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at least illfates picked a suiting 'user' name. |
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Yeah definitely, though I only work part-time, 2-closing 3-4 days a week so I can't make any guarantees that I'll be around. I am a skinny white kid with glasses and messy hair, and my name is charles, so that will be on my name tag :O |
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TAKE PICTURES NEXT TIME. |
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haha OK. you just described half the dudes in seattle. |
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Half the dudes in Seattle are named Charles? WTF |
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If it wasn't for xltronic I would by injecting crack, snorting weed and smoking ecstasy. |
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Yeah, that's why I'd go with the name tag : ) |
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Now you know that whatever it is, just smoke it. on line |
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Poor chap |
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I think I saw him tonight at 9-ish in front of Qfc. could I assume he was the skinny red-haired guy banging the fuck out of a bunch of turned over barrels? |
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Every fuck nut is naming their daughter "hailey" after M&M's stupid daughter I think. |
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that's him. |
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He had a small crowd hanging out when I checked him out. His set-up was pretty intense, but I could just barely follow the rhythm he was going for. |
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i guess we can be proud of him for making the big time. |
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Crap, that's pretty sucky. |
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Well maybe he got what he deserved, but people need help, right? |
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Ah, schadenfreude, sweetener of bitter afternoons. Sulky, slutty bitch slut of the emotions. |
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nah who wuz dat nigga? |
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i guess this is one of those times where you really get your username spot on too early? |
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he will be back.like phobs say they all come back |
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sometimes i was really on, drumming, but about 60 percent of the time until about 6 months ago I was sleep deprived, high on, or drumming to get high on, crack. nowadays i play only to excel, excite... not to make skrilla to get high. this has resulted in a terrific upgrade of my average performance. sorry if my beats weren't on point for you. |
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yoyoyo i was right |
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how is life in da jungle |
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What about your girlfriend? |
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Feel like I need to say something here... Illfates is my brother and though he fucked up hard by doing drugs you guys don't need to be talking shit like this about him. 90% of the replies in this thread are ignorant and intrusive, none of you (I'm assuming) know what kind of circumstances led him to make the choices he has made. and all the trashy shit you had to say about his girl... well it just makes me sad. |
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You were sexually abusing him? |
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i wouldnt let my brother sleep rough. and if he had this kind of problems id be looking after him and be less bothered about what what 200 ppl who have never met him think of the situation. |
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I wish you were my brother. |
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do u like ppl sponging off u? :) |
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Earthleakage I agree with you; if I could have done more about the situation then I would have, but he doesn't let anyone tell him what to do, even if it's for his own good. He wouldn't have listened to his litter sister anyway, I'm just trying to back him up on here. |
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"90% of the replies in this thread are ignorant and intrusive" 90% of the people who come here are arsewits so I really wouldn't worry what they say. People have opinions based on their own limited knowledge; internet people have opinions based on their own arseholes. All I know about him is that he likes fractals, plays pots on the street, makes good cds and is incredibly unreliable about sending them out to people (ie me!) :p |
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couldve sworn i posted in here |
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Heroin is a horrible drug, I have lost a couple of freinds because of it. The worst part is that you are compleatly powerless to help in any way. The only way I have seen someone get off addictive drugs is by moving away, changing lifestyle and never going back. (One of my friends has been clean for about 15years or more now. But this is a rare story indeed) |
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Yes, heroin is a horrible drug-- but really, when it comes to drugs like this, cocaine, even meth and benzodiazipines.. oh and weed too.... but The neurotransmitter deficiencies you can engender with these drugs, including the habitual nature of dopamine impulse/reward cycle that accompanies their use is the real bugger. I'm clean now. I walked off 20 mg of methadone last wednesday. I stopped shooting heroin and coke 1.5 years ago when I started methadone. I stopped smoking crack 8 months ago. I began reading for the first time in 5 years. I read Carl Sagan's "The Demon-Haunted World". I realized I had only one life, and I was wasting it by getting high. When I began tapering off methadone, I was at 70 mg. The difference between now, and when I started methadone, is that I no longer desire to get high on any of these drugs. I've tried them all, been addicted both physically and habitually to many, and decided that I am comfortable with plants directly grown from the earth naturally, but not the refined alkaloidal drugs that make us slaves to other men. Never in my life, since I was 10 years old, could I say I wasn't interested in drugs. I read to ressurect my soul. I read a lot. Some of the best books that got me excited were those of Dawkins (selfish gene, the god delusion), Hofstadter (strange loop, godel escher bach: eternal golden braid), and even Mandelbrot's (fractal geometry of nature). Knowledge-- to learn and know and incorporate it is next to eating, as subsistential to the soul as protein to the body. I began volunteering at the Orion Center, a place where my girlfriend and I had found solace from the streets. I met a lot of good people there. |
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Glad to hear you're kicking the habits. |
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When a crack head, or dealer, or junky, or any of those poor fuckers approaches me, this is what they get: They get AWAY from me, or I from them. I am not tempted-- i survived 6 months tapering from, and am still withdrawing from, Methadone, opiates in general... And when my girlfriend's friend failed to conceal her bottles of xanax and vicodin, I did not fancy myself getting well, only to get sicker afterwards. I have better things to do, better ways to live, I'm a fucking mad musician. I'm sorry if my beats were ever hard to follow-- it's entirely possibly that your brain isn't cultured enough to appreciate some of my rhythms, or that i was high and playing like shit, sir. I mean the sir who worked at tully's on broadway. And, I'm sorry my shit was so drugged out that I didn't send you your CD, Xceque. Which? Technoleum? My email is expando@gmail.com -- I left Seattle. Life shook the shit out of me, straightened me out. I'm not going to claim that I am not lucky to be alive, lucky to still have a girlfriend and at least partial integrity and rapport with myself. No fucked up drug prostitution, etc. My girl had a seizure once, after a hit- that didn't stop us from getting high, but it did stop us from shooting up coke ever again. Disgusting. I am in Chico where I have access to computers, recording studios I helped build, drumkits, friends, sunshine, peace, IT'S TIME FOR ME TO LAY SOME SHIT DOWN! I've built it up-- now witness the fruit of my decompression. My chops are ridiculously better than when I left to Seattle 3 years ago. I understand music on a much deeper level-- temporally, spiritually.. Enough to know I'd rather make it than talk about it anymore, right now. My tuition for college is paid for in the fall (Someone associated with the place I volunteered for-- more or less a scholarship so I can become an accredited scientist). So, I hope this can now stop being my memorial obituary thread. Love, Forrest |
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good for you, get out of that mess |
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That's good to hear. I am glad you are getting back on track it is a bad situation to get yourself out of. |
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brother going to sort it out |
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let us hear some chops bro! |
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