an alien and tells her but she says it's cool). i think it's bipolar. ANYONE ELSE HAVE BIPOLAR? don't have money for therapy or anything. what do i do. just felt like typing this for yall. ha
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AMPI MAX
from United Kingdom on 2009-02-04 15:24 [#02269982]
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fuck off (regret posting i hate you bunch o twats)
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Guybrush
from the white room on 2009-02-04 15:27 [#02269985]
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Bipolar is cool now
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pulseclock
from Downtown 81 on 2009-02-04 15:33 [#02269989]
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i went freaked out a month ago and checked myself into a psychiatric hospital, its not fun. It's a pretty strange place to be. I know the feeling of delusional life, and it's not fun, remember when you were a kid and you didn't let thoughts rule your life? You just kind of did what you wanted? I think by being an adult, you have to be smarter and have more common sense, to live a good life for yourself.
The pyschiatric doctor said i had Bipolar pschizoaffective blah blah, but i think it's just because he may have been bipolar, i don't know, didn't ask. He also said i was very smart to my dad in a phonecall i overheard.
So i understand the two sides thing, light and dark, but they are all just frames of mind exaggerated maybe. It's like the old saying, and i'm not religious or any of that, but it makes sense - "An idle mind is the devil's playground"
You just have to make your own rules for yourself, dont be held down by anybody, but try and make this life for you and everyone around you as peaceful or good as you can, and dont feel bad if you dont get what yo uwant.
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Raz0rBlade_uk
on 2009-02-04 15:37 [#02269993]
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have a look into NLP
neuro-linguistic programming. if you're like me and have been sectioned in the past then anything like this is good.
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Cliff Glitchard
from DEEP DOWN INSIDE on 2009-02-04 15:40 [#02269995]
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this one time on acid, i saw the walls breath with me, it seemed like i was everything and my perception is existence, so if you're unhappy it could be my fault, as that's how i want you to be. sorry.
i'm now concentrating on you being happy all the time....
which thinking about it, would then become the norm and you wouldn't really enjoy anything?
i'm confused.
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AMPI MAX
from United Kingdom on 2009-02-04 15:57 [#02270006]
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god. gayest thread. no no no. two sides FEEL horrible, it's not a descision. i walk into a room and it's all mapped out before i even find a place to sit down.
i'm eating some nasty 'health' cereal, i cannot possibly explain how much it smells like mcdonalds/quavers. filthy.
anyway thanks guys but my thing is some kind of hereditary craziness i have. will make another spam soon.
btw you lot have been sectioned so can't judge or nuffin YOU FUCKING mental bastards ha!
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AMPI MAX
from United Kingdom on 2009-02-04 15:59 [#02270008]
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bipolar is cool now so i posted here.
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Raz0rBlade_uk
on 2009-02-04 16:04 [#02270011]
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tarred with the mad brush
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Wolfslice
from Bay Area, CA (United States) on 2009-02-04 16:09 [#02270012]
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there are two kinds of biopolar, with bipolar 1 you would have both manic and depressive episodes that each last for a couple weeks to a month. During manic episodes you would show signs of extreme hyper activity, anxiousness, exaggerated sense of self esteem, etc. You'd basically feel the opposite of all that during a depressive episode.
Bipolar 2 has less frequent episodes and they may occur as a "mixed" episode where you're constantly shifting moods. The episodes are also shorter duration compared with bipolar 1.
Both are thought to be an imbalance of neurotrasmitters and pretty treatable with lithium or other anti-depressants. I don't know how affordable health care is in the UK right now but the best advice is to get yourself checked out.
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Guybrush
from the white room on 2009-02-04 16:14 [#02270013]
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Healthcare is free in the uk
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penexpers
from Toronto (Canada) on 2009-02-04 16:38 [#02270015]
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AMPI MAX, are you a Forest fan? YOU RAMS!
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freqy
on 2009-02-04 16:45 [#02270016]
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what of your exercise plan? giving up smokes ?, pasta sauce without 6 grams a salt in it. ?!?!
have you eaten something to make you sloppy ? a load of sugary milky cakes? alcohol ? coffee?
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freqy
on 2009-02-04 16:47 [#02270018]
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you were so happy the other day ! you were balanced just right ! something unbalanced you.
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music maker
from St.Louis (United States) on 2009-02-04 17:28 [#02270021]
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LAZY_TITLE
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2009-02-05 09:06 [#02270127]
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lol @ yer av
no matter if you inherited sumthin', today you're the only responsible for what you are and what you are today is what you will be dude, like it or not.
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plaidzebra
from so long, xlt on 2009-02-05 09:19 [#02270133]
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don't be alarmed, i'm just posting in every thread on this message board. yes every single fucking thread. well, most of them. a few at least. i'll be around...
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2009-02-05 09:23 [#02270137]
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i forgot to say, don't take any fucking psyco drug or you'll regret it.
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gingaling
from Scamworth (Burkina Faso) on 2009-02-05 09:32 [#02270144]
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have you been to your quack about things AMPI?
if he sees you as true loon or even if not and you convince him help is free....you dont need big bucks for therapy.
failing that is it possible to live your life on the two sides of the room that you find good? what about circluar rooms, you should move into a light-house!!
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earthleakage
from tell the world you're winning on 2009-02-05 09:36 [#02270146]
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whats red and white and comes out of a cup? :D
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penexpers
from Toronto (Canada) on 2009-02-05 10:07 [#02270158]
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Forest?
Billy Davies has bought a house in Nottingham. It's a two up three down.
Forest fans distraught over last night's events can call a helpline on 0800 2-0 2-1 2-2 2-3. Just ask for Kris.
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earthleakage
from tell the world you're winning on 2009-02-05 10:43 [#02270168]
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haha! :)
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